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i've been sleeping so long in
a twenty year dark night
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relocated !

hi everyone—this is an inactive blog. my new blog, where i shitpost and occasionally write is @louvrr . i have recently deleted all non-writing posts from this blog and redone the masterlist. otherwise, all asks have been deleted.

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coming out to draco as bi

requested by anonymous

pairing. draco malfoy x female! reader (platonic!)

note. to the absolute darling who requested this, i hope you love it. i’m pretty sure it’s bi pride day (or like 1.5 hours to it lol). i adore every single one of you. you are amazing. i know this is female reader, but too all the bi boys out there just know i love and appreciate you just the same.

by the way... i made this a platonic pairing because the plot kinda called for it, i hope that’s okay !

this isn’t proofread so plz excuse any mistakes. thankss

  • you had been friends with draco for what felt like forever
  • honestly you were one of his favourite friends, he’d never admit it ofcourse, he wasn’t going soft or anything
  • anyways
  • very, very few students at hogwarts were out of the closet
  • you were not one of them
  • but they all seemed so...heck you didn’t even know. but they were themselves, and so proud to be who they were that it made you feel like you could be yourself aswell
  • you wondered if perhaps coming out would all be okay
  • that you’d be loved and accepted in the same way
  • suddenly i’m dr. suess
  • so overtime you tried to gain the courage but the words just didn’t come out
  • you didn’t really try again til a party in the slytherin common room, where draco came and sat with you
  • ‘what’s got you so sad?’ he asked
  • ‘what?’
  • ‘well....you’ve been sitting over here silent for the whole party. excuse me for thinking something’s wrong.’
  • ‘it’s nothing, draco.’
  • ‘i’m not leaving till you tell me. it would be much easier for us both if you did sooner than later.’
  • you weren’t sure what to say—so you told the truth
  • somewhat
  • ‘i like this person, and they like someone else.’
  • ‘obviously he’s a complete moron’
  • ‘she’s not. she’s perfect.’
  • where the fuck did that come from? certainly the firewhisky talking
  • ‘you like girls [Y/N]?’
  • the nervous feeling picked up after he asked that
  • ‘.....and boys’
  • and you finally look over to him
  • and he’s just sitting there smiling at you
  • :)
  • a genuine draco smile
  • ‘i’m proud of you, you know that?’
  • and the nervous feeling washes away because ofcourse he was
  • BEAR HUG
  • he may be a dickhead but he loved his friends
  • especially you
  • you were such a amazing person
  • he couldn’t help but admire the complete and beautiful human you were becoming
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dating lily evans would include

pairing - lily evans x female! muggleborn! reader

requested by @doitforthevine67 ( thank you sm! )

note - i’m a simp for lily now. i hope you enjoy! i pray to god i got the timeline right. p.s i am in no way trying to justify snapes later actions by the boys pranks. also I’m sorry for any spelling / grammar errors, i wrote this wayyyy to late.

( more fics and hcs on the way ! )

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james potter dating a girl with social anxiety hcs

please read ! hi. i’m back. sorry for being inactive with writing but i have so many ideas i’m estatic to write and am back now. i wrote this when i wasn’t doing the best, and originally only wrote it for myself and myself only ( it’s stacked with my own triggers ) as a way to vent a bit and provide myself w some comfort. it’s sat in my drafts and i now realize that maybe, somehow it could help someone in the same position as me. it had somewhat of a decent structure so yeah here it is.  i also know there are so many more triggers people have but i only included ones i am familiar with. anyways i love you and you are not alone. your struggles are incredibly valid.

not edited or proofread!

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naps with draco hcs

posting a little upcoming fic list soon ! stay around. i didn’t edit this very well so sowryyyy. i l u !!

  • this boy never usually had naps. LIKE EVER.
  • but one day he came back to his dorm, to see you sleeping very peacefully on his bed
  • so he just cuddled up to you, and fell asleep in minutes
  • and once he woke up, seeing you just staring at him with a little smile playing at your lips.....
  • he realized it was the best sleep he ever had
  • so it became much more frequent
  • would never admit to it to his friends but who’s he kidding? THEY ALREADY KNOW THE BOY IS SOFT FOR U
  • on the weekends? good lucky moving away, he’s like a teddy bear
  • a whiny baby if you try to get up
  • after a long day? 100%
  • rainy days? ofcourse
  • the thing is, though....
  • he can’t nap without you
  • NO MATTER HOW HARD HE TRIES
  • but when you’re cuddled up next to him in his clothes his heart just burstssss
  • sleepy kisses
  • and he tries to stay up to talk to you, but ends up falling asleep quite soon
  • after all being a good student, criticizing pottah, and eating apples and climbing trees is truly exhausting
  • every date has to involve a nap
  • some dates are literally only naps
  • one time he waited in your common room for you to come down for a date at hogsmeade
  • long story short he ended up just napping in your sweatshirt while his head rested on your chest listening to your heartbeat
  • just a softie in love ME TOO
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Tickle fights with Draco or Cedric I REALLY CANT STOP IMAGINING THIS

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ren! my saviour! i did cedric ahhh

🍋 - request some hcs !!

