Unexpected Part 2

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Follow on from choices November challenge day 22 – Unexpected

The battle with Priya felt like it lasted forever, and when she was finally dead you rush into the waiting arms of your boyfriend, who places his lips on yours in a fierce kiss. You greedily accept his embrace, as you pull him as close to you as is possible before you break the kiss, reaching down to give his hand a gentle squeeze, you turn to look at Adrian and Kamilah who both nod at you and mouth

“Go, tell him” you give a slight nod before turning your attention back to your boyfriend.

“I need to talk to you about something Jax” you whisper and he raises an eyebrow before the two of you lead him away from the others. You pull him into one of the nicer stores and find a comfy looking chair to sit in, and you pull Jax into the seat with you

“What is it Y/N?” he asks after a moments silence. You take a deep breath as you try and find the right words to tell him

“What I have to tell you is a bit of a shock Jax” you say and he raises an eyebrow at you, his confusion getting the better of him and when he reaches out to cup your cheeks he whispers

“Whatever it is you have to tell me Y/N, I’m here for you, I’m not going anywhere”. You nod at his declaration before you pull the two pregnancy tests from your pocket and holds them out for him to take and as he looks down at them, he inhales deeply before he sees the positive marker on both of them

“It’s mine?” he asks and you nod,

“There’s no one else Jax” you whisper and he gives you a grateful smile before the emotions all flit across his face, before he finally settles on the final one

“I can’t believe it, I didn’t even know it was possible” he says as tears flow down his cheeks and you can’t help but smile at him, a watery smile as you lean your forehead against his before he leans in and captures his mouth in a kiss that holds so much more meaning than any other had before.

When it is decided that your all going to battle Gaius, Jax fights with you telling you that you have to stay behind and when you tell him that you’re not going anywhere, that there is no way he’s leaving you behind when you should be there protecting his six, he sighs giving in. You had taken the risks into consideration and even thought about the possibility of not making it through the fight, here there was more than a good chance, it would happen. So when you arrive at the museum where Gaius has taken shelter and the five of you begin the battle to end Gaius’ life, you watch horrified as he takes down the others so easily, the blood of the first and the power he has stronger than ever as he controls the four of them, and that’s when you see it, the opportunity to strike and end his life once and for all, you take the chance and stab him with the stake, but it isn’t until he’s gone that you realise just what’s happened, as Jax rushes to your side, and holds you close. The final words you hear him utter are the balm that you need to pass through into the next life happily.

You feel different when you wake, alone and in the dark. You feel strangely hungry and as you feel the hunger rise in your stomach and up the back of your throat, you feel something different in your mouth as your fangs descend. Holy sh*t! You’re a vampire! Frustrated you begin to punch at the top of the coffin, through the dirt before you finally break free and find yourself in the cemetery, you look around shocked before you try to make your way out of there. You walk through the streets of New York, frightened and terrified of the fact that the place you had called home for the last three years looked like a war-torn scene straight out of a horror film and not like the normally bustling metropolis you were used to. The silence was almost deafening. You’re walking through Central Park when you encounter your first test and when you hear Jax’s voice, you growl before your heart and head finally take over your newest senses, and that’s when you give up the fight. You wake in Adrian’s office, four pairs of curious, relieved gazes all staring at you, your gaze lands on the goblet on Adrian’s desk and you sigh, running your hand through your hair as you ask

“How long have I been out?”, you were expecting to hear something like 12 hours but when you hear Adrian say

“Four days” your heart shatters, and you finally notice just how much pain you had caused each of these people, especially Jax. Your hands immediately fly to your stomach and you gasp out

“The baby?” you look up at the others and they all look at each other before Adrian hands you a piece of paper, as Jax sits next to you, winding his arms around you as you read what the paper says. The word PREGNANT is written at the bottom of the paper underneath a whole bunch of blood tests and you lookup

“How’d you get this?” you ask and Adrian looks at you sheepishly, before meeting Jax’s gaze

“When Jax brought you back to the office after he found you walking through Central Park, he asked me if I could run a blood test on you, to see if the baby had survived. I have no idea how but somehow your baby is just as much a fighter as you are Y/N” he says and you nod, eyes glistening as tears of relief flood down your cheeks, before you turn to see the same reaction on Jax’s face, and you throw your arms around his neck, before you place a kiss on his lips

“I can’t believe our baby survived all of that” you whisper when you pull back and Jax nods.

“I have a theory for that if you want to hear” Adrian says and you raise an eyebrow at him and he says

“Well since your a bloodkeeper, you’re genetic makeup is slightly different then normal humans so when Jax turned you and your body began to change to becoming a vampire it had more of a battle to change you. I think that is why it took so long for the transition to happen, and its why your baby is still alive. Of course, at this stage, it’s all just theory but it kind of makes sense” you nod your head as you listen to what he has to say, and you look down at your still flat belly

“At least my baby is still okay, that’s the main thing” you say looking over at Jax who nods, a huge smile on his face

“Agreed” he says before placing a kiss on your forehead.

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The War Part 3

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You wake again, on the couch in Adrian’s office. You can hear the voices of your friends as you look around the office blearily

“Y/N?” Adrian asks and you sit up slowly, your head spinning, its almost like you’ve had a really bad hangover.

“It hurts” you whisper and you look up seeing four sympathetic looking faces staring at you, Adrian is the closest to you, he’s knelt down next to the couch, his hand clutching yours as you see the worry and concern on each of their faces, as well as the relief that they are showing you.

“Wha-what happened to me? Did we get Gaius?” you ask and they all share a look.

“Well-” Adrian starts before Jax cuts him off

“We got him, you did it Y/N” he says a look of pride on his face and you can’t help but smile, before you remember the feeling of hunger, the thirst for blood

“But?” you ask and Adrian sighs

“But Gaius attacked you, cut you with Jax’s sword, and you were struggling to stay alive. You were dying in my arms and I-I just couldn’t lose you, I couldn’t let you go. So I turned you” he says his face falling and you nod slowly taking in this information. You look around at the others and see them all nod in agreement.

“How long was I out?” you ask remembering where you woke up and that’s when you see the real guilt cross all their faces

“Four days,” Kamilah says and your jaw drops

“But, why did it take so long?” you ask and they all look at each other before Adrian says

“We think it might have something to do with what you are. We think that the fact that you are a bloodkeeper is what took the transition to take so long” Lily, sits next to you smiling

“The first bloodkeeper vampire”. You feel yourself breaking down, this was all too much information and not nearly enough all at the same time. Lily is holding you close to her chest as Adrian keeps running his thumb over the palm of your hand. When you finally pull back you look around before your eyes finally, land on Adrian. Kamilah seems to understand the change in the air and excuses herself, the others following quickly. You motion for Adrian to join you on the couch, and as soon as he’s beside you, he has you pulled closely into his side, a kiss placed on your forehead and you nuzzle even closer into him.

