Chapter 19: ILYSB
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You drive to the farm and see Kitaās truck already parked. Getting out of the car, you see Kita smile at you. Quickly, you run to him then give him a hug. The only light source you have is that one beanpole, the stars and the moon, but Kita is shining as always. āAlisa is going to kill me for meeting you here.ā
āAtsumu warned me so many times not to see you, too,ā Kita chuckles, embracing you tightly.Ā āIt felt so wrong not seeing you for a day.ā
āSave that for later,ā you warn him, putting a finger over his lips. Kita wants to tell you so many things but youāre right, he should save it for your wedding vows.Ā āI know weāre already married but actually having the wedding feels like Iām getting married again.ā
āIāll marry you everyday if you want,ā Kita tells you, planting a soft kiss on your forehead.Ā āCan we practice our first dance? Iām nervous.ā
You put your hands together and you lead the dance, guiding him all throughout.Ā āIt feels weird without the music,ā you comment and Kita just hums.
āMad cool in all my clothes, mad warm when you get close to meā¦ā He starts so you stop dancing in surprise. He pulls your hand just like in the choreography you both have learned, and this time heās the one who leads. You are too mesmerized by his voice that itās all you can think about.
āSlow dance these summer nights. Our disco ballās my kitchen light,ā he continues to sing, and you just smile at him. Even his voice is perfect. What can he not do? You canāt believe that you are serenaded by the one and only Kita Shinsuke.
Seeing the smile on your face, Kita forgets the dance and cups your cheek, allowing your bodies to sway freely.Ā āAnd you need to know, that nobody can take your place. And you need to know that Iām hella obsessed with your faceā¦ your face.ā He kisses your nose so you giggle.
Kita places his forehead over yours, hands still on your cheeks, eyes closed with a contented smile on your lips.Ā āOh my heart hurts so good. I love you, babe, so bad, so bad.ā
āI love you, too, so, so, so bad,ā you reply, wrapping your arms around his waist. Kitaās eyelids flutter open and he stares you lovingly before pulling you in for a kiss.
āSee you later, my bride.ā
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Kita is finally wearing the 3-piece grey suit with the help of his groomsmen, aka the Inarizaki Volleyball Team. āIām nervous,ā he tells them with his usual face.
Kita has never felt nervous, but right now, heās excitedly anxious for unknown reasons. You both love each other and he knows that nothing can go wrong at your wedding, because he made sure of that. He double checked everything even before today, so why is he nervous?
Aran groans, āat least show your nervousness! You still look like you donāt care!ā Kita raises his trembling hands and his friends start laughing.
āDid you not practice enough?ā Omimi asks.
āI have been practicing my vows since we got back together but Iām still nervous,ā Kita admits and everyone else smiles because of his honesty.
Osamu, then, hands Kita a shot of alcohol, confusing the groom so much. āTake a shot for confidence.ā Kitaās eyes waver in uncertainty, but takes the shot anyways. He wonāt get drunk from one single shot, and heās willing to do anything that will get rid of the new feeling he has never felt before.
āI think Iām nervous about the dance weāre going to do,ā Kita explains.
āNow that youāve mentioned it, Iām nervous, too,ā Aran speaks, staring blankly at the wall. āWhose idea is the surprise dance anyways?ā
āItās Atsumuās of course,ā Suna answers, rolling his eyes.
āItās all over Youtube! (Y/N) would be so happy if we do it!ā Atsumu says with confidence. Kita suddenly lets out a loud shout, silencing the room.
āIām not angry. Iām just letting out my anxiety,ā Kita explains, and the team just sighs in relief.
They hear scratches from the suiteās door so Gin opens opens to see what it is. Rice walks in the room, carrying a paper bag in his mouth. He is wearing a dog suit that is similiar with Kitaās, causing the boys in the room to awe and coo at him.
āHi, boy! Whatās that?ā Kita asks the small dog, taking the small paper bag from his mouth. Rice sits in front of him and wags his tail, waiting for Kita to open the box. āOh, itās a gift from your mom.ā
āIs this how he usually talks with Rice?ā Suna asks Osamu, completely new to the scenario in front of him. He has only imagined Kita baby talking with his pet in high school, and this is way better than his imagination allowed.
āYes. He treats him like his child,ā Osamu answers while they stare at the father-son (dog) duo.
Kita pets Riceās head before opening the bag. He takes out the box that is in it and slowly opens it, painfully making everyone else in the room wait in anticipation. Itās a luxurious watch. He hates it when you give him expensive gifts, but today heāll let it pass since itās your wedding. He reads the message on card and snort unknowingly.
When im eighty, Iāll look back on three big things in my life: getting married, having kids and the first time I laid eyes on you.
Kita takes a small gift bag from his bag and letās Rice bite on the string as well. āGive this to your mom.ā He orders Rice and the dog leaves the room to go back to yours.
