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Various writings and character analyses

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They/them, 27, autistic ______________________________________________ Several fandoms I traverse, seeking pointy ears and pretty eyes. What should find me but feels and barely contained squees. Long do I toil through the eves and nights, for overthinking is my life.
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Puki will you leave tumblr because everyone’s acting like it’s dead now :(

oh yeah its SO dead.

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i literally fucking blinked and this shit happened istg y’all are insane—

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For Mod Betty!

Could I get headcanons for Klavier being comforted by his s/o after the events of Apollo Justice 4-4? Maybe his s/o is a bit unsure about how to approach him and all? But they just wanna show him how much they care ._.

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Sure thing! Apologies if things aren't 100% accurate cuz i haven't seen AJ in a while but I hope you enjoy reading!

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Fandom: Ace Attorney 

Characters:Klavier Gavin

Author : Mod Betty 

Warnings: Spoiler warning for Apollo Justice

Reader is gender neutral 

Word count: 816 words

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-Finally this accursed trial is over was all Klavier could think of as he left the courtroom without another world

-He was surprised that he was able to keep the facade for so long , pretending like this mess barely affected him 

-When he left the courtroom , the weight in his shoulders is still there, heavy as it was when it was revealed that Kristoph was behind all this 

-Anyone who passed by could sense his dark aura as he left for his office to do any remaining work he has , but honestly he'd rather huddle in a hole and never come out 

-As he walked home , the only things on his mind was that trial from 7 years ago, how he was basically the reason someone's lost their most prized possession, his attorney badge.

-When he got home he didn't want to do anything but lay down, he unlocked the door and went inside without announcing his return

-You walked up to him to greet him but you noticed his sour room, concern immediately showed on your face as you looked at him 

" Klavier are you alright? Did someone happen?" You asked him as he refused to look at you, instead he walked off to his room " just… leave me alone for a bit" was all he said before slamming his door 

-You stared in the direction of his room dumbfounded not knowing what to do, you obvious cared deeply for him and hated to see him this upset, you've seen the news about his brother killing Shadi Smith or as now revealed , the famous magician Zak Gramarye that disappeared 7 years ago but your gut feels was telling you there was more that happened and that more definitely happened today

-Deciding to respect his wish you left him alone in his room for a bit to maybe cool down if possible, even then you still couldn't stop thinking about it so after what felt like forever you sucked in a breath and went to his door and stood there 

-You were starting to second guess your decision, was this a good idea? Will this help at all? 

-Clearing your mind of these doubts you knock on the door and ask if you can come in 

-There was a silence, one that felt eerie and uncomfortable, before your mind could start running the possible scenarios a sad " come in" slipped out of your trance as you slowly opened the the,  closing it behind you as you looked at him 

- " How are you feeling?" You asked, an awkward silence rolled around making you anxious " Terrible " he mumbles , all energy in his voice is gone , his hair is a mess , his eyes red and empty 

-You hesitated but took a step closer, eventually sitting next to him, which he didn't seem to mind much to your surprise 

" I may not know what happened and I won't force you to talk but just know I'll always be there to listen or just be there in these times" you tell him , trying to reassure him of any doubts he may have as you finally looks at you and you see his face up close , his eyes red and puffy from crying, mascara running down his eyes , lip trembling, younger saw Klavier like this before, so sad 

-You couldn't help but come closer , wanting to embrace him , he gave you a silent nod as in giving you permission to touch him 

-You wrap your arms around him, one around his waist  rubbing small circles on his back and the other holding his head against your neck 

-He reciprocates the gesture holding you in a tight grip 

-You sat there in silence unsure of what to say when you felt something wet on your neck, Klavier is crying again 

-You've never knew in how much pain he was, you just rubbed his back to bring him some sort of comfort as you whisper things like " I'm here" and " Everything will be ok" , " I got you" 

-Slowly Klavier felt his eyes go heavy as he drifted off into dreamland with you still holding him 

-You laid him down on the bed, deciding to leave for him to rest when you felt a tug on your sleeve noticing he's gripping it like a vice, a silent plea for you to stay with him 

-You lied down beside him pulling his close to you again as you yourself feel drowsy,  before drifting off you gave his forehead a kiss before going through dreamland yourself 

-It will take time for Klavier to open up to you, however showing his more vulnerable side is already a huge step in it and you'll be there to support him in the thick and thin.