“I missed you so much Y/N” he whispers over and over again and you breathe him in, his scent so much stronger now that your senses were more advanced. You groan as you feel a pain in the back of your throat and you look up, eyes meeting his blue ones

“You’re thirsty,” he says, not even questioning it. He takes your hand and leads you over to the elevator, he explains to you that for the first couple of days your thirst for blood is going to be intense and seem like its always unquenched. You sigh, it already seemed like such hardship and you’d only been awake for the past half hour or so, Adrian also explained that they had given you some blood before you’d awoken and you nodded in understanding.

You feel yourself losing control when your drinking from the female who had willingly given you her blood, and though you could feel yourself losing control your senses seemed to take over, it wasn’t until you felt Adrian’s hand on your shoulder pulling you away that you realised just how badly you had done. You looked at the woman as you ran your finger over the bite marks in her neck and couldn’t stop yourself from apologising over and over again. You felt horrible, and the moment your back in the elevator Adrian pulls you into his arms as you feel yourself start to cry again, the guilt you felt over almost taking someones life because you couldn’t control your thirst was too much. Adrian was being sweet about it but you could tell that he was concerned about your behaviour. You head back up to the office and after some discussion about the council and the changes that were coming and the meeting with the ambassador you watch as all your friends retreat from the building. Adrian holds out his hand for you to take, you give him a small smile as you do so, heading down to the loft within the office building. As soon as the two of you are inside the loft, your being bombarded by a pair of strong arms wrapping themselves around your legs as a strangled sob rings through the air. You look down and see Lula, her big red eyes so full of emotion meeting yours for the first time and you kneel down in front of her, pulling her into your embrace as you feel yourself crying.

“Hey sweet girl” you whisper and she looks up at you and smiles, a watery smile.

“I’m so glad you’re alive, that your here” she whispers and you place a kiss on the top of her head

“I’m sorry, for giving you such a scare. Both of you…” you pause looking between Lula and Adrian,

“I didn’t mean for any of this to happen, but I do know that whatever happens, I want to be by your sides forever, the two of you are my forever” you finish and you can see something changing in Adrian’s expression as he kneels down next to the two of you and holds you close, Lula just holds you even closer as she whispers

“I want you in my life forever, I want you to make good on your promise”. You can’t help but smile at her, and you place a kiss on her forehead, you honestly couldn’t think of anything more in life than to have these two people by your side forever.

Later in the morning, after Lula retires to the spare bedroom that was on the other side of the loft you and Adrian are lying in the bed, your clothes were strewn across the floor and your naked bodies entangled together, you can’t help but admire the feeling of the man you had fallen in love with, with your senses strengthened you could feel everything, could see things more clearly and even his musk was stronger, driving you absolutely wild. You can feel the ghost of his fingers running along your spine and you shiver before you look up into his gorgeously deep blue eyes

“What are you thinking about?” you ask cocking an eyebrow, he gives you a half-smile as he turns to look at you

“I’m thinking about everything that’s happened since you came into my life, about how before you, I never thought I would feel anything even remotely close to this again but having you here, hearing you promise forever to both me and Lula, it makes my heart soar cause I want that with you too” he says and you beam at him before you place a tender kiss on his lips

“I mean it, Adrian, no matter what happens, I’m on your side forever, I’m yours, you have me heart, body and soul” you whisper, cupping his cheek and he can’t help but grin at you before he places his hand over the top of your own and places a passionate kiss against your lips, his tongue sweeps over your bottom lip and you grant him access, enjoying the taste, the feel of him as you lose yourself in his embrace.

“I love you Adrian” you whisper against his lips and he kisses your lips with such passion that he has you lying underneath him, as he straddles your waist his hands roaming through your hair as his intense blue eyes meet yours

“I love you, more than you will ever know” he says and you feel your heart swell at his words, hearing those words made your heart very very happy.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 30

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A/N: This is my take on the day that the Oakley’s say goodbye to Cliff, and how MC comforts Sawyer when he needs her the most. A scene I feel like would’ve made the series better!

Day 30: Goodbye – Sawyer Oakley x MC

When you woke that morning it was to the gentle sniffles coming from your boyfriend, as you turn in the bed you place your hands gently on either side of his face and look into his blue eyes, tears stain his cheeks and you wipe them away with your thumbs as tears spring in your eyes

“Oh Sawyer, it’s okay. I’m here, I’m not going anywhere” you whisper before you place a kiss on his cheek and then another on his lips. A short while later, the two of you are dressing and when you put on the black lacy dress Sawyer can’t help but raise an eyebrow at you and you send him a gentle smile as you watch his eyes rake over your body.

“I can’t wait to take you out of this dress this evening” he whispers against your ear before crashing his lips against your own.

When you make your way downstairs, Sawyers’ hand linked with your own as you make your way down, you can’t help but notice the sombre mood in the living room and kitchen. Anna-Marie is in the kitchen, cooking up a storm to keep herself distracted from the pain, Juliette and Asha are in there helping. Brooklynne is grasping Miles hand as he holds her close, whilst Duke stands behind her giving her shoulders a gentle squeeze. You look over to the other end of the lounge and find Dallas, Curly, Bently and Jo all gathered together in solidarity. You give them a gentle smile, before you head over to be with Duke, Brooklynne and Miles. As soon as Sawyer is standing beside his brother, he throws his arms around Duke and the two begin to sob, you rub your hand along Saywers back before Brooklynne realises your beside her and she turns, flinging herself at you and you hold her close. As she cries into your shoulder you whisper

“I miss him too Brookie, it’s alright sweetie”. She sniffles as she pulls back and says

“He’ll be so proud of you and how you’ve taken on all the responsibilities of the ranch over the last couple of days”, you smile at her, grateful at hearing her words and you blush when you hear Duke agree and Sawyer say

“She’s right, dad would be so grateful for everything you’ve done to keep us afloat during all of this. Hell, I’m proud of you sweetheart” he let’s go of his brother and pulls you into his arms, holding you close to him, as tears stream down your cheeks.

A few hours later, your all standing in front of the local cemetery and are about to enter the neighbouring church, Sawyer and Duke had asked Dallas, Curly and you and Brooklynne to be pull-bearers as well and you had all agreed, so as you stood off to the side with Curly, Bently, Dallas and Jo as mourners gathered around the family you couldn’t help but feel a little emotional. In such a short time you had gone from being strangers to being closer to this family than you had felt to your own family in a long time. When you feel a hand on your shoulder, you shake your head and turn to see Sawyer standing behind you,

“We’re ready to go in now guys” he announces and you all nod, Sawyers hands not leaving your shoulders as the two of you make your way over to where the coffin is resting beside the hurse. You all take up your positions before the pastor leads you into the church. Once your duties are over you go to sit in the row behind the family but when Sawyer, Duke and Brooklynne all shot you a look of panic and need you sigh and make your way to sit between Sawyer and Brooklynne, both of them reaching for your hands in this moment and you try and give them the strength they need to make it through the service. When the pastor calls for Duke and Saywer to come up and speak of their fathers life, Sawyer stands rooted to the spot, his gaze never wavering from yours as he speaks of his fathers journey. And then its Brooklynne’s turn to speak, she barely manages three words before Duke, Miles and Sawyer are all standing around her offering her their support. And before you know it, after listening to speech after speech you get up and begin speaking

