i forgot i had a tumblr and i thought abt deleting but at the same time it's been the one constant in my life so
Clementine von Radics, from Mouthful of Forevers: Poems; “I pity the woman who will love you when I am done”
I WAIT FOR AN EXIT I WAIT FOR RELIEF THAT FAILS TO ARRIVE I WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO NOTICE I WAIT TO BE STAINED BY EXPERIENCE BUT NEVER TIRED I WAIT FOR THIS SHOCK TO STOP I WAIT TO FEEL SOMETHING NEW LIKE EXPERIENCING SOMETHING FOR THE FIRST TIME BUT I KNOW I CANNOT BE REREMEMBERED I KNOW THE BODY CANNOT FORGET TRAUMA BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO ACCESS IT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO GET BACK THERE & I KNOW I AM AFRAID 2
— Andrea Abi-Karam, from “I GOT LOST/ / I GOT DELETED,” Villainy
Mabel, from Letters to juniper
“tuesday - troubled and undone. the same soft fabrics against my skin. the same aged, rustling ghosts. nothing significant. tuesday. cast again in shadow. cast again in pain.”
— Helaena C Moon @helaena.c.moon (via hapless-hollow)
Fariha Róisín, How to Cure a Ghost
Charlotte Olympia X Agent Provocateur collaboration featuring a gold and Swarovski spider.
Victoria Chang, “Dear Y,”
“Silence rides shotgun / wherever hate goes.”
— — Andrea Gibson, “No Such Thing as the Innocent Bystander,” You Better Be Lightning
Aditi Nagrath, Skirts, from above
Rosario Castellanos, tr. by Julian Palley, from Meditation on the Threshold: A Bilingual Anthology of Poetry; “Interview”
havent rlly watched tv in some weeks and just looked at hulu to see everything im in the middle of watching/plan on watching expires in 11 days
and someday you will ache like I ache.
this makeup is SO GOOD