dogcoded catboy

im actually a huge hater, its just that im an even bigger lover so its mostly hidden like with an eclipse

i had the idea for this one about a year ago and been slowly adding to it because what started as a quick rewriting of a canon arc to improve on it soon grew to a beast and i need to do justice to this idea because jason's the lost days arc told thru the lens of stages of decay in addition to my 'jason has cotard's delusion' hc is one hell of a story and it deserves the intricate plots i have in mind. this is exactly what it says on the tin, but doubles as my analysis on his character and the minute details of how he thinks and why he does the things he does

honesty hour

character driven by anger always draw me in, whether righteous or not it doesn't matter im fascinated by rage as a main motivator. if they're multifaceted, wear a mask or any other type of deception, hiding more beneath the surface, it's guaranteed to have my attention as well. i also like the characters that fall beneath the morally grey umbrella, and not just the anti-hero archetypes, i love impossible dilemmas where no one is right nor no one is wrong, i love ruthlessness and 'the end justifies the means' and devotion going too far. in general, i love conflicts, even more so within an individual, so characters who have conflicts within themselves, who struggles with different motivations at once or different loyalties or desires, with finding their place in their world or with others, who are hypocritical or even paradoxical, they all make for fascinating arcs and stories imo

honesty hour