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@xtrataerrestrial / xtrataerrestrial.tumblr.com

🧸🤍 // 23 yo. she/her
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onlyswan
Anonymous asked:

How do you fall back in love with life?

malisoun-deactivated20200727 answered:
  1. clean your room.  clean space, uncluttered space, space that doesn’t have miasma clinging to it can work wonders.  clean the dishes.  sweep.  take out the trash.  peel the clothes off the floor and wash them, and then actually fold/hang them.  take a long shower.  scrub behind your knees.  brush your teeth.  (this can be utterly exhausting, but try to get it done in a day, if you can.  the end result is worth it.)
  2. pull out your notebook.  it doesn’t need to be a new notebook, but preferably one that you don’t usually write in, or that you haven’t touched in a while.  fuck moleskins.  the yellow legal pad will work fine.  sit in your room, or in the park, or in the library, and write a list.  count clouds.  describe all the colors that you see, and note patterns that arise.  sketch the cracks in the walls.  note the shape light makes when it enters a space.  talk about what the air tastes like, smells like.  what sounds are there?  even the white nose, break that down: air planes, fans, cicadas, anything.  remind yourself that you are sitting in the middle of a space brimming with detail.  remind yourself that you are not in nothingness and emptiness.  your world is fathomless.  it has potential.
  3. drink cold water and try to eat something that isn’t processed.  it does not need to be fancy.  buy yourself an apple with the change between your couch cushions.  eat it outside.  if you’re someone who walks, walk somewhere afterwards, just to stretch your legs.  take your fucking meds.  remember that its a good thing that you are inside your body.  your body is a fantastic and endlessly intricate machine, and even though society has smacked a bunch of poisonous ideas on it, that doesn’t change its inherent worth and splendor.  take care of it.
  4. read a novel.  underline your favorite lines, and write phrases that twist your heart inside your chest on the back of your hand with an ink pen.  read a novel like it’s poetry.  read poetry, something decadent but unpretentious.  watch a movie you haven’t seen before.  if there are free art galleries near you, walk through one.  take your time.  let yourself bask.  if there are patterns in what makes your soul ache, write those patterns down – marbles arches or soot crumbling bricks or dandelions or descriptions of dresses or whatever it is, write them down.
  5. your chosen family is important.  remember, they picked you as much as you picked them.  the love has no obligation.  it is given freely and it is given from a place of compassion.  you are not a burden.  if you need to breathe, take a minute by yourself and just exist, but remember to go back to your people.  when they need you, listen and be gracious.  always be gracious.  the universe sometimes remembers things like that.
  6. listen to new music.  link jump on youtube or related artist jump on spotify or ask the chap beside you in the cafe what their favorite band is, and listen to that.  listen to something that you don’t usually listen to.  we tend to tie up a lot of memory with music.  we are falling in love again.  the soundtrack needs to be specific to that.  
  7. allow yourself to indulge in romantics.  press flowers in old books.  play movies with subtitles and mouth the words.  dance in your room.  wear something that makes you feel good, even if you wouldn’t wear it in public.  write your chosen family letters, even if you hand deliver them.  write poetry, even awful poetry.  revel in its awfulness.  eat dark chocolate and when your chosen family want to go out, try to go out with them sometimes, even if its just to the market.  
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#self care#self love#meaning of life
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jaeminvore

“are you good at singing?” | L.DH

pairing: idol!hyuck x fem!non-idol!reader
inspired by this tweet @jaylaxies sent and the conversation that followed after with the girls LOL shoutout to the people who can’t/don’t sing and/or are tone deaf 🫡 this is for you ❣️
warnings: like 2 crude jokes, a kms joke, and ur general dumbassery between two (in love) dumbasses. Take a shot every time you read ‘sing’ and ‘tone deaf’.

note: feeling kinda rusty with this it’s been so long since i dabbled in smaus 😭 i usually don’t post one-shots like this lol but hey! Hope you had a little giggle as I did with the girls talking about the fancall 🥲 (we were half mourning)

taglist: @jaylaxies @hoondrop @justalildumpling @dammit-jjk @learnthisfeeling @90s-belladonna
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xtrataerrestrial

THIS IS SO FUNNY PLSSSS

#haechan recs#haechan smau#haechan
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galacticseonghwa
Anonymous asked:

i was wondering if you could do texts with nct dream with reader calling the dreamies pretty boy for the first time and them REALLY liking it

galacticseonghwa answered:

NCT DREAM reactions to you calling them pretty boy for the first time texts

ofc i can my love! i hope you like it!