“When I first arrived at Oakley Ranch I didn’t know what I was in for, after being introduced to Cliff and being offered a place to stay I learnt more about the meaning of hardwork and who it is that I’m meant to be than I could’ve ever found in any journey I made in my life. I was welcomed into a loving and caring environment, given a job, a meaning to my life that I didn’t even know was possible, and welcomed into the nicest family I could’ve ever wished for with open arms. I was taught by the best and I honestly wouldn’t change a thing…” You pause as you look over at the coffin before you swallow against the lump in your throat

“I’m grateful to you forever Cliff. For everything, but most of all for letting me join your family and giving me the greatest gift of all” as you say those last couple of words you turn your gaze towards your boyfriend who is smiling at you as tears fall down his cheeks. You sniffle before you make your way down from the pew and rest your hand on the coffin for a moment before making your way back over to Sawyer. As you sit next to him, he reaches out for your hand, giving it a gentle squeeze as he places a kiss on your forehead and you lean down, resting your head on his shoulder as the rest of the service continues.

After the service and the burial at the cemetery you all make your way back to the ranch. After an hour or two in the barn you manage to finally escape, making your way out to the field were the horses are grazing. Seabiscuit, races over to you and immediately begins to muzzle against your chest and you finally let the emotions of the last couple of week finally let itself free, you’d been strong for everyone for the last week, only really letting yourself truly lose control when you were alone doing the chores on the ranch. And so as you fall to the ground in a heap, Seabiscuit kneels down next to you and throw your arms around her, fingers lacing through her mane as you lose control of your emotions.

You have no idea how long your out in the field, but when you feel a strong pair of arms pull you into their embrace you begin to sob harder, clutching at his collar as you breathe in the familiar musk, his hands running up and down your back

“I’ve got you Y/N, let it out love, let it all out” he whispers and that’s exactly what you do, you lose yourself in his arms as he places kisses on your forehead, on your cheek or on your lips, you can feel that his cheeks are wet too and you look up, meeting his gaze, his eyes are haunted and showing how concerned he is about you.

“I love you Sawyer, don’t ever leave me” you whisper and he places a kiss on your lips as he cups your cheeks in both hands

“I’m never going to leave you Y/N, your my forever. I love you”.

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My heart is breaking 😭😭😭

Choices November Challenge - Day 29

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Day 29: Shopping with Brooklynne Shao-Oakley

When Brooklynne had announced that she wanted a fresh new wardrobe before she started her senior year at High School, you had been all for the idea, supporting your niece even when her father had seemed to disagree. But when Sawyer had backed the two of you up Duke couldn’t help but cave. As the two of you entered the mall in Billings after a very peaceful drive you couldn’t help but admire all of the beautiful outfits in the store windows, Brooklynne seeing your longing for a couple of the outfits somehow managed to encourage you to make some pretty great purchases as well.

By the time the two of you made it to the cafeteria for lunch you notice how silent Brooklynne has been for the last twenty minutes or so, and you reach out giving her hand a gentle squeeze as you ask

“Is everything okay, Brookie?”. When Brooklynne stops and begins to sob, you pull her into your arms, holding her close as a hand gently runs up and down her back

“Ssh, I’ve got you. I’ve got you sweetheart” you whisper into her ear and she nods, giving you a small smile when she pulls back and reaches up to wipe the tears from her face

“Geez, I feel so pathetic” she says and you shake your head, as you say

“You are not pathetic Brookie”. She sighs before she pulls out of your embrace and says

“Yes I am. Aunty Y/N if I tell you this, you have to promise not to tell anyone before I find the courage to do so myself okay?” She asks and you tilt your head to the side but ultimately you nod, wanting for her to be able to confide in you. She drags you further into the cafeteria, finding a table that has practically nobody around it she poops herself down before she looks across at you as you do the same. You reach across the table, giving her hand a gentle squeeze and she smiles before it falls from her face.

“Aunty Y/N, a couple of weeks ago Miles and I we uh, we started taking things further in our relationship and I guess the condom must’ve broken or something because I uh- I took a pregnancy test and it said that I was pregnant” she admits and your very careful to school your features, and you give her hand a gentle squeeze as you ask

“Does Miles know? Your father?” When she shakes her head you can’t stop from sighing,

“I literally just found out like an hour before we left home, but I needed to talk to someone I trusted and that person is you. I needed to be able to tell someone who I could trust wasn’t going to completely lose it the moment I told them” she explains and you nod.

“Hey, Brookie, everything will turn out okay in the end, there’s going to be a hell of a battle that your going to have to fight and your going to have a lot of thinking to do about your future but no matter what happens I’m going to be behind you every step of the way” you say and she jumps to her feet, rushing round the table to throw her arms around you

“Thank you so much Aunty, I love you” she says and you smile, squeezing her hands as you whisper

“I love you too Brookie”.

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Super special moment between the two 🥰🥰🥰

Choices November Challenge - Day 28

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Day 28: Thankful – Thomas Mendez x MC

When Thomas had invited you and Zoey round for Thanksgiving, you hadn’t been sure what to expect, it definitely hadn’t been for the four of you to head to the beach. It had been a long drive before you finally reached the sandy white beaches and though it was a little chilly out, someone seemed to be looking out for you on this day as the sun was beating down and there wasn’t a cloud in the sky. To start off with Luz and Zoey had raced down to the sand to start making sand sculptures before they asked you and Thomas to join in, to start with the two of you had tried to get out of it but you quickly caved when the two of them began ganging up on you. Sand sculptures soon turned into making one massive castle before you all decided that whilst there was still daylight hours you would all enjoy the picnic that Thomas had packed, it wasn’t your typical Thanksgiving day spread but to you it couldn’t be more perfect. As you all helped yourself to the spread you raised your plastic wine glass to get everyones attention, when all three pairs of eyes landed on you you say

“Now I don’t know about you and Luz, but Zoey and I do this thing every year where we go around the circle and say what we’re grateful for this year, so uh Zoey would you like to start?” Zoey nods before she turns to look at everyone,

“Alright, I think this year I’m grateful to the friends I’ve made at school, to Ms Eiko and August, but especially Luz. I’m grateful to Thomas as he’s always there for my mum and he helped me stay with mummy. But most importantly I’m thankful to you mummy, I am glad that I’m spending my life with you” she says and you pull her into a side hug as tears stream down your face before you place a kiss on her forehead. You look up at Thomas and feel the blush rise on your cheeks

“Alright, whose bright idea was this again?” You ask jokingly as you try to hide your face in the top of your daughters head. Luz goes next and says that she’s thankful for her father and for the fact that she meet her best friend in Zoey when you moved. Luz and Zoey throw there arms around each other before Luz announces it’s your turn. You smile nervously as you think of what to say before you say

“Well, I’m forever grateful to my special little girl and her ever inquisitive but incredibly friendly daughter, we’ve made it through some tough times together and we’re going to be together for as long as I can help it” you pause, placing a kiss on the top of Zoey’s head before you turn your attention to Luz and Thomas

“I’m thankful to this charming little beauty who is fiercely loyal, happy, smart and funny and who cares so deeply about my little star” your eyes flicker to meet Thomas’s as you finish

“And I am forever grateful to this man, for loving me and my daughter, for being there when I needed him the most and standing by my side when I felt like my world was caving in around me”, Thomas’s jaw is on the floor by the end of your little speech, and when he regains his composure he immediately leans over and captures your lips in a heated kiss. Luz and Zoey manage to tolerate this for a couple of seconds before you can hear them making gagging noises and you can’t help but pull away from the kiss, your foreheads resting together as you hear Thomas sigh.