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Hi! Can I get headcanons for Phoenix, Klavier, Apollo, and Simon with an s/o that gives really good shoulder masaages? Like how often would they let them do it and how they react and such?

𝕾/𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖌𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖘𝖆𝖌𝖊𝖘

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Fandom: Ace Attorney 

Characters: Phoenix Wright,Klavier Gavin, Apollo Justice, Simon Blackquill 

Author: Mod Betty 

Warnings: none

Reader is gender neutral 

A/N: apologies of this is short but I hope you'll enjoy this either way!

Words count: 732 words 

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ℙ𝕙𝕠𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕩 𝕎𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥

-Finally his prayers have been heard 

-We all know how his shoulders and back start hurting so having someone help with that is a pure blessing to him 

-He doesn't get back pains too often but when he does he just goes to you asking for your massages 

-Phoenix finds himself resting on the couch in his office as your hands do wonders on his sore shoulders 

-He lets you do it often, often hearing a sigh of relief as his tense(old) muscles relax and the pain flies away as if it was never there 

-The first time you gave him a massage he was shocked , why did you hide this from him all this time!?!?? But he's glad he has someone like that 

-He usually melts by your touch and could honestly fall asleep if he wanted to if he didn't have a trial 

-During his stay in Khura'in and when he literally passed out due to his back problems he cursed himself for not bringing you along because he could sure use those blissful massages for desperate times like these

𝕂𝕝𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕖𝕣 𝔾𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕟

-Isn't the type of person who needs massages but does appreciate it when you give him one 

-The first time you probably gave him one was after the events of Turnabout serenade 

-Klavier was annoyed and honestly just wanted to lay down and not talk to anyone 

-Not wanting to make him feel worse you waited till he felt better enough for you to approach him and that's when you decided to give him a good massage 

-Klavier let out a sigh of relief as his body quickly relaxed as your fingers worked like magic on his shoulders and neck 

-He'll often praise you as he finds himself in pure bliss 

-He won't ask often for your massages but will ask whenever he feels like it 

-He'd probably ask to return the favor considering you too have hard days and he won't allow you to feel like garbage when you treat him so well 

-He may not be as skilled as you but he's trying and he isn't doing such a bad job 

𝔸𝕡𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕠 𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖

-Unlike his boss , Apollo doesn't actually have back problems and isn't necessary in need of massages however he gets tense often when he has a trial that day 

-He isn't necessarily insecure about his abilities but he can't help but feel nervous 

-His whole body tenses up like he just got electrocuted 

-You noticing this you decide to relieve him from some of that stress 

-Since there's some time before the trial you decided to ask him to sit down on the couch of the defendant lobby which he gave you a confused look before obliging , you put your hands on his shoulders and started to give a massage to his tense shoulders 

-Apollo let out a gasp of surprise asking you what you were doing 

-" You're obviously stressed out Apollo, you have to relax , everything will be fine" you tell him continuing to rub his shoulders as his muscles slowly relaxed 

-After that incident Apollo told you that if he needs to be brought back to earth to massage his shoulders, its almost as if its a ritual that not only makes him relax but also gives him a confidence boost as he enters the courtroom with you wishing him goof luck.

𝕊𝕚𝕞𝕠𝕟 𝔹𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕝

-Definitely needs massages because his whole body is sore from being stuck in a cell for 7 years 

-He's hesitant to let you massage his shoulders at first, mainly not wanting to look vulnerable but eventually he did cave in and oh boy he didn't regret it 

- He does sometimes get sentimental when your hands run over his scarred shoulders 

- When was the last time he felt this warmth before? Without even realising a couple tears started running down his cheeks which prompted you to stop what you were doing and ask him in concern what was wrong 

-He quickly rubbed his face and said " sorry to worry you, its just I haven't felt such gentle touches in so long" Which makes you look at him making sure he's all better 

-He's probably too busy to let you massage his shoulders so you have to pry him out of his work desk and make him relax with your famous shoulder massage 

-He does appreciate you taking care of him and making sure he's well.

