Sew my mouth shut.
Thank you every single anti-AA for confirming that I'm worthless.
I hate people.
Thank you for reminding me that I'm worthless and deserve nothing but garbage. Thank you for reminding me that I deserve only to be discarded. That I should just kill myself for everyone's sake. That no one cares how I feel and that how other people treat me doesn't matter.
No matter what I do, I'm selfish. I wish someone would just kill me, I deserve it.
I'm sorry that I don't have the strength to kill myself and make everything better for everyone.
Gouge out my eyes, rip out my tongue, cut off my hands.
I know I'll always end up abandoned and alone, people don't need to keep reminding me.
I wish someone would just kill me.
Just another reason why it would be better for everyone if I were dead.
I can't even punish myself properly.
I wish I didn't exist.
I already know not being skinny makes me worthless, I wish people would stop reminding me.
I wish I could just disappear.
Everything screams in my head so loudly, I can't even be depressed in peace.
Everyday I'm reminded how frickin' horrible women are.
I hate the phrase "falling out of love." Loving someone is a choice. If you "fall out of love" with someone, it's because you CHOSE not to love them anymore.