“I love you Y/N” he whispers before a quick kiss lands on your lips and you whisper

“I love you too Thomas”.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 27

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A/N: mentions of some themes that some people may not find comfortable. Late-term Miscarriage.

Day 27: Hospital – Ethan Ramsey x MC

As he leant his forehead against the door of your hospital room, he let out a strangled sob. It was all just too much and you were in so much pain. He looks up, sees you lying on the hospital bed, hooked up to an IV and a heart monitor as he breathes deeply. You lay in the bed looking so fragile, and even though your asleep now, he can tell that your hurting. He’d held you in his arms from the moment you had both heard the news that your baby had not made it, that the pain you had been suffering for the last couple of days was due to stress and was the inevitable cause of your daughters death. At 23 weeks you hadn’t quite thought that it would happen but knowing that it had the two of he was devastated. He felt broken, like breaking free from the hospital and just running away, leaving everything behind. He jumped when he felt a hand placed on his shoulder and he turns around to see his mentor, boss and friend standing behind him. He gives a sympathetic look and its all he can do not to collapse into the older man.

“I know it doesn’t seem like it now Ethan but you will both make it through this. The two of you are strong, and together you are unstoppable” he says and Ethan sighs

“Why? Why did it have to happen now? When things between me and Y/N were finally going so well” he asks and Naveen doesn’t say anything, knowing it was a rhetorical question, a question for the universe.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 26

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Day 26: Growth – Ernest Sinclaire x MC

As you walked through the gardens surrounding Edgewater estate, you can’t help but marvel at the way your life had turned out in the end. You had everything you wished for, a loving husband, a brother who you were slowly building bridges with and making amends, a step-brother who never once turned his back on you and a group of friends who you absolutely adored, and adopted son Percival whom you absolutely treasured. But as you make your way through the gardens your reminded of the fact that all of this wasn’t your ending, as a matter of fact it had been your beginning. Being married to Ernest was the most amazing thing, you loved him dearly and he treasured the very air you breathed and you were about to surprise him with the best of news. As you near the edge of the gardens you can hear Ernest and Percy’s laughter as the two of them play, and when you round the final hedge you can’t help but smile at the scene playing out before you.

“Father, I can not believe that you let that one count” he says and you chuckle as Ernest shrugs his shoulders and says

“Now now Percival, you need not be grumpy with the fact that I actually hit the ball right and got it through the hoop” you can’t help but chuckle at the argument father and son are having, both of them turn to look at you and when they see you standing there, Percival drops his croquet bat and races towards you whilst Ernest stands and stares, a happy glint in his eyes and that charming smile on his face.

“Mother!” Percival shouts as he rushes towards you and he throws his arms around you, you reach down and wrap your arms around his small frame

“It is so good to see you Percy, oh how I missed you whilst I was in London” you say and he leans up to place a kiss on your cheek before he whispers

“Father and I both missed you too” you smile before you look over at your husband who is watching you intently. You send him a grin before asking Percival to give the two of you a couple of minutes alone in the garden, suddenly as if out of nowhere, your brothers come out of nowhere and resume the game with their nephew.

You make your way over to Ernest and lace your fingers through his as you whisper

“Would you accompany for a walk through the gardens?”. Ernest looks up at you and nods his head, he links his arm through yours as the two of you make your way through the gardens. The walk is silent for a couple of minutes before you find yourselves in the middle of the gardens, you look out at the beautiful rose bushes as you try and stop the butterflies from taking up permanent residence in your stomach.

“My dove, what is it?” Ernest asks as he wraps his arms around your waist from behind, his chin resting on your shoulder as you let out a small sigh, turning in his arms to face him, your eyes meet the pools of blue you adore so very much and you whisper

“I saw the doctor whilst I was in London” as soon as those words have left your mouth, Ernest pulls you close as he whispers

“Are you sick? Is something the matter?” You shake your head,

“No! At least not in the way you think. See, whilst I was there the doctor told me that our family is growing…” and Enrest cuts you off as he says

“Yes, Percival is getting quite big n-”

“That’s not what I meant. Just please Ernest wait for me to finish” you say and he nods, leaning down to place a gentle kiss on your lips before he gives a slight nod of the head and says

“Ernest, the doctor told me that our family is growing because he believes that I am with child. I’m pregnant Ernest, we’re going to have a baby” you say excitedly and Ernest stands in shock, rooted to the spot for what feels like an eternity. Your almost worried about him when he doesn’t move for almost 10 minutes but it’s like something inside his head finally clicks and he’s immediately reacting, happier than you’ve ever seen him before. He rests his hands on your slight bump and can’t help but smile as he gazes into your eyes

“Our baby. Our very own little creation” he says and you nod

“Yes, and a new addition means our little family of three is going to be four very soon” you say and his smile widens, stretching across his cheeks as he wraps his arms around you, lifting you off the ground and spinning you round.

“I love you my dearest dove, my Y/N” he whispers as he places you back on the geound

“I love you too Ernest” you say before you tilt your head up to place a kiss on his lips.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 25

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Day 25: Home – Thomas Mendez x MC

“This is my home, you are my home now” you whisper into his ear as you hold him close. The two of you had stumbled into the bed room after a long day for the two of you, Luz and Zoey were safely tucked up in bed and you were wanting nothing more than to spend the rest of the evening lazily wrapped up in Thomas’s arms. He was your happiness, your life line and your safe harbour throughout everything, but today you were his. You can hear his sniffles and your heart breaks for the third time in just a matter of minutes. You knew today was going to be a hard day, especially for Luz and Thomas, it was the day they lost Soledad. You had been by their side this whole day, giving them everything they needed without a second thought, and when Thomas had wanted to visit the grave of his deceased wife you and Zoey had accompanied them to be there support.

You run your fingers through the shirt strands of hair at the back of his neck as you whisper to him

“Ssh, I’ve got you. I’m not going anywhere” he pulls back and you instantly miss the weight of his head resting on your shoulder, brown eyes meeting your own gaze as he says

“I really don’t want you to go anywhere Y/N, you and Zoey and Luz. The three of you, are my life now” he says and you tilt your head up so you can capture his mouth in a heated embrace

“Mmm, I don’t think we would survive without the two of you in our lives, I love you and that little rocket as if she were my own” you whisper against his lips and he crushes his own against your own after hearing you say that.