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Request for Mod Betty! Can I ask for headcanons about how would Edgeworth, Apollo, Phoenix, Godot, Simon, and Klavier react if they accidentally saw their shy crush drawing them please?

ℭ𝔞𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔦𝔯 𝔰𝔥𝔶 𝔠𝔯𝔲𝔰𝔥 𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔪 𝓅.2

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Fandom: Ace Attorney 

Characters: Miles Edgeworth,Apollo Justice, Phoenix Wright, Godot, Simon Blackquill, Klavier Gavin

Author: Mod Betty 

Warnings: none

Reader is gender neutral 

A/N: I don't know German so I had to use Google translate on Klavier's part , apologies if I offend anyone (also translations :mein kleiner künstler= my little artist,mein mein=my my)

Words count: 1,517 words

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𝕄𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝔼𝕕𝕘𝕖𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕙

-He's the type to go on museums I feel like so he noticed your knowledge in art on how you analysed the different paintings and told him about what method was used to draw those images

- He respected your knowledge about art and often enjoys listening to you ramble about it especially how you're always s quiet not that he necessarily minded, he did enjoy your company 

-He's often busy with being the chief prosecutor so he didn't notice you sketching away in your sketchbook 

-The most likely scenario where he'd see the drawing of himself was when he was organising evidence for an upcoming trial when he noticed a sketchbook, he didn't remember having a sketchbook in his evidence but decided to check it to make sure and oh boy he's surprised to see his own face on the piece of paper

-His cheeks quickly turned pink as he stared at the drawing , he looked at the signature and recognised it as yours, so this was yours 

-He shut the book and put it on his desk to give it to you later 

-Yet his cheeks still had a pink tint to which his fellow detective noticed 

-"Uh Mr. Edgeworth are you feeling alright pal? Your face is sorta red" Gumshoe asks the prosecutor, worried about him working when he was sick " Nghh.. I'm fine Gumshoe.. let's get going " Edgeworth says with an annoyed look on his face.

𝔸𝕡𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕠 𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖

-He saw you read his favourite mangas and you sheepishly admitted wanting to inspire your style off the manga art style 

-oh he's excited to see your works and might ask you to draw some of his favourite characters

-He's also on the more oblivious side , always keeping himself busy and never notices you drawing 

-His boss however does take note of this and teases Apollo saying "You seem to have a secret admirer Apollo" leaving the boy in thought about who this secret admirer was 

-One day Trucy dragged him into another magic show practice session, Trucy pulled out her classic " magic panties" as she calls them to perform one of her magic tricks.Reaching her hand in she pulled an open sketchbook with Apollo's face drawn on the page clear as day. Apollo's face immediately turned red just like his suit looking at the page, it was your art style no doubt about it, were you really drawing him this whole time and he didn't notice!?

-" Uh Polly? You OK? You're starting to look like an actual parrot " the young magician asked looking at him confused before turning to see what she lage the sketchbook was on and understood immediately what got the young lawyer so flustered. 

ℙ𝕙𝕠𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕩 𝕎𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥

-You 2 where in the same department in university before Phoenix decided to do law so he was aware of your drawing skills 

- Unlike him you actually managed to keep your art skills and practiced even after university 

- He didn't mind that you weren't the talkative type , he actually enjoyed the quiet times you 2 had together with the occasional pencil scratching on paper sounds 

- He was always curious on what you were drawing, he also noticed how you always looked up at him then right back to the sketchbook 

-He thought about you posing drawing him but quickly dismissed the thought 

- Surely you weren't drawing little old him out of all people right? 