At the bridal suite, only you and your Nekoma friends are in there. Alisa is doing your makeup while the boys are just chilling and talking at the couch. Theyāre giving unnecessary comments here and there about your wedding ceremony and reception. Like how you will trip while walking down the aisle, or how you will cry so hard during the wedding vow that you Kita wonāt be able to understand. Your friends are crazy, but theyāre the ones who stuck with you through thick and thin.
āRice is back,ā Lev mentions as he opens the door for the dog. Your pet sits next to your chair, looking up to you to present the gift in his mouth. You pat his head and take the bag from him. He then jumps on your lap to nap.
You open the bag excitedly and see a necklace designed like a leaf branch made of diamonds and white diamond. You stop yourself from crying, not wanting Alisa to start your makeup all over agin. You put it on and check yourself at the mirror. Then, you realize that there is also a small card that came along with the necklace.
You are my favorite plant. I will water you everyday with my love. I will make sure that you have enough sunlight through making you happy. I will take care of you until weāre old and withered.
Kurooās wife enters the suite, causing Kuroo to keep quiet. You eye your friend teasingingly so he rolls his eyes at you. His wife is your wedding planner and organization so she has come in the room to check up on you. She doesnāt even spare a glance at Kuroo.
āItās time to put on your wedding dress,ā she tells you as she carries out your dress from the wardrobe. Itās a simple dress, something you never thought youād wear in your wedding.
Ever since you were little, your idea of your wedding was for it to be glamorous and extravagant since itās the only kind of wedding you have been attending since you were little. You had always imagined wearing a big ball gown dress with all the Swarovski crystals in can hold. It is the opposite of your wedding that is about to take place.
You only have around 75 guests, consisting of your closest friends and family. The wedding will take place in a small garden so you can be surrounded with plants that Kita loves so much. Your dress? Itās a an a-line dress with a square neckline and low back. Itās made charmeuse fabric and that alone. No lace, no crystals, no anything. Itās a plain simple dress that you know Kita will love.
Everyone else would say that a womanās wedding is her wedding day, but thatās not Kurooās wife, your wedding planner, told you. She said, and you will never forget.
āA wedding is not a womanās or a manās happiest day, itās supposed to be a day where married couples look back on and then remember why they said, āI do.ā Itās a special day they share as a couple and not as individuals.ā
So you throw all your imaginations and fantasies out of the window and thought of Kita, and him alone, while designing your dress. Itās both yours and Kitaās day. But youāre willing to take an extra mile to make him happy, to make him say, āI doā with all his heart.
You are in the bathroom suite with Kurooās wife since Alisa is too anxious to dress you up. The guys obviously canāt help you. You take your robe off and Kurooās wife helps you slip on to the dress, but she stops midway when she sees your slightly protruding stomach. She looks at you in shock and you just put a finger over your lips.
āItās a surprise,ā you tell her and she nods.
āCongratulations,ā she says to you, and you grin widely.
Yes, youāre pregnant. After trying for a very long time, youāre finally carrying another Kita. In fact, you have been pregnant for two months but just found out a week ago. You wanted to tell Kita immediately but you thought that itād be best to tell him during your wedding vow for that extra tear jerking scene.
Certainly, Kita will never forget your wedding day.
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āWe come now to the words Shinsuke and (Y/N) want to hear the most today. Before you say your vows to one another, I want to hear you confirm that it is indeed your intention to be married today,ā your officiant starts so you and Kita face each other.
āKita Shinsuke, do you come here freely and without reservation to give yourself to (L/N) (F/N) in marriage?ā
ā(L/N) (F/N), do you come here freely and without reservation to give yourself to Kita Shinsuke in marriage?
āShinsuke and (Y/N), having heard that it is your intention to be married to each other, I now ask you to declare your marriage vows.ā
Kita takes your hand in his and looks you straight in your eyes and you can see all the emotions from his orbs that his face isnāt revealing. He looks so calm yet his eyes are screaming that heās excited and nervous at the same time.
āI see these vows not as promises but as privileges. I get to make you smile, hear you laugh. I can take care of you and share my everything with you. I get to wake up next to you every morning and sleep next to you every night. I get to witness at your every milestone and the breakdowns before that. I wonāt promise that I will cherish you or honor you, because even without those promises, I will do it. Because being married to you is not a responsibility or a task; itās a gift, a present. You donāt know how lucky I am to be able to call you my wife,ā Kita starts and the guests are already sobbing and crying.
Atsumu is leaning on his twin brotherās shoulder, while the other twin is patting his back. Aran is crying as well, his handkerchief already wet from too much tears. But you donāt hear anything or anything except for the man whoās standing in front of you right now.
