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EXO - 210607 ‘Don’t Fight The Feeling’ Music Video

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fan art preview

~~so this is sort of a preview but i will upload the full versions~~

this was back in Eyes Wide Open era and back in November i didn’t have any work because of the ~~pandemic~~. so i decided to challenge myself to make 9 artworks of the girls for 9 consecutive days.

and i pulled it off yay ^^

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hello you all so i made a new blog where i will be uploading some fanarts and would really appreciate it if you gave it a look 🖤

#twice #fanart #fandom

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((pls do not repost this AU set))

idk what this is hahahaha i had an art block

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Mystic Messenger Jumin by Aradal

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小彼岸桜 by polotaro

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mykadeer-blog asked:

um hi there!~ i just want to ask if you are the one who wrote New Message on AO3? ^^ i enjoyed reading it!~

astral---injection answered:

Yup! That was me 💕

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Done with the artbook pieces, a self-rewarding quick doodle for me :’) Choi twins Mafia AU! If I’m not mistaken I’ve read on @promiscuous-jalapeno ‘s writings that Seven always carry guns everywhere plus wearing a hat. So why not make Saeran to double the fun <3 (Gonna draw a serious piece of them, kinda similar to this pose on my personal artbook later)

Sorry for the messy quality and if it’s not exactly like your writings bby ; v ; It just crossed my mind that I want to draw something after finishing the artbook piece. Gonna post the preview of kagehina piece + some of coloring tutorial which will be included in the artbook = v = /

Off to bed we go. Omg I can sleep at 2 AM this is a miracle :’)

Oh and before I forgot, I’ve reached 444 followers on IG;; Thank you guys!! *tumblr and IG huggies* I’m opening an art raffle soon, so be sure to check my updates on instagram

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© SWEET HOPE | Do not edit.

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yukimenokoes asked:

Have you drawn any haikyuu art specifically with Tuskki? (He's my fave character hehe, love the art btw :3 )

elleellenic answered:

I LOVE TSUKKI TOO //// ~~But actually I love everyone in haikyuu, they’re too adorbs;;~~ For the love of tsukki, here’s a quick doodle of him for youuu

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Anonymous asked:

RFA + V and Saeran reacting to MC having a miscarriage (sorry guys :,(

promiscuous-jalapeno answered:

@goddess-of-geeky

~Did somebody order angst with a side of tears? {-this is long i’m sorry-}

(This subject hits a sensitive spot for me so I had to give them all a nice finish.^^ “Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow.”)

◉ Yoosung

He was at the computer playing LOLOL when you approached him
He thought you were going to ask him to get off and eat dinner
“Just a few more minutes MC, there’s a rare monster.”
“Yoosung, I think somethings wrong…I’m bleeding…”
His face went pale and he tossed his headset on the desk
“The baby?…”
You nodded tearfully
He placed his hand on your tummy before rushing you to the doctor
Yoosung is a mess
He’s trying to keep it together for your sake but his hands are shaking
When the doctor tells you two the bad news he let’s go and cries
You both are just hugging each other
“You’re still a very young and healthy couple. There’s plenty of time to try again. Please rest easy for the next day or two.”
He’s treating you like a delicate flower
Cooks and brings you food in bed and makes sure you eat it all
Really he’s just trying to preoccupy his mind because he can’t bare to think about it
You ask to take a shower
Yoosung passes by the door and hears you sobbing through the running of the water
He broke down there in the hallway
When you get out he just lays in bed with you and you are both crying and comforting each other until you fall asleep
-After-
He was nothing but ecstatic when you found out you were expecting again
He got a mug made with the sonogram picture on it and uses it at work
It’s a boy!
He’s not a very good sleeper (the baby)((well Yoosung too lol))
Yoosung stays up all night holding him
Or rocking him with one arm and playing LOLOL with his free hand

◉ Jumin

You hadn’t gotten out of bed all day
There was a lot of pain in your back and you just wanted to lay down
When Jumin got home from work and saw you were still in bed and hurting
He was pissed at his staff
No one called him?????
He sent for a doctor right away and then just laid with you on the bed
Stroked your hair
Said everything was going to be okay
After examining you he pulled Jumin aside
“There’s no heartbeat, Mr. Han…I’m so sorry…”
When he walked back into the room with tears in his eyes you knew…
“Oh God…Jumin…”
You just broke down in sobs
He met you on the bed and pulled you into him
Let you cry into his shoulder
He glanced at the bassinet at the corner of the room
He was so elated he bought it the day you announced you were pregnant
Jumin buried his emotions about it after that day
He stepped away from work completely because you stopped eating
He turned his phone off
which is very unlike him
And doesn’t let anyone visit the penthouse
Just devoted himself to caring for you and helping you recover
Which helps him recover
-After-
Nothing could wipe the smile from Jumin’s face when it was confirmed you both were expecting once again
Kissed you so hard
It’s a girl!
Literally so spoiled omg
She’s a daddys girl from the start, he soothes her instantly when he picks her up
“This was your big sisters bassinet…we miss her so much. But she watches over you now.”
Sings lullabies to her omg it’s literally the cutest thing ever
You stand outside the door and just listen