“I love you too Y/N. You and Zoey, so much” he pauses before he cups your cheeks in his hands

“Y/N, I know this may not be appropriate but I can’t imagine you and Zoey returning to the apartment, I don’t want you to head back to the apartment. What I want is for you and Zoey to move in with Luz and I” he says and your jaw drops, was this really happening, was this happening without the two of you even discussing it first. You shake your head, you already know the answer and as Thomas opens his mouth to try and take it back you surge forward, crushing him in a hug before your lips on his and when you pull back for air, panting and out of breath you say

“Of course we’ll move in with you” you say and he beams as he holds you close

“I’m glad, I don’t want to spend another morning waking up without you by my side”.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 24

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Day 24: Trouble – Dallas James x MC

It wasn’t every day that you were left all alone on the ranch, managing the whole thing by yourself whilst the others had all gone out for the day. Duke and Sawyer had left early to head up to Billings, Dallas had gone into town to get supplies for the ranch, Brooklynne was at school and Curly was in town assisting Asha with some of her mayorial duties. Normally you wouldn’t have been worried about all the added pressure of getting everyones chores done before the end of the day but it was whilst riding the tractor back to the barn after fixing the barrier fence between Mendoza farm and Oakley ranch that your fate changed. You heard the splatter of the engine as you hit a hole in the ground and then felt something shift, things were going wrong and fast and though you were trying desperately to stop yourself from getting injured you knew that it was inevitable. You scream as you are flung from the tractor seat and you roll to a stop before everything goes black.

You wake to find yourself in the hospital, the plain white walls of the room and the gentle beeping of the different monitors are the first things you take notice of, before you hear the quiet sobs coming from close by. You look over and see Dallas sitting in the uncomfortable chair beside your bed, hunched over and hiding his face in his hands. You try sitting up, clearing your throat, anything to let him know that your okay but he seems to be lost in his thoughts.

“Dallas…” you whisper, voice strained and he looks up, finally looking up and meeting your gaze, you can see his normally stoic expression has fallen from his face and you can see the fresh tears falling down his cheeks. He jumps to his feet, reaching out to take your hand and you can’t help but smile

“Y/N! Oh thank goodness, when Percy rang to let me know that you had been involved in an accident on the farm I honestly couldn’t help but think of the worst case scenario” he says, voice thick with emotion

“Percy found me?” You ask, disbelief flooding your veins and Dallas nods

“Yeah, apparently he was doing a perimeter check with Juliette when he saw the smoke coming from just over the hill, he jumped the fence and had Juliette follow, that’s when he found the tractor on fire and you about 500 meters away lying in a ditch, he told Juliette to get help but he stayed with you the whole time. He rang me as soon as you were being placed into the ambulance, and he stayed with you until I got here” he says and your jaw drops, slack because even after all the stuff that had happened between the two of you he had come to your aid.

“I’m so sorry Dallas” you say giving his hand a gentle squeeze, and he leans down, placing a kiss on the back of your interlaced fingers.

“I know you are sweetheart, but it’s not your fault. Accidents happen, trouble can strike at any moment and unfortunately none of the people who were supposed to be there to protect you and watch your back were there when you needed them the most. And for that I am sorry” he says, this time leaning over and placing a kiss on your forehead.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 9

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Day 9: Woman – Kamilah Sayeed x MC

You sat alone, unsure of what to do at this moment. Your heart was pounding, head spinning as you try and take a couple of deep breaths. And that’s when you feel it, a hand gently resting on top of yours. You look up and give her a sad smile

“Is everything alright Y/N?” she asks and you shake your head, biting the inside of your lip, she raises an eyebrow at you before she relaxes into the seat. After a moment you lean into her side, resting your head on her shoulder, and she flinches for a second before she relaxes again. Her hand never leaves yours and you can’t help the small smile that begins to spread across your cheek. This woman truly was your saving grace when you needed an anchor.

“Y/N, whatever is torturing you so, know that I will be by your side through all of this and whenever you’re ready to talk I’m here to be a listening ear” she says and you nod, knowing she will be, knowing she means every word she says. She always is a woman of her word.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 23

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Day 23: Secret – Rafael Aviero x MC

As you made your way through the door into the quaint little house, you hung up your coat and slipped out of your shoes before you dropped your keys in the small bowl that sat on the table in the hallway. You then make your way down the hall to the open plan living area and kitchen, where you see your husband working away behind the counter, back to you as he works. You make your way towards him, before you wrap your arms around his waist and he leans back into your touch, before you place a kiss to his shoulder, he turns his head to look at you, a warm smile spreading across his cheeks and you can’t help the wide grin from spreading across your face.

“And how was your first day in the emergency department Dr Y/L/N?” he asks and you smile

“Oh it was great, I got the chance to meet this really handsome paramedic who was totally flirting with me” you say and he raises an eyebrow, a slow smirk spreading across his face at the banter as he asks

“Oh really?”, you can’t help the chuckle that escapes as you say

“Yeah, my new doctor friends were a little jealous that I seemed to grab your attention” you say and he chuckles, placing the knife down on the chopping board before he spins in your arms, winding his own around your waist and says

“Well, I can’t help it when the most stunning woman in the room just happens to be my wife”, you feel a blush creep across your face at the compliment and you move to hide your face in his chest before he reaches out to pull your face up to meet his gaze

“I know you said you wanted to keep us a secret in the workplace, at least whilst you find your feet but no matter what happens Y/N you will always be the most perfect person in my eyes” he says before placing his lips against yours, and you can’t help but sigh into the kiss, needing the connection with the man you loved after a difficult day.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 21

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Day 21 - accident with Ethan Ramsey

How was it that the one person you spent so long pushing away was the one person you needed the most when you were recovering from such a life changing injury. After a car accident that had left you with a severe back injury, Dr Y/N Y/L/N had stepped up to the plate and helped you in every possible way. She had been there through every hospital visit with the physical therapist and the doctor, been there through every meltdown and every suicide attempt, she had proven time and time again that she was worth all your love, care and affection and so much more, from the moment you met her she had been placed in your life to ensure that you had your guardian angel, your soulmate and the one you were determined to spend the rest of your life with.

Though it had been over six months since the accident, it had been six months to the day that Y/N had moved in, and though you were more than capable of doing a lot of things for yourself, after sharing the bed with her for such a long time, it made it hard for you to want to let go. You didn’t want her to leave, you didn’t even want to imagine a day where you faced the world without waking up to her soft smile and wavy hair as it framed her face as she snuggled closer into your side.

“You’re thinking too loud” she murmurs against your neck and you chuckle, turning your head so you can place a kiss on her forehead as she snuggles deeper into your side

“Sorry beautiful, I’ll try and keep my thoughts down” you whisper and she chuckles before she stretches and pushes herself up on one shoulder.