INCLUDES: swearing, dreamies being whipped, me being delulu for them all tbh, fluff

a/n: not proofread

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zh-lele

I'll wait longer, want it so bad

▪︎Summary: You make a plan to save Hyuck's reputation from the frat boys and to help the future girls who could be with him. 

It's your goal before the year ends to be another one on Donghyuck's long list of girls he has kissed, and maybe to do something more than that, to finally stop hearing all those rumors about his virginity.

▪︎Pairing: Lee Donghyuck x reader

▪︎Genres: College au, angst and fluff, slow burn, suggestive (I mean nothing actually happens but yeah.)

▪︎Word count: 8.1k

▪︎Warnings: Rejection, sexual innuendos, making out, mentions of loss of virginity, alcohol consumption, not being able to remember the night before, Hyuck is actually really sweet and caring.

It was the last big college party of the academic year, and you had convinced yourself that, in order to be brave and shoot your shot, you needed to get completely wasted that night.

One of your friends, Lee Donghyuck, had been the one stealing all your glances and your thoughts for quite a while now. You were so down bad for him that you started to find it annoying, so you thought you had to do something about it. Maybe that way you could finally get him out of your mind?

It's not like Donghyuck wasn't popular amongst the girls of your college and other colleges. In fact, he had almost every person in that room thinking he was extremely good looking, and probably half the girls as well had exchanged at least one kiss with him. Sadly, that last one wasn't your case.

However, there was the rumor or popular belief between the girls, and brought to you by your very best friend Yangyang –who also happened to be good friends with Donghyuck, and who was in charge of making your crush even more obvious to him against your will–, that he was a virgin. And maybe, just maybe, the thought of you being the one who took that v card from him suited you too well. That night, you were convinced you wanted to be the one.

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zh-lele

Playing Games

You didn’t yet see my worth, so you try to play me. But I was so in love that I just got a little bit too complicated.

▪︎ Summary: A chaotic New Year’s party makes you rethink the kind of relationship you’ve been having with Donghyuck for the past few months. He is a player, but you love the game.

▪︎ Pairing: Lee Donghyuck x female reader

▪︎ Genres: friends with benefits, smut, angst

▪︎ Word count: 7.4k (I’m so sorry.)

▪︎ Warnings: explicit sexual content, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT; profanity; substance consumption; toxic behavior. (Please let me know if I missed something.)

Listen to the playlist here. | Click to see Hyuck’s moodboard.

Author’s note: This is my secret santa gift for @neochan as part of the event hosted by @neowritingsnet . Hey Sam, I was your secret santa! Happy holidays and I hope you can enjoy the fic :) Didn’t have the time to get it proof read so I’m really sorry about that.

Lolo.

1. Forget about it, forget about him

“How are you surviving the New Year’s party?”

Your question takes Rina by surprise, since you see her get a little scared when she hears your voice from behind. But, seeing that it’s only you, it doesn’t take long for that beautiful smile that characterizes her to reappear.

“It’s going really well, I think.” She answers by returning her gaze to the front, where your group of friends is preparing for the main event of the night.

It’s exactly two minutes to midnight. You know this not only because of the gigantic TV screen in the living room of the mansion—that has been broadcasting the countdown to the new year in different parts of the world since you arrived at the boys’ house— but because you can also feel it in the air.

Aeri is helping Mia bring the glasses into the living room and set them ready for the cocktail party. Donghyuck is arguing with Jaemin because he’s not helping Jisung with the Champagne bottles he’s too scared to open. Chenle’s laughter can be heard from the kitchen followed by some groans, and Mark telling him “it’s not funny at all”. You only find out what the mess is about when Jeno comes and lights up the room with his eye smile, telling the guys that Mark splashed his own eyes cutting the lime for the margaritas, and now he can’t see anything.

You and Renjun share a cigarette on the balcony, now with Rina on your side.

“You know things are about to get weird, right?” Renjun asks the girl.

#haechan recs
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