Spring Festitales 2024 -- A Talk Between Friends(?)
Victor's gaze hasn't left their 'grass keeper' since this morning. Elle pulled Victor aside last night to keep watch over him, as she wanted to keep the club going as to not disappoint the other members. He accepted, even if it meant babysitting that problem.
--Or at least, it would've been terrible if Zig was his usual self.
The Zig he'd been watching today? Another story entirely.
When customers inevitably asked why the plucked grass went straight into his stomach, he didn't defend his actions at all. He'd just stop until whoever asked left the stand and then continue without a word. The Zig he endured would eat the weeds from his garden while he watched. This one... seemed so uncertain. Like he's following a script.
If he keeps acting like this, Elle's going to be miserable too. I hate doing this, but for her, I don't have a choice.
"Zig," Victor says once Julius' stand is free of customers waiting. Zig stops plucking to look back at him. "What's wrong with you?"
"Because..." Elle's upset you're acting like this, he holds his tongue to think of a better, 'caring' answer. "You've lost your liveliness ever since your forest adventure with Michan. Whenever you pick at my garden, you'll look me in the eye as you're doing it. Now, if one person comments you're eating grass, you stop; that isn't like you."
Zig lets out a low hum, "I see," As he's thinking, his left hand's flexing, yet the movement's too slow, too loose. Is whatever happened to his shoulder spreading? "It's better for the stand's image if I stop. That's all."
--And in his attempt to dismiss the issue, Zig's only shown he's definitely not the goat-human hybrid he's had the displeasure of entertaining. Zig Kraft doesn't need excuses: he does what he wants, gives his reasons, and either you deal with it or don't. Passive excuses aren't him.
"Preserving the shop's image didn't stop you days ago-- why is it stopping you now?"
"...I don't know," Somehow, that's the most sincere Zig's sounded all day.
If only... he knew how to handle delicate emotions. He can for his beloved partner, as being with her flips an invisible switch in his mind. But towards others, his heart's frozen over with no signs of thawing. Yet that frozen heart couldn't let Zig fall apart in good conscience.
Your happiness is too important to Elle. Otherwise I wouldn't... Or would I...?
"If you're hurting as much as it seems you are, I suggest talking to Ludger and seeing one of the Dr. Mathises around here," If he can't help, he'll direct Zig to the proper do-gooders. "Whatever you're doing now is making you worse. Don't sit around and burden those around you."
"Maybe later." Zig's stubborn streak is still intact, but it couldn't pick a more convenient time? Though a tiny, hopeful spark lights in him when Zig stands up. "I'm going to try and get another stamp. If Elle asks why I'm not there for the club, tell her I'm sick."
Victor doesn't stop him from walking away. Hunting for those things would do more than his words ever hoped to.
But still... why can't he stop worrying?