Relationship Goals

I'm stuck

Stuck in a love I pressured myself into

I got 3 'D's

"Don't be alone"

"Don't be sad"

"Distract yourself"

Honestly I didn't think it would last

Nothing but a fling, then he moved too fast

Too fast for me to catch myself falling for his gorgeous baby blue eyes

But eyes like lies are deceiving

A fuckboy with a fucked girl

But no

He's searching for a love to hold and to keep

I'm searching for a reason not to weep

Leave me alone

Make him mad

Maybe he will end it so I don't have to

Toxic

Like the poisonous words you use to fill my ears my brain my heart

Is so full it might burst

And out with it comes the tar you suck into your lungs with every cone

So heavy I can't breathe

Drowning

In my sorrows I'm so sorry

I don't want you like I want him

You want me more than I can give

And I give and I give

myself another chance to fight with you

Say hurtful things to you

Please leave

I'm toxic

Intoxicated by the love and lust of another

I'm sorry