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ᶜᵃᵗᶜʰ ᵃ ᵗᶤᵍᵉʳˑ⁽ ᴬᵘᵗᵒᵖˡᵃʸ

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❝ No, I am not silent, even trapped in this cage. I do not know why the caged bird still sings, but I know why I roar, scream, with a tiger’s voice.
I may be pretty, which is nice of you to think, but I am a lion, a tiger, not some domesticated cat that is just a bit moody. No, I am beautiful in the way that only wild dangerous creatures can be. I know why I holler out, day by day. Do not think me tame, even when I pace to and fro, there is a wealth of anger here, an old fierce anger that rails against the ideal of a cage. This is what makes me a force, for even while I wait in silence, and the caged bird sings, I am waiting with teeth and claws, I will not be silenced. ❞
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Indie & Selective Daryl Dixon.
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This wasn’t fair.           A deeply rooted itch, rolled around in Daryls chest at Ricks words. Telling him to stay and deal with this ‘ King ‘ and his ‘ Kingdom ’, but this place felt it was just as BULLSHIT as Gregory and he didn’t want to stay. The anger he felt was pointless, Daryl knew that but it didn’t stop him from feeling it. All he wanted was his family to be SAFE and maybe to knock every Saviors teeth down their throats to chock. But the archer knew he couldn’t do that without these people.
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With a heavy huff he looked to his twin, giving a look of blunt annoyance, You seen how they just all walked out. He grumbled, crossing limbs over his chest so that hands sat under his arm, This King ain’t gonna help us, Dixon. Words came matter of factly, as Daryl watched the gate. As if it would open and Rick would be back to really take him home. Daryl knew that WOULDN’T happen, …And I don’t need you watchin’ my ass!
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   The look on Dixon’s face was very unreadable even if he found Daryl’s outburst to be very hilarious in his eyes. Telling the other that wouldn’t end very well and neither would LAUGHING outright in his face, so Dixon swallows the chortle and simply shrugs his shoulders like he doesn’t give a shit about the situation. “Fine, be a baby about it. Ya realize that Rick’s only tryin’ t’keep yer ass safe from gettin’ yer brains beat in by Lucille, right? Ya can’t be tha’ dumb not t’know it.” He gives Daryl a gentle nudge, being mindful of his wounds.

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i  am   NOTHING   without  pretend,   i  know  my   THOUGHTS ;   can’t  live   WITHOUT   them.     i  know  my   FAULTS   but  i  can’t   HIDE   them.     i  still   keep  my   BABY TEETH   in  my  bedside  jewelry.     i  don’t  need  another   FRIEND   when  most  of  them  i  can  barely  keep  up  with.     i’m   PERFECTLY   able  to   HOLD   my  own  hand,   but  i  still  can’t  kiss  my  own  NECK.

                                                                        ind.  priv.  rick  grimes

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“I made it so they couldn’t bite, couldn’t scratch. I tied chains around their necks. It was insane. It was sick. It felt like what I deserved, dragging them around so that I would always know. I found out that they kept me safe. They hid me. The walkers didn’t see me anymore. I was just another monster.”

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                        “Now You Know The Price                                   Gotta Pay It Now                                             If You Have A Life                                                       Time To Lay It Down.”

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Idle fingers laced through the archer’s knuckles while the gesture of comfort was returned, a release of locked away breath from her lungs was relieving to the blonde. The weight of his hand in hers was deeply missed in the moments she spent alone in the much to large home they shared. Although it already had it’s place in her mind, Beth recommitted the feeling of his rough palms to memory once more. His words were promising but even the hopeful woman knew that times were D I F F E R E N T now. 
All the Greene could manage was a timid, barely noticeable smile as her cerulean hues steadied on his features. The deep purple rings that surrounded his eyes must have been from sleep deprivation, but they were also much to discolored to be solely from his lack of rest – that alone made Beth’s blood boil. Even through her S I L E N T rage, she was gentle.
As his body shifted, she invited him in willingly and her delicate hands lifted to brush through the unwashed locks of the man’s hair. Other hand slipped from the grasp of his fingers and immediately her arm snaked around his middle to hold him upright, a rigid breath escaping her. “You aren’t. They’re gonna have’ta go through M E first if they try,” she murmured, her lighthearted tone detectable though it never lacked truth. There wasn’t a chance of them taking him away again, not if she could help it. Beth’s cheek rested on Daryl’s head as her eyes slipped close in a moment to just let themselves be. “We’re gonna be okay… you’re gonna be S A F E now.”
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   Daryl doesn’t say anything for a long while, bathing in the warmth and security of Beth’s arms. The affection is gladly accepted after the PAIN AND HELL he had to ENDURE before he was freed, stuck in a cold everlasting nightmare that was Negan’s compound. She smells like peace and heaven, so different from his own sin and hellish musk that always would taint the air around them like pollution.

