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Absent Aesthetic

@beholdagay / beholdagay.tumblr.com

21+ years old | Minors DNI | Alliteration, Asshole | Pansexual Cryptid | Finna spend my whole paycheck on vodka | Tá mé bréan den saol
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shymagnolia

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

i need all the help i can get for finals

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finnglas

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

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warenai

Maybe this’ll help…

YALL IT ACTUALLY WORKED! The tag problem was fixed!! Im so happy!!😆😆🥹🥹🥹

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"do you seriously think you're above the rules" the stupid ones yeah

if you want me to follow the rules you have to make sure they're not stupid. this isn't a difficult concept to grasp.

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Logged back on after years of being inactive. God, I miss the good ol days. Hope everyone is doing well

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Anonymous asked:

I miss u tbh, a lot. Sorry I hurt you.

I don't know who this is but text me. I'd love to reconnect

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Anonymous asked:

If you were to be made a header, is there anything in particular you'd love to have?

well I adore the colours black, red and purple the most so I'd love something in those. but other than that I'm pretty open to ideas for my header. I do love some creative liberty.

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gentle reminder

when ever you get the chance, please try to remind others you love them, and try your best to love yourself as well

Ok y'all are gonna wanna block my tags cuz I can bet you this is gonna be a long reblog cuz I got some people to remind😂

Let’s start with my discord squad who I’m incredibly proud of.

@metaphoricalpluto you are like hands down my closest online friend and we all adore you💜 You are a great example of why platonic love is just as important as romantic love. Continue to be you, because objectly you are amazing and you’ve come so far!😊

@existential-extrovert I know you’re off with mental health stuff right now, but you my dear are so selfless and caring that I can’t help but to adore you, you make me want to better myself because you put others first constantly through all your hardships. You’re doing great!💜

@patchworkofstars you are great! And I don’t need to be told that *cough*meta*cough* but you are! You provide such wise commentary and in all the changes of life and how wild it can be, you’ve provided me comfort in facts that no one else has taught me. Your perspective is incredible and I’m really glad that you’re there because you are so reliable and I admire that so much!💜

@uwillbeefoundtonight GCSE buddies😂 It’s been a rough few months and I hope that more than anything you get the grades you deserve because you worked so hard for it! You have a fantastic sense of humour and I’m proud of how your editing skills are coming along!💜

@theonlyjelly-iwillput-inmybelly I don’t know how likely you are to see this due to your busy schedule and popularity amongst the community. And I know you dont really use discord anymore but I still class you as part of the discord fam. But you’re awesome dude! I spent alot of time away and you embraced the name change so well and that might not seem like much but it’s big for me and I appreciate that so much. You have one of the weirdest but funniest humour styles I’ve ever seen and you radiate positivity and are super welcoming. Thanks for just being you, dude! 💜

@bi-one you’re great! Don’t let anyone convince you otherwise. You provide us all with doses of the sims and Harry Potter and it’s super nice to see because it shows this trust you have for us all and that’s so sweet! I know we don’t talk as frequently as some of the others but can I just say how proud I am of you and Mitchie, it was a journey waiting for you to become a thing but well worth the wait!💜

@the-awesome-mitchie again I know you’re off for personal reasons, but it’s only fair to include you. I’ve probably known you for the longest time out of everyone and I’m super proud of you. You’ve come so far and I truly believe that you’re strong enough to continue and get through everything. You’re not alone in what you’re facing. Also neopronouns - super valid fam! 💜

@vrexemi you’re awesome! Can we talk about how dope your cosplays are? They’re great!! And I know we don’t talk often but it’s always lovely to hear from you and get updated on how life is. Keep being awesome wherever life takes you!💜

@painfullybisexual and @monstercupcake61176 I know we don’t talk that often. But both of you are super sweet and I hope that you’re both doing well and that life treats you well because you both deserve so much happiness! 💜

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Non-discord related people.