-On day he was coming back into his office after a tough trial where you've been waiting for him 

- Somehow you didn't hear him come in the room so you just continued adding little details to the drawing of him 

-Phoenix walked up to you and peaked through your shoulder to see what you were doing and oh boy was he sur, I mean he was suspecting this but he's still surprised at the amount of detail,he leaned on the couch looking at you before saying " Looks like you're the same ____ from our uni days when it comes to art huh?" Which lead you to yelp in surprise and turn to his direction " H-how long have you been standing there!?" You ask him looking wide eyed with a blush on your face " eh long enough to see myself on that piece of paper " he replies with a smug grin 

- Later he would like for you to teach him some art tricks you've got up your sleeve, it felt nostalgic to him to be able to draw again with you by his side 

𝔾𝕠𝕕𝕠𝕥

-Probably walked in on you drawing and that's how he figured out about your passion for art

- He likes talking with you over different meanings in pictures over a cup of coffee( or drink of your choice) 

-He's another one who's interested to know about art and if you want to you could always ramble things to him and he'll always listen neve turning you down 

-You 2 were probably at a coffee shop of a friend of his and you went to get both of your orders when Godot noticed your sketchbook laying there and a page was opened 

-Curiously he took a peak to only be met with himself staring at him 

-when you come back with drinks in hand you noticed the open sketchbook 

Shoot you forgot to close it when leaving ! 

-You awkwardly sat down , unable to look Godot in the eyes( or well visor ig) 

-" Hah seems like you found yourself a muse?" He smirked looking you before taking a sip of his coffee " make sure you drink that before it gets cold, that's what ruins a drink you know " he says as you quickly grab the cup and chugged it down when it had cool down a bit 

- He may seem unaffected by this whole ordeal but deep inside he's a flustered panicking mess 

𝕊𝕚𝕞𝕠𝕟 𝔹𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕝

-He's observant enough to figure out your skill 

I mean not everyone has a sketchbook and pencil at their disposal all the time

-Honestly he probably knows that you're drawing him before you even realise it, but he decides to pretend he doesn't know 

-You left your sketch on your desk as you went home last night and rushed for work tomorrow that you haven't even noticed you forgot your sketchbook as Simon's place 

-Meanwhile Simon had a" day off " but you could hardly call it that considering he was at his desk, reading all sorts of paperwork 

-His pet Taka flew away from his usual spot on Simon's shoulder to move a bit from his sitting position 

-Taka managed to get into the living room to see his master's face on a piece of paper that was sitting on the coffee table 

-The bird eyed the paper curiously before taking it into its beak and flying back to his owner's office 

-Simon raised an eyebrow at what his pet was holding but as soon as he took it into his hands he realised what he was holding

-The drawing you were always working on and not to his surprise it was himself , though he has to admit it's impressive the level of detail you've put into it 

-When you eventually come to visit him because you remembered you forgot something, he turns to you with a smirk holding the paper with the drawing of himself " And how long were you planning on keeping this to yourself hm?" He teases as your cheeks turn bright red and try to stammer and excuse but to no avail 

𝕂𝕝𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕖𝕣 𝔾𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕟

-He probably saw some of your works as you 2 talked about your passions, even if you did hesitate to show him your art you trusted him to not judge you 

-He was pleasantly surprised by your skill and often asked you for help on designing his new album cover 

- While practiced on his guitar , on the corner of his eyes he saw you looking at him then back at your sketchbook 

-He put his guitar back and walked beside you looking at you with an innocent " What do you have there mein kleiner künstler?"He asks as you keep the sketchbook close to your chest " Uhm nothing important " you mumbled looking away " No need to be shy now " he says as he leans in closer 

Knowing Klavier you thought that maybe you won't have to embarrass yourself by showing him what you've been sketching so with a deep breath you shoved the sketchbook into his face, nearly hitting him in the face but Klavier quickly recovers and looks at the page, amazed on how you managed you capture his perfect self on a piece of paper 

-"Mein mein, how impressive _____, I'm impressed " he compliments you before talking about how you could use your art or maybe even for his own career, but he will obviously pay you, he knows that art takes a lot of time and he knows he shouldn't just take that effort for free.

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Hey just wanted to say how much I appreciate the analysis you wrote on Mayuri Kurotsuchi. You laid down some things I've been screaming about in my head for a long time that I haven't properly written out. I want to give you kudos especially on what you said about the nature of Kurotsuchi's hatred toward Urahara. How Kurotsuchi craves that bit of recognition and acceptance that Urahara seems to have acquired so easily. It's good shit. Good shit. Keep up the good work~

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Thank you, I’m glad you appreciate it. ^^ It’s good to hear that people agree with my interpretation.