    The words she speak are dear to the archer’s heart and when Daryl leans up so he can see her face, his own eyes are glassy from hot tears threatening to spill down his bruised cheeks. There’s no words that could describe his emotions running wild like freed ponies -- always so much inside him and yet he remained the quietest of the group. Beth speaks TRUTH, nothing lacks conviction and thus the young Dixon has no need to DOUBT her like he’s done others in the past. But he’s quick to change the subject, clearing his throat now so he can speak without his voice cracking like worn out pavement on a sidewalk. “ How have things been with ya? “

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@outdccrcat​ / just wants to eff me up.
Serene hues took to the archer’s back as he complacently stood baring the window of the guest room the so called King had offered them. In some ways, he almost didn’t seem R E A L. She had pictured him standing before her so many times throughout the tedious two weeks that it all seemed a dream. He had been stilled looking through the glass for the past few minutes– motionless – and all Beth could do was stare. There would probably be no sleep this night with all the anxiety built up to hear the new found leader’s answer but as long as she spent it making up the time the pair had loss, Beth couldn’t mind.
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Petite stature left the archway of the door and slowly, without arising any alarm to the escapee, she approached him from the side. The blonde’s doe like blues were warm, washed with the dim light of the oil lamp as they steadied on the Dixon. There were no words she could say, no apologies she could give because they meant N O T H I N G with what he had experienced. All she could do was offer a hesitant hand, dainty hands gripping the calloused fingers that rested at his side. He must’ve known what she meant– he always did.
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    Outdoor scenery had not been the main source of Daryl’s focus, instead it was on his own worn out reflection. Two weeks had undone all that had been woven into the archer from the start. Since Atlanta. Since all the troubles and trials Daryl had went through to grow into a BETTER person, it all had come undone. His anger blazed like blue of his eyes, no one knowing how much DAMAGE HAD BEEN DONE in the course of those weeks. But Daryl figured Beth would -- that’s why he wasn’t surprised to feel her gaze boring into his back, his very SOUL.

       Their silence is thick and heavy, almost peaceful considering the endless days and nights he was subjected to hearing EASY STREET play on a constant repeat. It still HAUNTS him, he just doesn’t say anything to anyone. Daryl knows the female’s touch is close by, he can sense the need and want billowing from her lithe form standing so close to his own. And just like that, her fingers are finding his and instantly the archer is reciprocating the gesture, knowing what she meant indeed.

       “ Ain’t goin’ back there again, Beth. “ It’s his turn to comfort her mind as best as he can manage. Sure, he can’t make any promises but he can damn sure TRY to make sure they aren’t separated again. Turning to face her now, Daryl SUBMITS by bowing his head until his forehead is touching her shoulder. 

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   The meeting at the Kingdom didn’t go like the group had hoped and it had left them all sour and disheartened. Dixon had mostly been quiet throughout the entire ordeal, listening to the others voice their opinions and even scowl when the offer was declined. Maybe his mind had been mostly on the well-being of his brother who had said more than Dixon has heard in a long while. The snark and retorts hadn’t gone unnoticed by the feral twin, which prompted him to remain ever so close in case the other lashed out.

     It’s only when they are leaving does Dixon hear what Rick tells Daryl and his entire gut sinks even lower if that’s even possible. Yes, this was the BEST choice to keep Daryl safe, but Dixon couldn’t dare think of being away from the other again. Not this time. Not this damn soon. “ Ya go on without me, “ Dixon says to Rick once they’re nearly out the gates, offering the leader a small smile. It’s quick and a bit without emotion as he steps back to stand beside Daryl. “ I’ll stay here, keep an eye on ‘im. “ That was the truth -- half of it at least. No one needed to know how scared Dixon was of losing Daryl again.

    Once the gates are closed and the two are left alone, Dixon turns to a very salty looking Daryl and lets out a snort. “ Quit lookin’ like someone stole yer goddamn sunshine. “ Even though Dixon’s voice sounds rough and edgy, there’s amusement there that only Daryl would notice. “ Ya gotta stay here til’ we sort this mess out, alright? Ain’t gonna be bad since I’m here t’look after yer ass. “

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Rosita had been heading out on a run, when her car broke down, she was too far to just walk back to Alexandria. Getting out of the car, she walked around to the hood of the car and popped it as the steam flew from the car. “Great.” She grumbled to herself as she started to look around for the source of the issue. Looking around at the passenger in the car. “We’re might as walk, it’s not far. It will give the engine time to cool, we can fix it and drive back after.” She suggested, wanting to just get the supplies.
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   Daryl had been quiet through the trip mostly, only voicing out on a few casual topics that Rosita had thrown out before the car clunked out in the middle of nowhere. The archer lets out a faint grunt of annoyance as he gets out the vehicle, moving around to take a quick peak under the hood. “ Damn radiator is BLOWN. Might as well find another car while we’re at it. “ At the mention of just walking and focusing on getting the supplies, Daryl nods once and turns to to head on down the road. “ C’mon then. Ain’t no use wastin’ daylight. “

