duskandstarlight

@duskandstarlight

Nessian. Embers & Light fanfic writer. Send me an anon and make my day, but I don’t do ship wars. Prompts welcome but I only go where the plot bunnies take me 🐰. Please don’t bind my writing, this girl dreams of publishing something one day.
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Because people have been requesting it...

NESSIAN (because they are my OTP)

Multi-chapter fics:

Embers & Light (in progress):  Slow-burn healing fic for both Cassian and Nesta, starting from Nesta being sent to the Illyrian mountains by Feyre... Prepare yourselves for angst and yearning, bickering and flirting banter... 

Summary: Nesta Archeron may be the unsung hero from the war with Hybern, but since then, she has felt nothing but hollow. Suffering from a battle trauma so fierce it knocks the breath out of her, Nesta spends her days drinking, bedding males and spending the Night Court coffers to block out the memories of cracking bones and rolling heads. Until... enough is finally enough and her sister and High Lady, Feyre Archeron, exiles her to the Illyrian mountains to live with Cassian - the one male who has always managed to get under her skin. Thrust into a culture in the midst of dissent, Nesta is made to face the darkest parts of herself, as well as the magic that roars in her veins, to figure out who she is and who she will become on the road to recovery.

One-shots

Of Books & Timber (one-shot from the Embers & Light universe): A one-shot where Cassian builds Nesta some bookshelves in Illyria (or a missing scene from Embers & Light). You don’t need to have read E&L to understand this fic.

Kernels of Truth (one-shot, CANON): A missing scene from ACOFAS, when Mor follows Cassian upstairs after he arrives back at the townhouse after chasing Nesta on Solstice (and when he throws the mystery box in the river!)

Dinner Conversation (one-shot, CANON post-ACOSF) One hundred and fifty years after ACOSF, Nesta and Cassian sit around the dinner table with the Inner Circle. And Cassian has an announcement.

Clouds Are Shrouding Us in Moments Unforgettable (Kinktober) Nesta and Cassian have never been a couple that willingly deny themselves some action between the sheets. But when Cassian has to whip the Illyrian legions into shape for an entire week, as well as smooth out the disputes between unruly clans, Nesta and Cassian make a deal: no orgasms until they are reunited at the Spring Court to celebrate Calanmai.

But when Nesta eats some aphrodisiac-laced cherry pie whilst waiting for Cassian to arrive, the bargain they struck is immediately replaced with a base need for release. Nesta hurries to her room where she can finally be alone, but just as that orgasm begins to crest, Cassian catches her in the act.And they had a deal, did they not?

Warnings: NSFW, Spanktober, Dom!Cassian being sexy AF, orgasm denial, Nesta high on aphrodisiac

Alternative POV’s in Embers & Light

Prologue (Rhysand) Don’t read until after chapter 35 of Embers & Light if you don’t want spoilers :)

Chapter 9 (Cassian) Cassian sees Nesta’s scars for the first time. Protective Cassian™

Chapter 20 (Nesta) Nesta witnesses Cassian in only a towel

Chapter 15 (Nesta) Cassian finds Nesta has started her cycle and runs her a bath

Chapter 25 (Cassian) Cassian tries to soothe Nesta’s nightmares and ends up sleeping beside her

Chapter 44-45 (Cassian) Cassian struggles to cope without Nesta

Chapter 51 (Cassian) Cassian is reeling after something monumental happens at the Lake. 

Habits Universe (to be read in order)

1. Habits (NSFW one-shot): ACOSF one-shot of Nessian smut on the premise that Nesta and Cassian sleep with one another in Illyria shortly after Nesta arrives. Angry sex turning into something softer... NSFW.

Nesta/Cassian/Azriel play strip poker in Illyria. This is set in the Habits universe but can be read as a standalone. Seriously smutty.

3. Wings & Flames (NSFW)

Nesta & Cassian come together in the aftermath of his trip to the Winter Court.

Alternative POV’s for the Habits universe

Wings & Shadows (Azriel POV during Wings, Flames & Shadows):  During a state visit to Kallias's Winter Court, Azriel and Cassian deal with the consequences of their recent joining with Nesta and the truths Azriel learnt.

Modern AU’s

A Golden Opportunity  Blurb: For months Cassian had been waiting for the chance to take Nesta Archeron on a date. No, strike that, Cassian wouldn’t lie to himself. He’d been waiting for years, Mother damn it.

