all in vain

Feeling lost again.

You fill my thoughts all over again.

Don't want that after all the things you put me through.

If i close my eyes, i can feel that we are together, listening to the same song, breathing the same air.

Need someone who can accept me as who i am

Don't want anyone who wants to change me.

Today is your birthday and i'm saying goodbye to you for the last time.

There won't be any interactions anymore.

There won't be any thoughts of getting back.

Goodbye, for the first time.

If there is a lovers quarrel, there is relief.

If your beloved has gone, there is roads to walk.

Even if they died, there is afterlife.

But if you are never loved, you can find no remedy for that.

All i think is you

Nothing more and nothing less

Wherever i turn, i see you

The things you left behind

The pictures, songs and stuff

I don't know how to not see you

Now that you are out of my life

I want you out of my head too

You can't hurt me any more than this

I don't want a future with you

Not anymore.

It has finished. There is a hole in my chest that I can't possible fill right now. I don't know when I don't know how it will heal. It seems unlikely. For a better future.

All in vain all is illusion

Nothing's real nothing's matter

Born to die born to suffer

End it quickly make it stop

I can feel the end is near.

There is no hope of returning.

It's sad how everything comes to an end when you expect it the least

And it's devastating how there is nothing you can do to prevent this