courage, dear heart

funny statues i painted a while ago on heavypaint

it all began when i was the only girl who could not do the cup song.

this actually is rewiring my brain as we speak

At my core I need to shut the hell up and read a short novel that changes me forever

does anyone understand

trying to remove the shame and let it go but it just keeps on coming like handkerchiefs out of a clown

I would kill a man to own any of these.

Ceramic Mirrors by Mithe Espelt, France circa 1960

09.02.19// a family book. This is my Divine Comedy’s copy. Before being mine, it belonged to my father and my aunt (those notes in the third photo were actually wrote by her)

going to hooters with horse blinders on and ordering a small cesar salad that i do not finish, i tip 200 dollars and kill myself in the parking lot with a katana

average kafka diary entry

It’s literally dark by 4pm. Do you think that’s good for me? Do you think I am loving that

Vintage and antique love tokens 

iandjbannerman

me every time i take a sip of my cappuccino: do they know it's called cappuccino because the color is similar to the sackcloth worn by capuchin friars (cappuccini). do they know capuchin friars got their name from the hood (cappuccio) they wear. do they know cappuccino is a double diminutive as it comes from capo ('robe') + uccio = cappuccio ('hood' but literally 'little robe') + ino = cappuccino ('tiny hood' but literally 'tiny little robe'). do they know

most of the time everything sucks but when the sky is blanketed in dark blue-grey clouds after heavy raining and the sun starts to peek through the clouds so that the tops of trees glint pale green and every white structure is starkly, blindingly silhouetted against the sky i’m ok.

like this

[id: a photo of trees beside a road through a field, in weather and lighting as described. /end id]

A traveller learns more than a passenger.

nurturing the heart (pt iii) // (meals that have hugged me, Apr 2021 - Jul 2021) 🤍

1. strawberry yogurt cheesecake shared with best fren, her passion fruit drink had a lot of seeds in the way so I finished my drink to migrate them

2. kimchi soup, cooked for the first time in a while

3. experimental cake, the cafe owners cheered when I said I wanted to try it (they said it failed but it was very fun)

4. spicy tomato pasta, eaten after drawing things to put up in my new room

5. peanut sauce knife-cut noodles & dumplings, mixed the sauce using some peanut powder given to me by a friend in a reused peanut butter jar w/ a different lid

6. udon in kimchi soup with lots and lots and lots of spring onion

7. 'fried rice' cooked in a rice cooker with chickpeas, corn, broccoli and marinated soy sauce eggs

8. a bagel with scrambled eggs, sriracha + a matcha latte