Nightly Words

Now die a fucking virgin.

SCREAM VI (2023) dir. Tyler Gillett, Matt Bettinelli-Olpin

What’s something that gives your anxiety?

Making Phone calls

people

socializing

going into a public place

talking to someone i don’t know

going to a party for my parents’ friend

STANDING IN THE CHECKOUT LINE AT TARGET WHILE MY MOTHER IS GRABBING THE MILK

walking to the bus stop after leaving a little later than usual and worrying i’m gonna miss the bus

something unplanned being added into my schedule

having to order first when i’m in a group (even if i already know what i want)

everything makes me scared… idk why.

“Can I speak with you for a moment?” “I need to talk to you.”

My stomach just drops when I hear those words.

if you give me time to over think, then i can easily get anxious over ✨a n y t h i n g✨

Felling tired as hell but then when going to bed I start to fear I’ll have nightmares and suddenly can’t fall asleep, nbd 👍🏼🤷‍♀️

My favourite: “I need to talk to you. How about Friday next week?”

Suuuure, let me suffer for over a week, catastrophize, and overthinking everything I’ve ever done in the last five years😒

getting notifications

attitude or mood shifts

falling asleep when I’m alone (sometimes, I’m paranoid about ghosts these days I know I’m sorry 😭)

using Ubers and all

giving presentations

confrontation/serious conversations

Arguments fights someone yelling at me, raising voice

Summary: Jax gives Kat a glimpse of his life in Charming while he comes to terms with what he's agreed to do.

Warnings: 18+ only; language; general themes of the show

Words: 3.5k

AUTHOR'S NOTE: So, apologies - I did have this queued to drop tonight at midnight but I did not take into consideration that tonight was the Mayans premiere so I am releasing it a little early. Enjoy!

Jax pulled out of the railyard, careful to keep an eye on the fancy SUV in his rearview mirror so he didn’t lose it in traffic on his way back to Charming.  How in the hell did he get himself into this?  Today was supposed to be about closure, shutting doors on a painful past.  His gut twisted remembering why they were in Oakland to begin with.  He’d spent so many years trying to get out of the claws of Damon Pope and with one careless act, they were right back in there, like it was all for nothing.

But in order to end the life of the man who killed his mother, he’d do it all over again.

Luckily, the club hadn’t held it against him, everyone voting to put up with Pope in whatever way was necessary to avenge their matriarch.  No one cared that it was a wrong place, wrong time situation, they just needed blood, something Pope understood all too well.  And the look on his face with Jax approached him, offering the services of the club again, well.  It had haunted his dreams ever since.

Something he hadn’t expected, however, was the fear in Pope’s eyes when Kat said something about the potential sale of the rail yard.  He knew that Pope did a lot of import and export from Oakland, able to keep the prying eyes away as the authority at the yard, but if that were to change and someone else set the rules and regulations?  Yeah, he could understand how that would make his life difficult.  Hell, it might even chase him out of Oakland all together, but he didn’t let himself ponder on that for too long, for the fear of it becoming hope.

By the time he pulled up to his house, he was actually looking forward to whatever it is he’s gotten himself into this weekend, even if it's just an opportunity to distance himself from the club for a few days.  Being President usually doesn’t come with time off, but if it's the difference of being at the head of the table or in jail, then the guys were just going to have to figure it out for a weekend.  He parked his bike in the usual spot, shutting it off and swinging a leg over, seeing his tail follow him right into the driveway.  He slipped off his helmet, waiting for his companion for the weekend to exit her car.  When she didn’t shut off the motor, he took a couple steps forward to see past the shine of the headlights.  She was sitting completely still with a death grip on the steering wheel, her already big eyes even wider, staring at him unseeingly.  He purposely came to the house instead of the clubhouse so as to not scare her but it seemed that she was freaking out anyway.

A part of him hoped that she would back out of the driveway and he’d never see her again, but then he would always be worried about that video floating around somewhere, coming back to bite him in the ass sometime down the road when he least expected it.  Just like now, he thought ruefully.  So he took a deep breath, slowly approaching the driver’s window, carefully knocking his rings against the glass.  The way she jumped told him that he’d been right, that she was completely lost in her own head about agreeing to spend the weekend with a murderer.