◉ Zen

You had been throwing up all day
But it wasn’t the normal morning sickness you had been feeling
There was a lot of pain and you just knew something was wrong
Zen came home from rehearsals to find you on the bathroom floor
He immediately freaked out
“BABE! Why didn’t you call me?! What’s going on?!”
He ran to your side
“I think something’s wrong…”
“Oh my god…Ok, let’s get you into bed. C-Can you walk?”
“I don’t know, I have a lot of pain right now”
He picked you up and carried you to the bed
His mind was racing, he didn’t know what to do
He kissed your forehead
“I’ll be right back, okay. Just rest”
His hand lingered on your tummy
Stepping into the other room he pulled out his phone
He could barely dial, his tears were clouding his eyes
“Yes, hello?”
“Jumin…It’s Zen. I-I need a favor”
After explaining what was going on, Jumin didn’t hesitate to agree to send a doctor right away
“Please let me know if you need anything else. All of us will have you in our thoughts.”
He was a mess waiting
Though he tried not to show it
He paced around the living room taking deep breaths to calm himself before planting a smile on his face and returning to you, he wanted to be strong for you
“The doctor is on the way. I’m going to get you a glass of water and you have to drink it all, okay babe?”
It seemed like forever until he arrived
You described your symptoms and he took a good look over you
“Yes, these things are to be expected with the loss of a pregnancy early on…Make sure she relaxes for a while and call me if you need anything else.”
Zen couldn’t find the words to say
He felt so powerless in that moment
He got so excited when you both found out that he posted a selfie of you two with the pregnancy test
He felt this guilt in his chest, maybe if he hadn’t been working so much…
“I’m…so sorry, Zen” you cried
“Hey hey hey, cut that out,” he wiped your tears, “everything is going to be okay. I’m here with you…”
He let the director know he would be taking a few days off and pretty soon word got out to his fans about what happened
Gifts, chocolates, flowers, and sympathy cards all came pouring in
You got a lot of letters from fans that had also lost babies, and reading them together at night really helped you get through it
Jumin sent over a maid and chef to take care of things for a while, and although Zen grumbled about it to you, he was thankful
-After-
Couldn’t stop himself from shouting to the world that you’re pregnant
This time around he did his best to stay home more, as much as you tried to tell him it wasn’t necessary and you were fine
It’s a girl!
He’s constantly holding her
“You’re the most beautiful child to ever grace this planet. You’re not allowed to date until you’re 45. Don’t worry, daddy will protect you from those beastly boys!”

◉ Jaehee

It had only been five weeks since you found out the pregnancy took
You were feeling kind of odd and excused yourself to the bathroom
When you came out, face red and sobbing Jaehee rushed to your side
“MC! What’s going on??”
“It didn’t stick…we’re losing it…God, I’m so sorry…I don’t know what I did wrong I-”
She cut you off and grabbed your face in her hands
“Shh…Don’t ever say that,” she was crying too but kissed you, “You.Did.Nothing.Wrong. These things happen. That’s what we knew going into this, right?”
“Mmhm”
She wiped your tears
“It’s okay. Are you in pain?”
“…Not much”
“Alright. Well, let’s get you into bed.”
She made some tea and you spent the night watching DVDs together in bed snacking
She could be sad but keep a level head and positive mind
She spent the night reassuring you that it would happen for you both one day
-After-
Threw a small get-together when it was confirmed that you were expecting
All the RFA members were elated
It’s a boy!
Jaehee is super mom
She’s got this babies schedule down to a science
She knows how much he’s eating and how much he’s pooping and when and how long he sleeps
If there’s every a change in his patterns she freaks and calls the pediatrician lolol

