Suicide Memes

I’m so tired of everything.

I just want it all to end.

Hello I have been made social media manager for the weekend at my brothers business. I have no idea what I’m doing but I’ve started him a TikTok

If you could give us a like of a follow it would really help me feel not shit

A friend of mine has released an album, give it a listen if you get a second?

Thanks kids 💕

I could disappear. Just wander off and become nothing.

I wish I could become nothing.

I want to cut off my husbands family. I don’t want to see them anymore and I don’t want to talk to them. I don’t want to put my husband in that situation and I feel like I’m trapped. The anxiety and stress they cause me is crippling

Family dynamics are a really sucky thing to have to manoeuvre. When those family dynamics don’t line up with the ones you’ve been taught and you have to relearn how to be around people, it sucks even more. I cannot cope. The anxiety is endless.

I’m not invited to my brothers wedding and I’m so upset about it. He’s not being like mean to me or anything, he’s only have four people there so it not like it’s just me being excluded but I’m devastated. I’ve been waiting for the invite in the post and after getting a text about the hen party I thought maybe the invite had gotten lost so I messaged him and I’m just not invited. I feel like I sound really entitled but we’ve always had a special bond that neither of us has with our other siblings. I was so excited to find out he was engaged because I love his fiancé too and I’ve been waiting forever for them to get married. IM JUST SO SAD ABOUT IT

Just got hit with a £100 parking fine because I didn’t know the car park had a five hours maximum stay and I went over that by 12 minutes. Fucking fuming. Can’t afford to pay it, can’t afford to be taken to court over it. I’m at my wits end.

I’m exhausted worrying about money all the time.

I know everyone is struggling at the minute, I just wish I didn’t have to be.

I know the fine is my own fault, I’m just really fucking mad about it.

Crying in my bedroom cause I don’t think I’ll ever get to be a mother and a line in a song hit me certain way. How’s your Monday going?

Hello! I’m not dead, now buckle in people I’m about to get real about the future of this blog.

Ya’ll came here for the memes and I love that I could provide them for you at a time when I needed them the most. You’ll have all noticed that I don’t really make or post them anymore.

I don’t have the creative juices left in me to come up with them. This blog will now be what it has already become, somewhere to shit post my feelings (good, bad and just plain boring).

If that’s not for you and you want to unfollow me? Go ahead, I won’t be offended. I know this is not what you signed up for.

If you stick around that’s lovely. Thank you.

I’m trying to grow as a person, I’m doing the things I enjoy because I enjoy them and I’m simply saying no to the things I don’t want to do. It’s hard because at my core I’m a people pleaser. I’m on a journey and you’re welcome to stick around for it but only if you want to.

But I’ll say it again just in case because I get asked where the memes are all the time

THERE WILL BE NO MORE MEMES HERE.

The old ones will still be around, so you can always scroll back if you need a laugh.

Love to you all x

Ive been feeling very lonely lately. I don’t know how to connect with people. All the people I know are younger than me, we’re just not in the same places in life so it’s hard to feel like I can make a real connection with any of them.

I don’t have any real friends anymore, there’s no one that just gets me, I’m always the therapist or the mum or the shoulder to cry on. I just need someone who I can hang out with. I love my husband dearly but i need a wider circle, even if it’s just one more person. I just need someone to talk to about books and trash tv, all the things my husband doesn’t care for. Someone to drink cocktails with and who doesn’t think I’m weird even though I am weird.

I miss being fourteen and my two best friends were fine but now I’ve grown and they’ve grown and I don’t really like how they treated me back then and the way they made me feel about myself and how they treat me now isn’t always much better so I don’t see them. But I never learnt how to make friends and now I don’t have anyone.

I haven’t felt this low in a while. I thought about hurting myself. I haven’t and I’m sure I won’t but even just thinking it is quite scary.

My partner and I keep fighting because I’m so stressed out all the time and he’s so stressed out and neither of us seems to be on the same page anymore. We’ll be fine, we’re always fine but it hurts right now.

The cars just broke down, my partner is sat waiting for the tow truck right now and all I can think about is how we can’t afford to fix it, so I’m stress cleaning because I can scrub the floor till it shines, that’s something I can fix.

It’s my birthday tomorrow and we’re supposed to be going out for dinner with his family, I don’t want to go anymore. I just want to stay in my bed and pretend I don’t exist.

Mum says I should talk to my doctor but I’ve never even met them and the idea of opening this can of worms to a complete stranger makes me feel sick.

I just want everything to end. I’m tired of trying so hard, making all the right choices, the smart choices and still never coming out the other end with anything to show for it.

I want it to be over now.