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@antilocaprine / antilocaprine.tumblr.com

I write a lot of nonsense, and sometimes I draw things, too. Come yell at me about anything you feel like. 'Antilocapra' on AO3. (She/her)
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I figured I should probably do one of these (for ridiculously self-indulgent organizational purposes), so here’s a masterpost of my main fics on AO3. Read ‘em, comment on ‘em, and I’ll love you forever. (Of course, it should go without saying to mind the tags and read with caution. I write a fair amount of gore and body horror along with all the comedy and fluff.)

Complete: HLVRAI Sweet Dreams Are Made of Bees - The one that started it all, and still probably my favorite of all my fics. Post-canon Gordon is dreaming - but if he dies in the dream, he dies in real life.

To Guide And To Guard - A Sentinel/Guide AU where Gordon is a sentinel, Benrey is a guide, and the rest of the Science Team is along for the ride.

Speechless - HLVRAI Gordon gets bitten by a weird-colored headcrab and loses the ability to speak, but still has a lot to say. Shenanigans ensue.

Changing The Game - Gordon gets shot and Benrey goes ballistic. Hurt/comfort.

Better Than None - A bunch of prompt fills for a kiss-themed prompt list. The whole thing is over 40k words long, and most of them could honestly be standalone fics.

Our Flag Means Death By Any Other Name - Written after episode 8 but before episode 9: the British navy decides to take the “beard” out of “Blackbeard.” (Still inordinately pleased that I wrote this before the actual canon beard-shaving happened.)

Ongoing: HLVRAI Some Stars Are Not Enough - An Among Us crossover that is being played completely straight and also not taking itself seriously at the same time. At one point a wall falls down for three chapters.

Evergreen - The de-aging fic for people who don’t like de-aging fics (according to the comment section, at least).

Coevolutionary Adaptations - Venom crossover series. Currently being uploaded as standalone fics because it’ll go NSFW at some point and I want to make it easier for people to opt out of that if they want.

Our Flag Means Death There Is Water At The Bottom Of The Ocean - Lighthouse Keeper!Stede and “actually a kraken” Ed AU.

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bibibuck

people telling you they reread your fic is the biggest compliment you could ever receive. there are thousands of stories out there begging to be found, to be explored, but your story meant so much to someone that they came back to it eagerly, they went over every word again. to love is to return and loving a fic is rereading it. thank you to all readers and rereaders <3333

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elv-arts

My doodle pages usually end up with a whole load of random stuff in them - fanart in amongst original and vice versa. But these old doodle pages and stuff all have the stanley parable doodles in common. I had no idea I'd drawn most of these lol Also I don't think I can type up image descriptions for all these tonight and also sleep. I'll try and come back to it another time.

I'll organise them newest to oldest.

2022:

^I had no idea these existed but I really like them^

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animatorfun

Uhhh expression doodles.

Powerin thru a migraine (don't do that) so I have some shit backlogged for Instagram posting beclaws I just KNOW I'm gonna get behind on that shit again

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Benrey's dialogue for his entire boss fight is so contradictory and honestly doesn't add up at all, which has lead to a lot of really good discussion about what his true motives are, how much are his own and how much is the game's, and how much autonomy he actually has. You go from comments like "I can't wait for you guys to see hell!" and "OHOHOHO I'm gonna getcha!" to "no don't shoot me if you shoot me I have to shoot back" and "you forced me to be baaad, so i'm gonna be baaad, friend."

Scorpy did say in the cast commentary that, earlier in the episode when Benrey randomly yells "I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU!" that was him remembering that he's supposed to be the bad guy, so there's the meta on what's probably actually going on here, but it does offer some valuable insight into how Benrey thinks about everything and how he's interpreting it.

You might see him as just a dick, or a villain, or you might see him as manipulated by the game or Gordon in some way, shape, or form, or some secret third thing, and literally any of them could potentially be canon because of the improv nature of the series and I love it so fucking much.

basically tl;dr "you forced me to be baaad, so i'm gonna be baaad, friend" is one of the best lines of dialogue in the whole series and not even because of how funny it is. It's just GENUINELY such a good line.

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