hey!! so if anyone could help me with this i’d be really happy
i’m a former (beginner) tarot reader. i absolutely loved doing readings, and it was going great for a while. however, at the time i started doing reading pretty young, and i was also going through a bit of curiosity about the occult. i’m not a witch, and i don’t really think i’ll ever be one (i respect the practice though!) but i was doing a lot of research on stuff of the sort, and started researching demons. i learned a few, their names and such- and immediately got very anxious. i have pretty bad anxiety and intrusive thoughts, and this started having them.
i didn’t accidentally want to summon demons into my deck via intrusive thoughts. i loved my deck so much! so, i stopped doing readings, since i was too anxious to do so.
i just want to make it clear i had absolutely no desire to have any sort of contact with demons. i was just curious on the subject.
today, i got a gift of a new deck! it’s super cute and beautiful, and i was really happy! but i still have intrusive thoughts. i want to use my deck, but i’m scared to accidentally summon something, even though i don’t want to. any advice?
