麻美

Me: gaining two pounds, not updating cw in bio

Also me: lowers ugw instead

5’3 cw 🤮

pLs don’t b mean to me im sensitive ily 💕

‪me when my stomach growls after 30 hours of fasting ‬

Can we talk about this scene in “To the Bone”? She smirks as she sees that she is at a low weight. It’s so fucked up and I absolutely live for it.

Watched that movie 100000 times and didn’t notice

the worst thing about losing weight is you can’t really.. do much. you just gotta restrict, exercise(or not lol), and... wait... a day.. a week.. a month.. waiting fucking sucks

— a book that’ll be too hard to write

tumblr isn’t considered a social media because everyone on here is just talking to themselves

yeah i agree

not eating feels so clean

No… it doesn’t. It hurts. It’s depressing. It’s exhausting. It feels wrong and sad and you know it’s killing you but you can’t stop. Starving yourself isn’t glamorous. Eating disorders aren’t glamorous. We’re not pure for destroying our bodies. We are unwell.

make ur own post I’m like a brita filter over here

These are the two thoughts I have on repeat

of course the first ever sin was a woman eating

I’m antisocial, yet social. I don’t talk to people first, but when someone talks to me first I’m up for talking to them. Some days I’ll be really talkative and friendly and other days I’m just in my shell like nah today ain’t the day for socializing.