“What’s got that head of yours thinking so much?” She asks and you look at her wrapping your arms around her waist and you met her gaze

“Just thinking about the future, the present” you say and she shakes her head as her free hand begins to draw lazy circles on your chest, you groan at the feeling and she can’t help the wicked grin that spreads across her face

“What do you mean?” She asks and you try sitting up so that you can look at her clearly and she shakes her head, giving you a stern look as if to say, don’t you even think about it. You sigh before you think through exactly what you want to say to her, to let her know exactly what you had been thinking about.

“I was thinking about how you’ve been staying here, taking care of me. How even though I’m almost ready to go back to work and my physical and mental health are all back to almost what they were before I had the accident I don’t want this to change” you say and she raises an eyebrow,

“This?” She asks and you nod

“Us. I know we never really made us official, it just kind of happened, somewhere in between you caring for me and me trying my hardest to survive. But I want us to be together, I want a future with you, a life, I don’t want you to return to your apartment because I’ll miss you too much when your gone. I want you to be my girlfriend, so what do you say? Y/N will you do me the honour of being my girlfriend and moving in with me?” You ask and she’s looking at you, shocked and stunned. Before she finally pounces, her lips crashing against your own as she claims you as her own and you gladly let her.

“Of course I will Ethan” she whispers against your lips and you cant help the grin from spreading across your face. This, this woman was your happy place and you were never ever letting her go. You run your fingers through her hair and feel her sigh against your lips

“I love you Ethan” she whispers and you feel your heart picking up speed, your arms wrap themselves around her, pulling her flush against your bare chest and you look into her deep expressive eyes

“I love you too Y/N” you whisper before gently capturing her lips with your own.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 22

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Day 22: Unexpected – Jax Matsuo x MC 

You stood in the bathroom staring in shock at the thin plastic test in your hand. How the here had this happened? How was it even possible? It couldn’t be, could it? As you feel yourself begin to shake you hear a knock on your door and the gentle voice of your boyfriend

“Y/N, is everything alright?”. You drop the stick in the sink before you scramble around, trying desperately to hide the evidence, to hide it from him before you could find out the truth. You needed to leave the bathroom, needed to get out of here before all of this madness could consume you. You needed to talk to Adrian or Kamilah without Jax around. Shoving the test in your pocket you manage to calm yourself before you throw open the door and place a kiss on his cheek.

“I’m fine, was feeling a bit nauseous. I think it might’ve been something I ate today whilst you were out with the others” you say and he raises an eyebrow but doesn’t push you further

“If you’re sure?” he asks and you nod

“More than sure, I’ve gotta go. Need to discuss a couple of things with Lily and Kamilah” you say and he sighs

“I don’-” but you cut him off, placing a kiss on his lips before rushing over to the edge of the room and grabbing your purse

“I’ll be back later Jax,” you say as you rush out the door, leaving him stunned.

As you race across the mall, towards where you knew Kamilah and Adrian were staying you begin to feel the bile rise in your throat again, and you tried so desperately to keep it hidden that you dashed down a hallway towards one of the maintenance bays and threw up in one of the sinks, before flushing it away. You didn’t realise that you were being followed until you feel a hand on your back and you jump before you turn around and meet the gaze of both Kamilah and Adrian.

“Is everything alright Y/N?” Adrian asks and you shake your head. Looking between the two, you sigh at their concerned expressions before you pull out the pregnancy test from your pocket and hold it up high for them to see.

“Can either one of you tell me how the here this is possible?” you say shoving the positive pregnancy test into Kamilah’s hand. There’s a stunned silence as the two of them register what exactly it is that you’ve handed them and as they get over your shock you crouch over the basin again as you throw up. A soothing hand rubs circles onto your back and you sigh, leaning into the comforting touch, but it’s not the touch you crave most. You turn around to see Kamilah has moved so that she can run her hand along your back and Adrian is thinking through the possibilities, before his gaze meets yours and he asks

“Is there any way this could be someone else’s?”, you shake your head

“There’s no way!” you say and he nods holding his hands up in an apology as he says

“Sorry, I just had to ask. It shouldn’t be possible for this to happen. I’ve never heard of such a thing” Kamilah nods her head in agreement, before a thought strikes and she turns to Adrian

“What if- what if its to do with Gaius? He struck Jax didn’t he? A blast, when we first encountered him after he drank the firsts blood” Kamilah theorises, and Adrian seems deep in thought for a couple of minutes, before he nods along

“It could be possible, the blood of the first is said to be the most powerful of all of us, so it would stand to reason that it could be possible” he says.

“So are you both thinking that because of Gaius’ attack it what? Made Jax fertile again?” you ask after a couple of minutes silence. The two share a look before they turn to you and say

“It could be possible, Y/N would you mind doing another test? Aren’t there those ones that can tell you how many weeks you are?” Kamilah asks and you nod your head, understanding where she’s going with this.

As the three of you make your way further into the mall, finding yourself in a pharmacy to grab one of the tests you needed before the three of you headed towards the bathroom. As you took the test and waited, Kamilah and Adrian were theorising again, your hands resting on your belly, where somewhere growing inside of you there was a little baby beginning to develop. When the time was up, the three of you check the test and see the dates on it. 4-6 weeks, which fit the timeline perfectly, six weeks ago was when Gaius had first attacked the vampires and now here you were six weeks later pregnant. You squealed in delight, before throwing your arms around both Kamilah and Adrian, happy tears falling down your cheeks at the realisation.

“I can’t believe it!” you squeal and the two of you look at you happily, but you can see deep down the jealousy and hurt that is hidden beneath.

“I’m sorry guys,” you say as soon as you realise your mistake and the two of them shake their heads

“Do not apologise for your happiness Y/N” Adrian says and you nod.

“I have to tell Jax, please will you excuse me?” you ask and they both nod, letting you go. Your halfway back to the store where you had left Jax when there’s an almost cynical laugh and you turn and see Priya making her way into the mall, and your heart drops. You’d been found.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 19

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Day 19: Desire – Ethan Ramsey x MC

Your sitting alone in the cafeteria, biting on your lip and running your hands through your hair as you read through the medical journals sitting in front of you and trying to see if you were missing something with the diagnosis you had given to one of your patients, whilst all of the symptoms pointed towards one thing there was a certain side effect that was making you question your diagnosis, which was why your patient still sat in the hospital bed upstairs, whilst you poured over the books down here at almost 3am, your shift had ended almost two hours ago now but you couldn’t bring yourself to leave. You hear a soft groan and look up to see the blue eyes that set your heart aflutter and made the butterflies in your stomach soar, but there was something in them that you hadn’t seen in a long while, due to the amount of work the two of you had had over the last couple of weeks, your relationship had been put on the back burner.

“Dr Ramsey,” you say before turning your attention back to your book, biting your lip again. There’s a small growl of frustration and you look up at him again, he’s closer this time, sitting in the seat next to you and if it wasn’t for the fact that you and he were dating you would’ve been a little shocked at how close he was sitting.

