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MOOD: ContentCURRENT MUSIC: Carmen Suite No. 2: Habanera. Allegretto quasi Andantino, Act I (Georges Bizet)WEATHER: Hot as BallsLOCATION: “The Hotel”, KuchingTRIGGER WARNING: Yes – I hate K-pop (and I know this offends people) Quite honestly, I love music, but some genres piss me off. EDM, K-Pop, and Dubstep are just some of them. Yes, in this day and age, I detest K-Pop. I prefer J-Pop, J-Rock…
MOOD: ContentCURRENT MUSIC: Higher Ground (Rasmussen) – THE SONG THAT SHOULD HAVE WON EUROVISION 2018 INSTEAD OF THAT STUPID SONG WEATHER: Hot as BallsLOCATION: “The Hotel”, KuchingTRIGGER WARNING: No – but there are hints of passive aggressiveness In life, there are some ups and downs. In life, believe that there are people who stand loyally by you in times of darkness, illuminating light and…
MOOD: Infuriated. Annoyed. CURRENT MUSIC: Dari Sinar Mata (BPR)WEATHER: No IdeaLOCATION: “The Hotel”, Kuching [ NEW ] TRIGGER WARNING: YES – foul language from extreme bad mood Okay. I was on Instagram today and saw an IG Story posted by my sister. I am going to admit this, what she said made me so angry and hate the mentality of Malaysian girls, especially girls of the current generation. So,…
MOOD: Indifferent CURRENT MUSIC: Tale of the Shadow (Sail North) WEATHER: It Is So Hot, Balls Are SweatyLOCATION: Kuching I finally have the time to write this. On 11th April, my Uncle, Caesar Walter Sim, lovingly known as Uncle Baer, left this earthly plane to be reunited with his sisters; my late Mum and my Aunty Lamb. He was 71 years old. Quite honestly, before Chinese New Year, I met him…
MOOD: Irritated CURRENT MUSIC: Suicide Note (Disagree)WEATHER: I don’t know; I don’t care at this pointLOCATION: Kuching I wonder how I managed to survive this long with normal blood pressure? At the rate of how stressed out I am, I would have thought that my blood pressure would be alarming. But let’s not jinx it. Psst, even my blood sugar is at an average rate despite my sugar obsession. Pray…
MOOD: Lazy but …CURRENT MUSIC: None.WEATHER: SUPER HOT.LOCATION: Kuching I wrote this entry in 2021. I started playing “State of Survival” in 2020, I think it was in October, but I officially quit the game in October 2023 because most of my friends left, leaving me bored. I had something to look forward to when the old team was active. Every event wasn’t dull, and these people were part of why…
MOOD: Sleepy, but I am ALWAYS sleepyCURRENT MUSIC: My PS5 Login Page Music BackgroundWEATHER: SUPER HOT. LOCATION: Kuching I come from a close-knit family – no doubt, I had busy parents growing up, but they ALWAYS made time for us. My sisters and I grew up with old people around us, and we are more or less 10 years apart. Yes, it seemed like planning, but it was not, with miscarriages in between…
MOOD: Nothing GoodCURRENT MUSIC: whatever there is on the TVWEATHER: Clear. Cloudy. LOCATION: Kuching He was the best boy. He was my pillar when Serena left, there when Aunty Mimi left, and loyally, consoling my aching heart when Mummy left. Today, it was his turn. He crossed over the Rainbow Bridge to meet his Nenek and Aunty Serena. That boy is Kirby. Kirby was diagnosed with kidney failure…
Result of 2 brainrots that i developped and really wanted a tribute by commissioning a mod (also available on Nexus for both JE/LJ and LAD Gaiden) Now he's goth, edgy and cringe but free 🦝
Model renders and mod by @/subcio_ on twt/X
Bloganuary writing promptWhat is the greatest gift someone could give you?View all responses I loved birthdays but then hated them because they reminded me of those I loved and lost. It is weird, isn’t it? But this entry is not about losing those I love and hating birthdays because they remind me of them. But the greatest gift I received from anyone was in 1998, my 14th birthday. I remember…
Bloganuary writing promptIf you could make your pet understand one thing, what would it be?View all responses If I could make my pet understand one thing, what would it be? I believe they DO understand, but they REFUSE to understand because cats are… well, what’s that word? Assholes that way. But I love cats no less. I wish I COULD UNDERSTAND THEM INSTEAD. Kirby meows at me like the world was…
MOOD: Uncertain CURRENT MUSIC: METAL KINGDOM (BABYMETAL)WEATHER: CloudyLOCATION: Kuching Remember how I mentioned about trying to blog even more? I just feel that I might have to take it back. I will blog when necessary. Life is about to make a drastic change. I am also starting my 4-month internship with a local newspaper in my hometown. But I must say this: with the storm coming for me and my…