  • even before you started dating cedrics favourite thing about you was your laugh
  • and how you would get absolutely flustered when he said he loved your laugh
  • so when he finally asked you out he made every effort in the world to hear it
  • it put him in a substantially better mood no matter what
  • and one day you were giving him the silent treatment because of some stupid joke
  • and he tried to make you laugh
  • it didn’t work
  • so he tried more but finally gave it
  • threw you over his shoulder and didn’t put you down til he got to his dorm this man is fit as hell from quidditch
  • and then just started ticking the shit out of you
  • can’t you can’t ignore him any longer and just start laughing you ass of like people do
  • and he’s all happy because YOURE ADORABLE
  • doesn’t stop there
  • he’ll randomly do it whenever he pleases
  • sneaks up behind you in the corridors
  • even when your cuddling
  • in conclusion i love cedric diggory.
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through my eyes

pairing - draco malfoy x insecure! reader

word count - 644.

summary - a trip to hogsmeade with her friends leaves y/n feeling extremely insecure.

warnings - self hate and doubt (not well written or revised) is it ooc draco? idk he’s just v in love

a/n - hi. friendly reminder every single thing about you is beautiful. your size will never determine your worth. i love you. stole some lines from ‘heather’ by the baby, conan gray. this isn’t great but ah i have a sleepover coming soon!

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y/n stared at the mirror, hating the reflection. she hated the way her thighs touched, or the stretch marks where she prayed they would just fade overnight. she hated that her stomach wasn’t completely flat, and the cellulite. the outfit was nice, the skirt and the top. it fit how it was supposed to, and anyone else would have said it fit nicely. but it didn’t, not to the girl who was trying it on in the small boutique at hogsmeade village, she slipped the outfit off, and back into the clothes she came in, collapsed against the wall of the dressing room, letting a tear fall as her eyes stayed locked with her reflection. she knew she couldn’t cry there, her eyes would be puffy and then she’d have to explain. a knock sounded on the door.

‘y/n? we’re gonna pay, meet me us out there once you're ready’

‘okay’ she replied to her friend, in a convincing postive tone. she stood up, putting her shoes and coat back on and re-entering the main room of the shop.

‘are you going to buy it?’ her other friend asked

‘no, i think i have something to similar to it at home already’ the girl lied. she wasn’t dare going to tell them- not in the mood for friend pity, only wanting draco. they talked to eachother on the way back, y/n occasionally chiming in but not too often, in fear her voice would break. the second they got back to the castle she broke off, to the slytherin house, the barriers letting her in. she crossed over in dracos arms so many times i let her in by herself now. not very many people were in the common room, and the ones that did didn’t even turn their heads, so she continued up to his prefect dorm.

he was reading a book, legs crossed, but immediately put it away when he saw his favourite person at his door.

‘hi love. back so soon?’

walking over, taking her coat off, she cuddled right up to draco.

‘just hold me’ her face was buried in his chest when the sobs started. he was confused, what could have gone so wrong in a hogsmeade trip, he knew she was insecure but it couldn’t be that, could it? his thoughts were confirmed when she muffled something into his sweater

‘why are you dating me?’ it was a simple question, but it made his heart clench in his chest.

‘what?’ he didn’t really know why he said it, he heard what she said, but could hardly believe it

‘why are you even dating me, im not even half as pretty as all-‘ she was grumbling now and louder this time

‘y/n why do you think that im dating you? you do realize that i didn’t fall in love with you because your pretty- i fell in love with the rest of you- your beautiful face and body is just a bonus’ she laughed, or chuckled but that was enough. he paused for a moment before starting again ‘i fell in love with how kind you are, even to me after i treated you like an arse all those years. and how your face would light up when you laughed or saw something that made you happy or how you would slip others answers to questions they didn’t know, and came top of the year every year but didn’t once brag about it’ he paused once again‘i wish you could see yourself through my eyes, because darling you would love it, and i do too, i love you’ and that was the last thing he said, as he watched her drift off, or tried to as her face was buried into his neck now, and he was occasionally pressing kisses to her hair. limbs complete tangled.