“You have no idea what you’re doing to me right now Rookie” he whispers, voice rough with his desire and your interest is piqued, closing your books you lean in closer, getting a whiff of his scent and you breathe him in, biting your lip again before you whisper

“Oh and what exactly am I doing to you Dr Ramsey?” you question and he reaches out and grabs your hand, leading it down his body and resting it over himself and you nod in understanding as you lean over and whisper in his ear

“Well then shall we take this consultation back to your office?” when you pull back a coy smile is on your face and he pulls you closer again, his lips crashing against yours, in a bruising kiss and you can’t help but moan at the fierceness he is showing at this moment. As soon as the kiss is broken, you get to your feet and pull him up with you, as the two of you make your way through the nearly deserted corridors towards his office, wanting nothing more than to spend time with the man who set your body on fire with just a look.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 20

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Day 20: Honor – King Liam x MC

You sat with Liam as the two of you decided on who would have the honour of being named Godparents for your newborn baby. As you looked down at the beautiful bundle in your arms, your little girl, your princess you already knew who you wanted it to be. You look over at Liam and say to him

“I think we should give the honour of God Mother to Olivia, she’s fiercely loyal and protective and she will treasure our little girl if anything was to happen to us like she was her own, just like your family did for her”. You watch Liam think through your reasoning and he nods

“I think I agree with you, besides there are somethings that we might not be able to teach her that she can surely rectify” he says and you nod. You trace your finger along her cheek and she nuzzles into the contact

“And what of a Godfather?” Liam asks and you think it through

“What about Drake? I mean he’s your best friend, he’s proved to be absolutely loyal to the both of us and you can’t deny that he’s got away with kids” you say and he chuckles

“Yeah. Can you imagine the fighting between Olivia and Drake about what is best for the princess of Cordonia?” he chuckles and you can’t help but giggle at the thought.

“Oh yes, now it definitely has to be the two of them” you say and he chuckles

“Alright then, we’ll have the two of them come in and hear the good news. Are we sure that Hana and Maxwell won’t be too crushed?” he asks and you nod

“I’m sure that the two of them will be more than happy to be honorary aunty and uncle of our little princess” you say and he nods.

Liam goes to retrieve Drake and Olivia and gives you a moment alone with your daughter, little Violet Avery of Cordonia, Princess of Cordonia.

“Hi sweet angel, we can’t wait for you to meet everyone, but first you’re going to get to meet your godparents. Drake and Olivia, you’re going to love both of them so much, they will always have your back no matter what and will truly be the greatest people if anything was to happen to your daddy and me” you say and you watch as your daughter opens her eyes and gives a little stretch before she yawns and closes her eyes again. You lean down and place a kiss on her forehead just as the doors open and Liam enters with Olivia and Drake trailing in behind him. As Olivia and Drake come to stand on either side of the bed they both gush over your little princess and they both eagerly wait to hear her name, you look to Liam to do the honours and when he looks over at the two saying

“Guys, we’d like you to meet your goddaughter Violet Avery”, you watch as the two of them gush over the name and then Drake realises what Liam has just told them

“Wait! Godparents?” he asks and you nod

“Yeah we want you and Olivia to be Violet’s god parents, if anything happens to us then we want the two of you to be the ones to look after our precious angel” you explain and you watch as their jaws drop. You chuckle, giving them a couple of minutes before the two of them smile and accept the position, asking for cuddles with the new princess and you smile

“Of course,” you say and hand your daughter over to Olivia who has a massive smile on her face, whilst Drake stands behind her and watches over his new goddaughter.

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Choices November Challenge - Day 18

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Day 18: Marriage – Sawyer Oakley x MC

This is part two of the series. Read Part 1 here

It was total chaos when you woke the following morning. From the minute you opened your eyes you had people rushing around you, doing your hair and makeup, taking photos and helping you with your dress and bouquet. You couldn’t help but smile throughout the morning, a few jitters coursing through your veins but you honestly could not wait to be walking down the aisle in just over two hours time to your future. There’s a knock on the door and you look up in the mirror, your hands are running up and down the beautiful bodice of your dress. You squeal when you see who’s standing in the room with you, running towards your mother and father throwing your arms around them.

“Oh my sweet angel” your mother whispers in your ear as she pulls back and looks you up and down.

“Hi mummy, hi daddy, you made it,” you say and your parents both beam at you. Your parents had said that they were unsure if they were going to be able to make it to the house before the wedding as their flight from Boston had been delayed but you were grateful that they were here now.

“We managed to get a flight with a different airline that was scheduled to leave on time” your father explains and you nod, smiling happily.

“I’m so glad your both here,” you say and they both nod, before your mum gasps and pulls out a jewellery box, as she explains what it is she hands it to you and you gasp when you see the intricate detail on the necklace and earrings, with the blue gemstones

“Oh its beautiful mum,” you say and she smiles, as tears fall down her cheeks

“It was your grandmothers and she would’ve wanted you to wear them” your mum tells you as tears begin to fall down both of your cheeks. Your father pulls you both into his arms as the two of you try to recompose yourselves. It was hard getting married without your grandmother here to experience this day with you, it had always been her wish to be witness to her only grandbabies wedding day, but she had lost her battle with her long term illness just weeks ago. It was going to be a hard day all around for both you and Sawyer, knowing that Cliff is watching down on you on this day as well.

Once you and your mother calm yourselves she helps you with the necklace before she rushes out of the room to get the makeup artist, leaving you alone with your father for the first time since they arrived. He takes a small step towards you, unsure of what to say, but you give him time, a smile never leaving your face. When he finally has the words he wants to say, he reaches out and grabs your hands, giving them a gentle squeeze before he says

“My dearest Y/N, my special little princess. I can’t believe we’re here right now, and I’m about to give you a way to the man who has claimed your heart so completely. I can see how much you love each other and I honestly couldn’t ask for a better man for you to be marrying. I remember the day I got to hold you in my arms for the first time, you were only a couple of minutes old and you looked up at me with those unseeing eyes, and a little smile on your face, as your little fingers wrapped themselves around my finger and I knew that you were going to be the most precious thing in my life, that you were going to be my greatest achievement” he pauses and you can see tears threatening to fall, as he pulls you close to him, careful of your hair and makeup as he holds you close to him

“I love you forever my princess” he whispers in your ear and you swallow around the massive lump in your throat as you whisper

“I love you too daddy, so very much”.

Photos are taken with your mum and dad, with your bridesmaids, with your maid of honour and by yourself, and before you know it the cars have arrived and you’re being whisked away to the church. When you arrive at the small church in the middle of Sweetridge, you take a few calming breaths. Your mother places a kiss on your forehead before she goes to enter the church, leaving you in the foyer of the church with your bridal party and your father. You slowly pacing as you wait for the first bars of the music to start for the girls to walk down the aisle. Curly is paired off with Juliette and Dallas is paired off with Asha, whilst Duke waits by his brothers’ side in front of the crowd gathered inside the church. You take a deep calming breath as Brooklynne makes her way over to you, she reaches out for your hand and you take it, feeling the gentle squeeze she gives your hand as she leans her forehead against your own,

“Just take a couple of deep breaths, Aunty, you’ve got this. Uncle Sawyer is probably just as nervous, if not more so, but he will always be there to catch you when you fall. You know he loves you with every single star in the sky and every breath he takes” she whispers and you nod, leaning over to place a kiss on her cheek.

