you know what’s fucked up. the concept that some clothes are only meant for certain body types. like i am so SICK of being told that i need to dress for my body type!!!!! i’m so sick that fat people are expected to look put together 24/7 because if we wear comfortable clothes were told we look sloppy, but if an thin instagram influencer does it they look sporty/casual chic!!!!!!! and what’s awful is that even after you’re aware of it and how society has programmed us to believe that fat people can only wear certain clothes, it’s so hard to get out of that mindset!!! i wore a tied crop top and flowy pant look put last night and i was so paranoid all night because the back would lift up and you could see my love handles!!!!! like that’s just a lil bit of squish!!!!! who cares!!!!! who’s looking!!!!!!! but i was still bothered by it!!!!!! and the last time i went clubbing (new years eve lmao because pandemic!!) i wore a see through mesh shirt and it was cropped and two inches of uncovered skin were visible above my jeans and i was so uncomfortable at times because i thought i looked cute!!!!! but i was worried that people were going to stare at my exposed skin!!!!! even though every thin girl was wearing the same thing!!!!!!!! idk. it’s just fucked!!!!!!