I can just imagine here the whole time in the beginning being like this

And just progressively gotten better the rest of the way. 😂 though, I really love Jax’s internalization. I love him touching up on why he was there in the first place how things have been changing in the club and how he was trying to do things for the better. Also, her staying in her car, just waiting and nervous as heck, scared even, brilliant scene. Watch too many crime documentaries but Jax saying once upon time he would have done it, not now. ALSO. Him saying he wouldn’t do it in his house where he would the the number one suspect had me cackling. I kind of love the situation they’re in. It’s like they’re in the same space and Jax understands what she’s going through in some ways. Her insistence for him to be comfortable is quite a nice touch as well. They both have expectations of one another, yet they surprise the other with how the other reacts.

Their run in in the bathroom?!

Toooo fucking good. Lmao I can just see the infamous Jax Teller smirk. You know I always wondered could a club president be MIA for an extended amount of days. Guess we’re about to find out the tomfoolery that’s going to happen.

Can’t wait for the next installment!

I’ll Take Your Man(s) Masterlist

YN and EZ have been best friends since middle school. She’s stuck by his side through thick and thin, even when she’s going through her mess of a life and he abandons her for Emily. Then one day, she meets and bewitches the husband of the woman she hates the most, Miguel Galindo. Now YN finds herself effectively taking the attention from not one, but both men smitten with Emily. So does she choose her childhood best friend who was too afraid to voice his true feelings or does she chose the devil that wasn’t hesitant about expressing his feelings towards her?

I need inspiration. DM, send an ask, comment, or reply what you would like to see happen!

👀👀👀😬😬😬 Ez and Miguel double teaming her.

I’m back

You already know how I feel about this. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Summary: Trying to avoid as many wedding week activities as possible, Kat finds herself taking a last minute job.

Warnings: 18+ only, murder, gun violence, general themes of the show

Words: 3.5k

There was trash everywhere. Nothing looked like it had seen soap in at least a decade and the air smelled faintly of death, which wasn’t surprising for a trainyard in Oakland.  Kat pulled her jacket a little tighter, wobbling on her heels over the gravel while trying to keep her camera steady.

“Why does your dad even want this place if it’s such a shit hole?” her best friend, TJ, asked from the corner of her phone screen.  It was pretty standard for Kat to facetime her when she was in a sketchy location looking at real estate, using the comfort of having someone else aware of the situation, even if they couldn't be there in person.  

Kat carefully stepped over the tracks, moving farther away from the safety of her SUV.  “Oh, you know Dad, always looking to make a deal.”  That was an understatement and they both knew it.  Donald Bren had enough money that it didn’t matter if he got a deal on what he wanted, he could buy it anyway.  Kat just couldn’t understand why he wanted this place in particular.

“What I don’t get is,” TJ started, pausing to take a drag on her ever present cigarette, “in his stable of top of the class agents, why you’re the one that had to go.  Especially with it being the wedding week and all.”

At that moment, Kat was thankful that TJ was not there in person and she had been able to angle the camera away from her face to hide her lie.  “Dad needed someone he trusted on this one,” she said easily.  The truth was, she volunteered, practically begging to have something, anything, to pull her away from the festivities that were kicking off her baby sister’s wedding.  In a time not too long ago, she would have been ecstatic, thrilled, even, to spend this time with her family, but if things had worked out how she had planned them, she’d already be married herself and the best man would have been her husband instead of her good for nothing ex that wasted seven years of her life.  

Not that she was bitter.

not naming names but some of you are genuinely really good people and i hope that you get everything your heart wants and needs

i found this on tik tok and i suddenly want to marry vince dunn.

@nightlywords7 a baby holding a baby lol

@blackmissfrizzle 😒😒😒😒 I’d give him a baby. 😏

i found this on tik tok and i suddenly want to marry vince dunn.

the krakens truly have a beautiful roster