From the moment Cassian had first laid eyes on Nesta he’d known that there would be no-one else. Cassian couldn’t explain it, but he’d just known with a rattling clarity that startled him awake. There would be no more raucous lifestyle where he bedded anything that moved. There would be no half-assed dates that were clearly going nowhere or late-night hook-ups.

There was only one goal: to get Nesta to agree to go on a date with him and pray to the Forces that Be that she’d fall in love with him, too.

The Girl Amongst the writhing bodies, Cassian spots her. Scarlet cami, hair like honey. He watches her for too long, the way her hips move to a rhythm nobody else quite seems to get like she does, the length of her ponytail as it swings to and fro.

When she turns and meets his eyes, he’s a goner. And at the end of night, when he backs her into his apartment, he realises quickly that whoever this girl is, she takes what she wants and he’ll take what he can get.

GWYNRIEL

Ribbons (drabble)

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When she might just come out of hiding because she’s furious about the state of Nessian in that HOFAS bonus chapter.

Will be writing to rectify it immediately. Don’t worry huns, I’ve got you and the Cassian that lived rent free and untainted in our minds.

If anyone else wants to run off into E&L land where SJM doesn’t ruin their Nessian paradise, I can assure you there is plenty of room.

@noirshadow will you still be my beta? I think it’s time to dust off my keyboard.

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When she might just come out of hiding because she’s furious about the state of Nessian in that HOFAS bonus chapter.

Will be writing to rectify it immediately. Don’t worry huns, I’ve got you and the Cassian that lived rent free and untainted in our minds.

If anyone else wants to run off into E&L land where SJM doesn’t ruin their Nessian paradise, I can assure you there is plenty of room.

@noirshadow will you still be my beta? I think it’s time to dust off my keyboard.

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Anonymous asked:

i am unable to find the Embers and Light fanfic! The link I had bookmarked isn’t working and I’m not sure what to do, I was over halfway through and I’m dying to finish it!

Hi! I think it was a website glitch as I’m having no problems accessing it. I hope it works for you and happy reading 🌟

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Anonymous asked:

omg hi how are you !!!

Hi love! I’m good thank you, how are you? 🫶🏼

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julemmaes

Always Been You

Nesta Archeron x Cassian, ~2.5k words

a/n: I saw a reel of a baby and this was born, it's trash but I love them, so enjoy!

"Sweetheart, do you know where my sweater is?! The black one?"

Cassian was rummaging through his wardrobe in desperate need of something heavy to wear in the frigid winter Velaris was hitting them with.

Nesta's robotic voice came from the speaker of his phone, hidden somewhere between his bed sheets. "Uh, might be here, actually."

Here, as in her place. On the other side of the city. More than half an hour from his flat.

Read this friends, because it’s Nessian at their best

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The Girl (Part Three)

Summary: Nesta and Cassian start meeting at the coffee shop, but on a Friday night at Rita's, Nesta is someone else. After all, old habits die hard.

Notes: Hi! I loveddddd writing this chapter and I hope you guys enjoy it too. I know you've all been keen for more Nesta and Cassian interaction and you absolutely get it in this one… The pain is still there, though, sorry not sorry (but also it's me, what do you really expect?) Let me know what you guys think! I really hope you enjoy it :)

Part Three: Cassian

Cassian doesn’t forget his phone charger next time. 

He materialises in front of her early one afternoon, all broad shoulders and windswept hair, half of which brushes his shoulders, the other half tangled into a top knot. He waves a hand in front of her face in a way that’s only mildly irritating.

Nesta yanks off her headphones, stifling a frown as the noise of the coffee shop slams back into her. “What?” 

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The Girl (Part Three)

Summary: Nesta and Cassian start meeting at the coffee shop, but on a Friday night at Rita's, Nesta is someone else. After all, old habits die hard.

Notes: Hi! I loveddddd writing this chapter and I hope you guys enjoy it too. I know you've all been keen for more Nesta and Cassian interaction and you absolutely get it in this one… The pain is still there, though, sorry not sorry (but also it's me, what do you really expect?) Let me know what you guys think! I really hope you enjoy it :)

Part Three: Cassian

Cassian doesn’t forget his phone charger next time. 

He materialises in front of her early one afternoon, all broad shoulders and windswept hair, half of which brushes his shoulders, the other half tangled into a top knot. He waves a hand in front of her face in a way that’s only mildly irritating.

Nesta yanks off her headphones, stifling a frown as the noise of the coffee shop slams back into her. “What?” 