“I’m so lucky to have someone like you in my life Brookie” you say and she beams

“I am too, now we’ve got less than a minute until the music starts and we start walking down the aisle. Are you okay?” she asks and you close your eyes, imagining Sawyer on the other side of the closed doors, taking a deep breath and you nod, opening your eyes to see Brooklyne beaming at you.

“Alright, let’s do this then,” she says, getting in line behind the others. You can’t help but smile as you hear the music begin to swell throughout the church and the doors open before you watch as the others glide down the aisle.

When you see Brooklyne walk through the door, your father holds out his arm for you to take and you look up at him and ask

“Make sure I don’t fall okay daddy?”, he looks down and gives your hand a gentle squeeze

“Of course princess,” he says as the music changes to the wedding march and you make your way through the doors. As soon as you walk through the doors, your eyes land on Sawyer dressed in his beautifully tailored tux, looking absolutely ravishing in the white material. Your father’s gentle hand secured on your arm is the only thing that stops you from barrelling down the aisle towards him and placing a searing kiss on his lips. Your eyes are glued together, you barely notice the guests in the aisles as you walk passed them and you don’t even care, you only have eyes for the man standing at the end of the aisle. As you reach Sawyer’s side, your father stops and gently lifts his hands to his mouth, placing a soft kiss on them before he turns back to Saywer and places your hands in his, a smile on his face as he says

“You look after my princess Sawyer” and Sawyer nods

“Of course, with everything I have,” he vows and you smile as you see the approval shining bright in your fathers eyes before he turns around and makes his way over to sit next to your mother, whilst Sawyer leads you up to the small platform where you stand in front of the priest, who begins the ceremony. You listen to the words, but you barely register what is happening, well you do but the way Sawyer is looking at you is enough to distract you during this time. When its time for you to say your vows you speak from the heart, letting him know your true feelings and you watch as he wipes a tear from his eyes.

“Sawyer, when you entered my life I never thought I was being introduced to my soul mate but one look at your charming smile and I knew that you were going to be someone very special to me. You helped me learn the ropes of the ranch and loved me so wholeheartedly whilst doing so. You always know exactly what to say and are always there for me when I need you, no matter what. You are my everything, my heart and soul are your forever” you vow and he beams at you before he clears his throat and says

“I love you so much Y/N. When you entered my life I knew you were a force to be reckoned with, you helped fix my family and brought an end to an age-old feud that became one of the best things to happen in Sweetridge. You have stood by my side through every up and down held me and cherished me in ways I never even thought were possible, it was like the day before you came into my life I was seeing the world in nothing but black and white, but you came into my life and opened my eyes, made me see the world for the first time and I loved it. You are my everything Y/N, I vow to take care of you and treasure every moment of our lives together, for eternity” he vows and you feel the tears streaming down your face at his words. He wipes them away and gives your hands a gentle squeeze as the priest gets you to exchange the proper vows.  And then its the moment you’ve longed to hear all day, the moment the words leave the priests mouth announcing you as husband and wife, Sawyer drops your hands and cups your cheeks as he pulls you into his arms and places a kiss on your lips, it’s full of all the love and passion you both share but its infinitely too brief and you sigh when the kiss is broken, leaning your forehead against his as you whisper

“Hello Husband” you hear his deep chuckle as he runs his thumb along your jaw as he whispers

“Hello Wife” before he places a brief kiss on your lips, before you turn out to those who are gathered around you in the church and raise your hands in the air, to raucous cheers and many wolf whistles. Honestly, today was the best of days and you were so ready to start celebrating life with your husband.

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My sweet baby boy

Choices November Challenge - Day 17

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Day 17: Best Friends – Asha Roanhouse, Brooklynne Shao-Oakley, Juliette Mendoza x MC 

This is Part 1 of a two Part story. Read Part Two here.

Your standing in the Mendoza ranch, its the night before the wedding and Juliette, Brooklynne, Asha and Anna-Marie had all decided that there was no way you were staying at the Oakley ranch the night before your wedding day as it did no good for you to see your groom before the wedding. You had wanted to decline but when they had said that they weren’t to be stopped you had reluctantly agreed to go with them. Now as you all sat in the lounge before the big day arrived, the five of you were playing some rather cheesy romantic films whilst you lounged around in your PJs and curled up under rather fluffy blankets. As you look out at these women who had welcomed you into their lives wholeheartedly just over two years ago when you had arrived in Sweetridge, you couldn’t believe your luck. These woman truly were the best of friends, women you would be nothing without. When Sawyer had proposed to you thirteen months ago the first person you had told upon returning to the house was Brooklynne, she had been in the middle of a skype call with Miles when you’d burst into the room and she’d seen the look on your face and immediately hung up on her boyfriend. When you’d told her, she’d squealed with excitement and the first thing you said to her after the two of you had calmed down was to ask if she would be your maid of honour at the wedding, more squeals followed and you could tell she was thrilled to be the one standing by your side as you and her uncle said your vows tomorrow. After telling Cliff and Dallas what all the screaming had been about, and a quick family celebration you had gathered Asha and Juliette together to tell them, asking both of them if they would like to be bridesmaids and they too had squealed before agreeing. You smile at the memories, at the memory of Anna-Marie telling you how happy Cliff would be of the two of you getting married and following your hearts, at how excited she was to be the one in charge of the wedding cake. You’d asked Brooklynne if she would design your dress and she’d designed the most beautiful gown whilst she was at her fashion school, her tutor had assigned her an extra assessment of making the gown since it was such a beautiful design and when you had had your final fitting just days before, she sent pictures to the tutor who had awarded her the highest marks. You couldn’t wait for Sawyer to see you tomorrow, you couldn’t wait to tie the knot with the man of your dreams and be with him for the rest of your forever. You can’t help the grin that spreads across your face and Brooklynne notices

“She’s thinking about Uncle Sawyer again” she teases and your smile widens

“What’s not to think about? The fact that I love this man with my whole heart, the fact that I’m absolutely ecstatic thinking about what our future holds together as man and wife, the fact that I have my best friends and family standing beside me on one of the most important days of my life”, you say and Brooklynne leans her head against your shoulder as she says

“I’m just teasing Y/N. At least as of tomorrow you will officially be my family, and I’m the luckiest girl in the world to have an aunty as amazing as you” she says and you feel happy tears begin to fall down your cheeks as you throw your arms around her and whisper

“And I’m lucky to have you too Brookie” you say giving her the nickname that you had started calling her just before she had left for fashion school, the two of you hold each other close for a little whilst longer before Juliette and Asha announce that they’re joining your hug too and you chuckle as you feel two more pairs of arms wrapping around you.

“To Y/N and Sawyer!” they all cheer and you chuckle

“To me and Sawyer,” you say before you all fall back against the couch chuckling.

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