@beholdagay You knew that I was eventually going to find you and continue to put you in these. It’s tradition at this point. You’re such a wonderful friend and I’m so happy you’re still around and about because I’ve missed our talks about anything and everything. You are so easy to talk to and I’m just really glad to have you back in my life!💜

@egotistical-boi Egoooooo have I told you how fantastic you are? ‘Cuz you are. And you’re great! I know life isn’t the best for you but I’m proud of you. You constantly try day in day out despite everything and that is seriously respectable. You’re doing great!😊💜

Anyway. In case you haven’t heard in it in a while, from me, from anyone, whatever, know that I both love and appreciate you all! 😊

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beholdagay

aww Casper! I missed talking to you!

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REPLACE ONE WORD FROM YOUR USERNAME WITH “GAMER”

I’m septicgamer or gamerplier lol

gamersoopticbopp

Jackgamerboop

JacksoopticGAMER

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hotcocoachia

hotcocoagamer

hotgamerchia

gamercocoachia

Constantly-gamer Or Gamer-cloud

Secretlyagamer

gamerrune

doodlesgamer

fivegamercookies

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heck-im-lost

heck-im-gamer

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woorenergy

gamerenergy

ugh this sounds so cringy

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joygaytrash

gamergaytrash

joygamertrash

joygaygamer

Probablysomegamer

gamer-deceit-trash

sympathetic-gamer-trash

sympathetic-deceit-gamer

TheGamer240

princegamer?

Gamerpattondoodles

Dailygamerdoodle

Dailypattongamer

gamergrimmwiccan

magicallygamerwiccan

magicallygrimmgamer

Wow, these all work what the heck

gamercoderyt

corkeegameryt

corkeecodergamer

Neato.

Gamerrivers

Ashlyngamers

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pastelvirgil

gamervirgil

pastelgamer

tbh the first sounds like an interesting au that i know absolutely nothing about and idk what to make of the second 

(also i spent like ten minutes searching through my blog just now (before reblogging this) bc i remembered that @doepuffsss actually has a youtuber au with gamer virgil and im always ready to rec some Quality Content) 

gamer-creepyfloof

amazing- gamerfloof

Amazing-creepygamer

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beholdagay

GamerAGay

BeholdGamerGay

BeholdAGamer

Hmm... I think the 2nd is the most correct lmao

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This is a callout post

You heard me. I’m going to call out people.

Firstly, the discord group.

It’s been a wild 9 months of the server being in place and honestly, y'all have been there when I needed it and I’ve got some awesome as all hell friends from it. You guys are so loving and supportive of each other and it’s just so wonderful to have a small group who get on so well despite all the differing personalities. I love all of you guys!

@spacevirgil - Rowan, dude, you know I adore you to pieces. We might not talk that much anymore but you’re a little brother to me. You’re just fantastic and all round a great person to know. Hopefully we’ll start talking more for 2019. Here’s to feeling better, bud!

@beholdagay - You were for sureeee going to be in my list. You’re awesome! Sure we don’t talk too much anymore but hey, you’re super strong and I’m so proud of you because I know how difficult things have been for you in the past.

@awkward-avocado-of-death - Alexxxx!! Dude, you’re great. You’ve always been around, you’ve always been awesome. I want to talk more because you’re just someone who’s always been around and there when needed. Thank you dude!

@canadian-crofters - Solace! I adore you. You’re just a wonderful friend to have, sure we don’t always talk much but we’re there for each other when needed and I’m always gonna support you! Keep being awesome my dude!

@ everyone who helped recently when I needed aromantic people to message me, thank you! It was massively helpful and I’m glad you guys were around.

@ The Fanders. You guys rock. And whatever time you see this just know how awesome you are. Christmas is a great time to call people out for being awesome. But feel free to join in and tag people who deserve it. These people are just a few of the accounts that jump out at me and make me smile when I see them. But as a community, you guys are truly special and awesome. Never change that.

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beholdagay

Aww Chloe! Cmon now, I've a reputation to uphold. I can't cry like this! 😜 I miss you we should definitely talk more

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nani-cosplay

『𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝒻𝓇𝒶𝒾𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊’𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉. 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊’𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉』

{Song} Billie Eilish - Bored

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what better time to post this than 1am huh

Remy doesn’t mind sacrificing his sanity if it makes the bOY TAKE A NAP

(taglist still being dumb sorry ahhhh)

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