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Character Analysis - Kurotsuchi Mayuri

(There might be spoilers in this)

I’ll start off this character analysis by saying that Kurotsuchi’s character is somewhat inconsistent. When he’s first introduced, we see a psychotic, cruel tyrant whose actions are painted in an understandably negative light. We only see him physically abusing Nemu once in the series, though in later appearances he still callously dismisses her suffering and verbally abuses her. Of course, he still possesses all of the above traits in his future appearances, but they are portrayed in a much more comedic light. His cruelty is toned down to such an extent that he almost appears as a totally different character.

It might be tempting to dismiss Kurotsuchi as a textbook sociopath, with little to no empathy and a non-existent moral compass. While this is indeed a part of his character, there are also several layers I think it’s important to consider when it comes to understanding Kurotsuchi’s character.

Nemu (Nemuri Nanago, that is) is one of two character relationships I’d like to focus on. We know that she’s an artificial lifeform created by Kurotsuchi, and to a certain extent her personality is moulded by him. She’s quiet, placid and unquestionably a doormat, especially in regards to Kurotsuchi. In the final chapter, we find that he may not have 100% control over her character, as Nemuri Hachigo is loud, much to his irritation. However, one thing about both Nemus does not seem to have changed: Their devotion to Kurotsuchi. Both are seen following him around, apologising profusely for sometimes petty irritations.

To me, Nemu’s devotion to Kurotsuchi is one of the most revealing things about his character. We see other characters dismissing or fearing Kurotsuchi, egged on by his over-the-top appearance and mannerisms. Despite being one of the Soul Society’s most powerful and useful assets, he’s very much taken for granted and he knows it. Now, I’m not saying he really wants to be an approachable person, but I am saying that somewhere deep down, he wants to be accepted. Since he could not find this in anyone, he created a person who accepts him literally unconditionally - no matter what he does to her, she still finds herself genuinely relieved that he is alright.

Take, for example, the (extremely annoying) scene where four supposedly intelligent captains all lose their Bankais at once. Kurotsuchi is in the middle of an analysis, however Kyoraku and several other characters assume that he was not capable of completing his analyses even though Kurotsuchi doesn’t seem like the type to accept an impossible task without complaint. He’s seen throwing what can only be described as a tantrum at their idiocy, and then later joins the fighting himself showing an extensive knowledge of the Quincy’s powers.

Kurotsuchi’s intense hatred for Urahara Kisuke is never fully explained, though we know he knew him from his time spent in incarceration. Perhaps this goes some way to explaining it, considering one of the main reasons Urahara managed to get Kurotsuchi to work under him was by pointing out that if Urahara were to die, Kurotsuchi would inherit his title as head of the Technological Research Bureau, and it was implied that Kurostuchi may have been tempted to try and get rid of Urahara himself. However, Kurotsuchi is seen tolerating Urahara for almost a decade before the latter’s exile.

100 years later, we see a Kurotsuchi that will no longer tolerate Urahara, and instead displays his hatred for him openly. Perhaps this is because he no longer has to work under him, however I would say that Kurotsuchi isn’t the type of person to hide his distaste for a person, simply because he is incapable. So, it seems to me that his dislike for Urahara has intensified between the turn back the pendulum arc and the main Bleach series.

Why? Shipping fuel aside, I would say it has more to do with the appreciation issue I mentioned earlier. When Rukia needs something in the Human World, she immediately turns to Urahara. No Shinigami in the series does not know, or know of, Urahara and his services. Urahara’s name is well-respected in the Soul Society, exile be damned. Perhaps he’s even considered to be a better scientist than Kurotsuchi. When Ichigo makes an innocent comment about a similarity between Urahara and Kurotsuchi’s opening of the Garganta, he screams about how he wants to kill Ichigo painfully for it. His anger in this scene tells me that the biggest fuel for Kurotsuchi’s hatred for Urahara is definitely to do with scientific prowess.

So, to conclude, I’d say that Kurotsuchi is a much more complex character than one may think. He’s more than a simple sociopath. and an interesting character for me to speculate about. He’s somehow unpredictable yet still predictable at the same time, and his character can be interpreted in so many different ways. He’s the character I love to hate the most in Bleach.

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