◉ Saeyoung

You two were going to your scheduled check-up together
It was going to be the first time hearing the heartbeat and you both were elated
Saeyoung was dancing around the room as you laid on the table waiting for the doctor to come in
“Stop snooping through the cabinets before someone comes in and sees you!”
He had stolen a wooden tongue depressor and put it in his mouth
And was now grabbing gloves and putting them on too
“Excuse me ma’am I’m doctor cotton swab please spread your legs for me I need to inspect you. Stop laughing, that’s very unprofessional. I didn’t go to medical school for this!”
The knock on the door interrupted you and he jumped to your side as the doctor walked in
Trying to pull the gloves off before he saw
“Good evening you two,” he didn’t glance up from his paperwork, “Mrs. Choi, I’m a little concerned about some declining levels I see from your test…”
“What does that mean?” Saeyoung had a lump in his throat and he grabbed your hand
The smiles had faded from your faces
“Let’s just check one thing here before I go any further”
He put the gel on your tummy and placed the device on your skin, rolling it around with a furrowed brow
It was silent
The doctor sighed and removed it from you
He started to say some condolences but he didn’t even finish his sentence before you were sobbing
Saeyoung leaned down into you, running his hands over you in a soothing manner
It was tearing him apart to see you like this
On the drive home it was silent except for your crying
You noticed him gripping the steering wheel pretty tightly
When you got home Saeyoung pushed his own grieving aside, all he wanted was to be there for you
Though his usual way of cheering you up was jokes, and he couldn’t bring himself to make any
He only let himself cry when you were asleep
-After-
He was very very protective of you when you told him you were pregnant again
If Yoosung breathed too heavy around you he was smacking him
It’s twin girls!
Dr Cotton Swab™ passed out in the room when he saw two babies wiggling around on the monitor
He’s a master diaper changer
He keeps a timer by the changing table and is always working to beat his records
Falls asleep in the arm chair with them
A lot

◉ V

You had some intense cramps and V could tell you weren’t feeling well
He was pleading with you to take you in and be seen
It wasn’t until it hurt so bad that you stumbled (almost passing out) and grabbed onto him that he wouldn’t take no for an answer anymore and had someone drive you both to the hospital
It was hard for him to even get the words out to the doctor
“I think my wife is…having a miscarriage” his voice wavering
He didn’t let go of your hands the whole time the doctor was talking to you
He wished so badly that he could see your face
When the sound of your soft cries hit him he brushed your hair to the side lovingly and let go of his own sadness welling inside of him
V was so gentle with you when you got home
You both kissed each other and wiped each others tears away
And fell asleep in each others arms
The next day you didn’t want to sit still
“Are you sure you’re feeling up to this?”
“I’m sure. I don’t want to be cooped up right now… Let’s pack some food and go to our spot.”
It was a place you both frequented, a beach
V couldn’t see the sunset anymore but the sound of the water and the fresh air was therapeutic for both of you
You didn’t want to cry anymore and you both just cuddled and sat together quietly
-After-
Kissed you so many times when you finally told him you were going to have a baby
It’s a girl!
He was so nervous about being a new dad and being blind but he quickly adjusted
Has supersonic hearing, like, if the baby yawns from across the house he freaks out and runs to her
Jumin is constantly over playing with the baby and buying her ridiculously frilly outfits that you and V thank him for but stick in the closet never to be seen again

◉ Saeran

You were hurting the night before, and he pulled you into bed and held you close, hoping you would just sleep it off and be better in the morning
When you woke up you felt a wetness and sat up to reveal blood
Saeran freaked out and immediately began inspecting you
“Are you hurting bad?? Oh God, MC.”
You shook your head no, you weren’t hurting much anymore…
And that thought made you break down in sobs
You knew what had happened now
“Don’t move, I’m calling the doctor”
He was frantic and his hands were shaking
When he finally got a hold of him on the phone and explained what had happened, he was furious at the nonchalant tone he had
“I’m very sorry but there’s nothing we can really do at this point. There’s no reason to bring your wife in at this point. You just have to let these things run their course and call me if she starts to feel her pain worsening.”
He almost threw his phone against the wall and shattered it
That’s what he wanted to do
But you were more important than his anger right now
He found you back in the bedroom trying to clean the sheets while crying
“Stop stop stop…I’ll take care of that. Let’s get you cleaned up…”
He kissed your head and drew a bath for you
Letting you soak while he worked in the bedroom
The sound of your crying was like a knife in his heart and he allowed himself to silently sob while he cleaned up everything
You both were a melancholy mess and couldn’t even bring yourself to tell anyone
You spent the whole rest of the day and night laying with each other, both of your hands rubbing your stomach together
-After-
He still couldn’t fight that feeling in his chest when you said you were pregnant again
He felt at any moment it would be taken from him again
It wasn’t until he felt that first kick that he cried and kissed your tummy with joy
It’s a boy!
He won’t let the baby sleep in the bassinet you bought, he sleeps with the baby always
Loves when he has the baby and you both snuggled up with him, you both are his whole world
Secretly has the picture of that first ultra-sound still in his wallet, and looks at it often, wondering what it would be like to have both of his children alive in that moment
Makes Saeyoung use gobs of hand sanitizer before he comes near your child