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A Golden Opportunity: Part Three

Notes: Wow, this took longer than I'd like to upload but here we are and I'm finally happy with Nesta and Cassian's journey since their tumble on the couch in part two. Enjoy :)

Part Three

Everything had, in truth, turned to shit, Cassian thought from where he lay spread eagle on the couch.

In one hand, was an ice pack which he pressed to his throbbing knee. In the other was his arch nemesis - his phone - which, because he was a male with absolutely no control, he unlocked for the hundredth time that morning.

On autopilot, he thumbed open his messages and tapped on Nesta’s name.

There their conversation remained, cold and untouched.

Cassian let out a sigh of frustration that evolved into a growl.

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A Golden Opportunity: Part Three

Notes: Wow, this took longer than I'd like to upload but here we are and I'm finally happy with Nesta and Cassian's journey since their tumble on the couch in part two. Enjoy :)

Part Three

Everything had, in truth, turned to shit, Cassian thought from where he lay spread eagle on the couch.

In one hand, was an ice pack which he pressed to his throbbing knee. In the other was his arch nemesis - his phone - which, because he was a male with absolutely no control, he unlocked for the hundredth time that morning.

On autopilot, he thumbed open his messages and tapped on Nesta’s name.

There their conversation remained, cold and untouched.

Cassian let out a sigh of frustration that evolved into a growl.

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The Girl (Part One)

Notes: All I can do is write modern AU lately, so here is the first part of The Girl (see here for the prologue). Forgive me of any typos - I've glanced over it but I just wanted to get this out. Enjoy!

Part One: Nesta

It can’t be happening. That’s Nesta’s first thought as she sits at the large mahogany dining table at her sister’s birthday dinner and watches a man that’s horribly familiar duck beneath the doorframe. Yet… it’s undeniable. Same broad frame, same leather jacket, same rugged features. Same tattoos peeking over his collar and licking up his neck. Same shoulder-length black hair scraped back into a haphazard knot. 

Nesta manages to stop the shock that seizes her, catching it before it ever makes its way onto her expression. But the man isn’t as successful. It’s only a heartbeat, but it’s there as he sits down at the table, looks up as he’s mid-way between tucking in his chair and see’s… her. The girl he fucked on his sofa only two days prior. 

Wanted: more Nessian interaction

Got: PAIN

Believe me when I say that you have been heard in the next chapter RE Nessian interaction... ENJOY!

PS there's still pain.

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The Girl (Part Two)

Notes: Sorry for any typos or inconsistencies, I wrote this in sporadic bursts on the train and I can't be held accountable for a tired brain. I hope you enjoy!

The next time Nesta meets Cassian, it’s in a coffee shop a week later.

She’s in the midst of a rare writing urge, the itch in the tips of her fingertips even if her hands are unable to actually fly over the keyboard.

It had been the glimmer of that urge which had gotten Nesta out of bed this morning well before noon. And Nesta had seized the feeling with a useless sort of hope. Because whilst the inspiration Nesta experiences now is never what it used to be, it’s something. So, Nesta had clung on to it, digging her claws in as she’d rolled out of bed with a wince.

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The Girl (Part Two)

Notes: Sorry for any typos or inconsistencies, I wrote this in sporadic bursts on the train and I can't be held accountable for a tired brain. I hope you enjoy!

The next time Nesta meets Cassian, it’s in a coffee shop a week later.

She’s in the midst of a rare writing urge, the itch in the tips of her fingertips even if her hands are unable to actually fly over the keyboard.

It had been the glimmer of that urge which had gotten Nesta out of bed this morning well before noon. And Nesta had seized the feeling with a useless sort of hope. Because whilst the inspiration Nesta experiences now is never what it used to be, it’s something. So, Nesta had clung on to it, digging her claws in as she’d rolled out of bed with a wince.

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The only thing I can say about writing right now is that you don’t need to polish or even finish everything you write. Unfinished works hold value just as intrinsically as finished ones; if finishing a project holds no appeal, move on. Maybe one day you’ll return to it, find an idea to nurture and raise. Maybe you’ll never look at it again, but the words were still written. The sentences were crafted. This unfinished thing is a sketch, then, forgotten in the depths of your sketchbook; why should we hold writers to different standards than other artists? Play around and have fun. Finish projects if you want to; move on if you don’t. Don’t guilt yourself over something with no moral bearing. Just write.

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