Kita takes a deep breath in before he continues, āI love you with my whole heart with a passion that canāt be expressed in words, only in soft kisses, tight hugs, late night trips, stolen glances, and years of being by your side. You always tell me that Iām the best man in existence, but believe me when I say this, I am a better man because of you.ā
Youāre already crying at this point, his word piercing right through your heart, but you donāt feel the pain. Itās a feeling of mixed happiness and contentment that Kita has been giving you since the day you met him. But now itās your turn to say your vows so you have to stop yourself from crying.
āShinsukeā¦ā you start and then cry again. You hear your friendsā laughters and giggles, so you chuckle in embarrassment. Kita gives your hand a slight squeeze so you take a deep breath in before attempting to say your vows again.
āWhen I first saw you, I knew I had to have you. A lot of people said that weāre not going to work out or that youāll never like me back, but here we are now,ā you laugh cockily, causing the guests to laugh as well. āBefore I say anything that will make you cry, I just want to clarify that when I said, āI do,ā I didnāt mean the dishes. I promise with all my heart that I will continue to make our friends jealous of our astonishing relationship.ā
āWe get it! Weāll be single forever!ā Yaku shouts so itās laughter once again.
Kita is smiling at you lovingly even if youāre joking during your wedding vows. You clear your throat before starting to speak again, āYou have made me the happiest woman in the world today by agreeing to share your life with me. I promise to respect you and honor you. I pledge to be your honest, faithful, and loving wife for the rest of my days. Shinsuke, you are my every dream come true, and I canāt wait for the reality we get to build together.ā
You want to say it. You want to tell him that youāre pregnant. The words are already at the tip of your tongue but it doesnāt seem to want to slip out. The officiant starts to speak again but you donāt hear him. Your thoughts are clouded with regrets on why you didnāt tell your husband about your pregnancy.
āYour wedding ring are the outward and visible sign of the inward and invisible bond which already unites you two hearts in love,ā the officiant says and Rice comes running to the two of you with the wedding rings placed in a small bag.
Rice is your best man. Heās been there since day 1 of your relationship and have been your mediator ever since. Heās a dog that represents your love and he deserves to have that special spot on your wedding day.
Kita slips in your wedding ring as he says, āI give you this ring. Wear it with love and joy. As this ring has no end, my love is also forever.ā
You take his hand this time and repeat his words. āI give you this ring. Wear it with love and joy. As this ring has no end, my love is also forever.ā
āIt is my honor and delight to declare you husband and wife. You may seal this declaration with a kiss,ā the officiant declares so Kita takes your veil off to clearly reveal your face.
Your lips meet his. The kiss speaks a lot for the two of you since your lips are both sealed by each otherās. You can feel his promises from his lips and he can taste your sincerity from yours. Itās a kiss youāll never forget.
The reception after the ceremony was a simple and short one yet also fun and memorable. The former Inarizaki Volleyball Team surprised you with a dance, a sexy one at that, and you blush just thinking about how hot your husband looked while dancing.
At the part where you had to throw the bouquet to the crowd, Kurooās wife caught it, so you and your friends were a laughing mess when that happened. Kuroo was so red even if he wasnāt the one who caught the bouquet.
It was perfect. Your wedding day was perfect. Everything went as planned except for your plan of telling him that youāre pregnant.
After the wedding reception, you head to your suite to finally rest and spend alone time with each other. Kitaās hands have never left your body ever since he got to hold it. His mouth would whisper sweet nothings in your ear. His eyes gazed at you every chance he got.
āI really love that dress on you,ā Kita tells you as you are about to take off your wedding dress in front of the full body mirror in the room. He wraps his arms around you, his chin on your shoulder, his lips dangerously close to your neck.
āAnd I love that your hair is pushed back,ā you reply, letting your hands fall on his forearms.
āShould I wear my hair like this everyday?ā Kita asks and you shake your head immediately. āWhy not?ā
āI would die from too much handsomeness and hotness,ā you answer without hesitance so he chuckles. āFor real. You look amazing today. My heart may or may not have skipped a beat or two when you danced.ā
āI could show you again,ā he whispers into your ear seductively causing chills to run down your spine. āA special show only for you.ā
āBaby,ā you call him, changing the topic. He humms in response, his lips already attached to the skin of your exposed shoulder. āI have to tell you something important.ā
āWhat is it?ā He turns you around, then hugs you again. Tears start to roll down your cheeks so he gets worried. āIs something wrong?ā
āNo. Not all,ā you tell him reassuringly but he doesnāt believe your words since youāre crying like a baby in front of him.
āThen why are you crying?ā He wipes the tears on your cheeks with his thumb, worry visible in your eyes. It should be a happy day, why are you crying?
āIām just glad that we finally had our married and that we will have an addition to our family,ā you say subtly, hugging him tightly. Kita is frozen in his spot, did he understand your words right? Do you mean what he thinks you mean?
āWhat did you say?ā He makes you repeat. You cup his cheeks and grin at him. You can see his tears at the brim of his eyes, and just one confirmation for you, the two of you will be crying in thankfulness and happiness the whole night.
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