okay pals, I remade @fakepunk!!!

okay pals, I remade @fakepunk!!!

‘’ …. at the wrong place… at the wrong time… and we’re dead. ”

Brokeback Mountain (2005) dir. Ang Lee

im very happy and proud that i live for women and not for men

everyone on this post that’s going “well i live for myself” lol stfu 

i don’t care how cheesy it sounds, sometimes when you’re suffering you really need to stop, sit down and have a conversation with yourself. no fighting is allowed with yourself. do not frame yourself as the problem. do not let your insecurities interfere with your thought process. be careful with them.

have a conversation with yourself as if there were two of you- facing each other. you’re hurting for a reason. you’re behind for a reason. you don’t care for reasons. returning to our bodies and understanding why can drastically change our relationships with ourselves, seriously. where does it hurt? your heart, why? because of heartbreak? are you repressing tears? can you wait any longer for something to come to you? are you afraid of something? are you distancing yourself without realizing?

sometimes i needlessly hurt without thinking about why- because thinking is something you do and i don’t want to do anything. i’d rather my head go blank than think of myself, to centralize myself, to deal with myself. but those steps are so crucial to improving the relationship i have with myself. if i can find ways to understand myself, i can find the origin of the hurt. it always trails back to something.

me referring to my paranoia: yeah i’ve got great intuitition

ICEAGE