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       The yelling was nothing new, the words bleeding into Daryl as he sat there. Remembering finding Dixon and all the shit they’d gone threw, it was a merical they even made it this far alive. A shaking sigh escaped Daryls lips, as the twin said his peace. Yet it wasn’t until the mentioning of Maggie that Daryl looked at him fully, guided by Dixons hand blue eyes met his, wide with surprise and relief. A crushing weight that hung over Daryl was still there, but knowing Maggie was still alive and safe at Hilltop…. It did help, even if it was just a little.
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       Tilting his head into Dixons touch, there was another sigh. Daryl even thought to show him the picture Dwight had left, taped to the wall to show Glenn’s blood and brains painting gravel. Anything to prove his guilt. Daryl felt sick at the thought, with himself as a whole. Yet Dixon still came all this way, argued with him and even now was clinging to Daryl. It still felt wrong to him, but Daryl wished desperately that it didn’t. His own arms coming up to cling to his twin, wrapping tight around his middle holding him in place. There wasn’t much to be said now, regardless of what Daryl deserved or even wanted. There was a new mission at hand, one that Daryl silently swore would end in success, h–….How are we gonna get out ah here?Daryl needed to get Dixon out of Sanctuary alive.
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  “ I got a plan, “ He half murmurs against his twin’s neck, still conflicted with his pending emotions to really even form a full sentence. Dixon had never been the one to cry in front of people -- especially in front of the people he wanted to ALWAYS appear STRONG for. Daryl would always be the main one, because that was his brother. His other half. He would face a million Negans if it meant keeping Daryl safe and sound from anyone’s cruel clutches. “ Jesus is here too. But we gotta wait until he gives us the signal. “

  Dixon pulls back some to stare at Daryl’s face, nose scrunched at the grime and bruises on the identical face before he mutters under his breath about making them all pay for this somehow. It’s not like Dixon can enjoy this moment to its fullest, but there’s a calm before the storm and if this is his last time seeing Daryl, he can’t complain. Words like ‘I love you’ don’t come out the archer’s mouth, yet it is spoken through his eyes. Even the smallest touch can signify this. So he doesn’t say it, only touching his forehead against Daryl’s gently and letting out a noncommittal  growl.

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Today marks FOUR MONTHS on this blog, and I never thought my Carl would get so much love. There over over a thousand of you following me and it’s a brand new record for me to have one of my blogs get this kind of attention. I just wanted to give a quick shout out to the baes and those I stalk, and thank all of you for helping this blog last this long <3

@klllerwithin is such a doll, in character and out. If you aren’t following Rain, you’re missing out on an amazing Carl and some incredible headcanons, threads and even fandom trash posts. I love you.

@ofparasomnias hasn’t been on tumblr much but that doesn’t mean Satan means any less to me. I can’t explain the love I have for him and his muses. You will forever hold a special place with me and all of my muses, no matter which blogs we’re on.

@lastprcttygirl is another of those I love to harass (although, Marie does her fair share of poking as well.) Her Beth is one of my absolute favorites and I love all of the threads and aus and memes that we have going on between us.

@ofredisms I didn’t know which blog to tag Arya on, but she’s my salt buddy. The Bonnie to my Clyde. If I ever stop having fun with you, it means I’ve lost all sense of just what fun is supposed to be. Wonderful writing and so many great muses.

@toosweetforthisworld Again, didn’t know which blog I should tag xD I love Kezzy and I’m so happy to have her back again (even if we don’t do much yet.) I will never forget that you were my first Sophia, and your muses are always so on point.

@hastodosomething @zenofrping @fallenkiingdoms we go way back and you both mean the world to me. thank you for being my rock, my friend (and, for Zen, my mommy <3) 

@thisisaninsaneworld @dcntopen @kxllercolt @officerdxddy @thecondemnedandhunted @theiirfather @ingriimes @deputyricktator @theres-us-and-thedead are just amazingly written Rick blogs, with some of the greatest muns that I’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting and chatting with ooc (or just plain stalking.) I love you all so much, and your attention means more than you know to myself and Carl.

@mightybigpill @gottapay @its-negan-bitch @gottapick @easystrxxt @sancct @illbetheirgod @ruledroost I didn’t know I had this many Negans on my radar omg. Well, they all deserve to be followed because there is so much talent in these blogs. The muns understand their muse so well and have brought my dash to life with their brilliant portrayals (seriously. peek at my blog. it’s like Negan heaven – or hell – and it’s all these lovely people’s fault xD and there are actually more Negan blogs below that I stalk)

@sufferawiitch @fadedliar let me bother them at will and make far too many eye jokes than should be allowed, but I love them both lots and wouldn’t give them up for anything.

@obituariies @s-a-m-m-y Why does Carl get me into these weird crossover ships? I can’t get over how hard I ship him with each of you, and he has no intention of leaving either of your muses anytime soon.

If I missed anyone that I usually talk to, come bitch at me on skype xD I really do love all of my followers and i wish I could interact with ALL of you <3 thank you for making this blog feel like home for me.

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       jesus christ, daryl !  ❜  she leveled him with a glare as she lowered her pistol, taking a beat to slide it back into its proper holster.    you scared the shit outta me. what are you doing out here ? 
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  His expression doesn’t change from the faint scowl that had been worn from the start. “Huntin’.” He replies, head lightly tilting. “I ain’t think ya’d be awake this early.”

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