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cinnamon girl

pairing - draco malfoy x hufflepuff reader

word count - 1.5k

warning - ooc draco kinda, curse words, not edited well

tags- @dracodear

a/n- i love you ahhh. this was inspired by ‘can i have this dance’ from high school musical. set in fourth year. switches between draco and y/ns pov! let’s pretend the yule ball was on the 24th. the dancing scene reminds me of laurie and jo from little women ahhh. tumblr is once again acting weird so i hope all the paragraphs make it. flashbacks in italics.

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the sky had risen in shades of gray, and the greenhouses were particularly cold as rain splattered on the roof

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the distance between us

pairing- draco malfoy x reader

word count- 9.7k

summary- the first time draco uses the muggle post system, it goes so terribly wrong, and a letter falls into the hands of a girl who was never supposed to see it, a muggle at that.

warnings- curse words, ptsd, anxiety/ panic attacks, depression mention of death, murder, blood and burns aswell as insomia, seperation anxiety (?) and my grammar.if these may trigger you, i suggested not reading.

a/n- this took me a while to get out, sry abt that. the reader was set to live in a canadian town called kelowna, british columbia. it takes place in readers grade 11/12 and dracos 6/7 year. i hope it’s not to self inserted, and you guys can enjoy and relate to it. big thank you to @dracodear for the help on this, love you! also thanks to everyone who left owl name suggestions, all were awesome and i ended up going with @winnsmills suggestion ‘noctua’ ! tumblrs been acting weird, so i hope it lets me post the whole thing. letters are in italics. also please note, this is off the movies timeline! i tried to fit in as many details as possible but some didn’t make it.

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the town was widespread. wineries and mountains everywhere, the okanagan lake splitting it down the middle, reconnecting the cities halves by a bridge. little snow and tons of rain. jeep wranglers in every colour roaring around into unholy hours of the night, bustling with life yet all to lonely at times. but hey, that’s kelowna for you.

rain was running down the windows of y/ns most boring class, last period biology. she knew she should be paying attention. she had a high gpa to maintain, and couldn’t afford to fail another class besides french. the last five minutes of blabbering ended after what felt like a year.

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cedric comforting you through panic attack hcs

  • the first time it happens he goes into shock
  • he just wants to see you happy
  • and you certainly didn’t look happy
  • so he just kind of sits there staring at you
  • but the next day he asks you what happened and you explained it was a panic attack
  • he asked you what he could do next time it happened
  • what a sweetheart 🥺 where can i buy one
  • the next time it happens when you guys are in charms class
  • and you were just staring off into the distance
  • sweat trickling off your pale face
  • he was sitting on the opposite side of class
  • but noticed you looked petrified
  • before that moment he didn’t really know that not all panic attacks included rocking back on forth while hyperventilating
  • so the second y’all are dismissed he takes you to his dorm and sat you on his bed
  • a solid foot and a bit apart
  • wanted to make you laugh and crack a joke but took it very seriously
  • and he talked about where you were, and things he could see around the room, etc.
  • practicing breathing methods when yours gets out of control
  • traces your hands with his fingers to calm you down
  • once your calmed significantly
  • he asks before touching you anymore than he did with the hands ( THIS IS SO IMPORTANT ! )
  • big hugs
  • back rubs
  • cuddles
  • kisses you all over your face
  • tells you how much he loves you
  • and how he will always be there to take care of you
  • from then on he never puts you in any situation that may trigger a panic attack
  • but can recognize them a lot faster when they do happen
  • just loves you so much okay?
  • okay

a/n- ive never done these before, hope it’s okay and that you’re doing well.

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dancing on my own- cd.

pairing- cedric diggory x reader, unspecified man x reader

word count- 941 (smol bean) warnings- curse words likely and not heavily revised

a/n- hi. im sorry this is kind of sad. lyrics are from the songs ‘dancing on my own’ by calum scott and ‘marry me’ by thomas rhett and are bold and flashbacks are in italics. if you’ve ever watched obx i picture the wedding to look like the midsummers episode kind of?

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of all the things things cedric was hoping to do this summer, watching y/n marry someone else, was unsurprisingly, not on the list.

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say love—draco malfoy

pairing - (hufflepuff! reader) draco malfoy x reader, cedric diggory x reader

word count- 4.3k

warnings- cheating? toxic relationships? curse words? my lack of diverse grammar? spelling? not heavily revised? yes this has it allll.

quick note: cho, the reader, and draco are all in the fifth year, cedric is two years older (cause idfc what villain i make this boy out to be he is not dead) anyways ilu and hope you are well. here we go.

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y/n was sweet, kind, compassionate, gorgeous and smart, so when she caught the eye of cedric diggory a year earlier he made it his personal mission to get her to go out with him, even on one date.

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