eat your hearts out

So I gave up, then decided to continue, and now I’m giving up again

so u get this unfinished mess. I call it ‘how much of a disaster can I get away w making their hair’

this is probably too soft for them, but u see, idc

the rush of listening to bops while people are fighting fills me with primal strength

me: (googling) snake bite leg what to do

google: elevate and apply pressure

me: (lifting snake real high) apologize or else

mood

i finished reading all for the game by nora sakavic some time ago and guess who’s my fave

Love the style and the palette!

big mood

I see no difference

And now find the meme Kevin is based on!

Is it this one??

YES that’s the right one!!

kevin, when someone asks why he always follows andrew around:

power move: calling someone a coward in the middle of a fight while also running away from them as fast as you possibly can

neil josten

neil, andrew, kevin

reading the foxhole court. everyone manhandles neil SO MUCH. like, at least once per chapter someone is grabbing him by the collar or dragging him by his arm

there’s either a staggering amount of gay subtext between andrew and neil or a relationship is being set up

already onto the next book…. team become family…. i cry

HECK IT I’M CALLING IT NOW THEY’RE TOTALLY GOING TO GET TOGETHER

I’M ALCRHODEN FCKINF THEY FINALLY KISSED!!!! THE ABSOLUTE MAD MEN I’M SKDNWOSWDID

NEIL’S GONNA RIDE THAT DICK TO FINALS!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAA

3 books in 3 days…. what a ride. the ending was spectacular and i laughed and cried along with the foxes. neil, you absolute unit, you did it. and only like 20 people had to die lol

kevin dropping the biggest bomb on the ravens by saying ‘i’ve never been skiing’ and then going ‘we’re all going to die’ in the bathroom is the biggest fucking mood

An interviewer inevitably asks Kevin a question about switching hands in the middle of the final game and comments on how they didn’t know he could play with his right hand before the season and didn’t know he could play with his left hand again until this game and how that makes Kevin a real force to be reckoned with on the court.

Kevin is high off of the win, the fact that he’s returned to his former glory, the fact that he’s the best exy player no matter which hand he uses, and the fact that he beat the Ravens and proved he was a big enough factor in their winning every year for the usually last place Foxes to win with him there. He’s high off of the fact that he has still always have finished first place and none of the current Ravens can say that anymore.

He’s also feeling a little invincible after changing his tattoo and highkey hinting at his hand being smashed by Riko (and still living to tell the tale and win and be the talk of the exy world in great ways again). Maybe part of it has to do with how much braver the people he admires in his life have been. Maybe it has to do with how super scary things he’s admitted to haven’t really been the death of him. Maybe part of it is that Jeremy Knox watched the game and told him how amazing he was after.

But for the first time in years, Kevin is feeling secure enough in his ability to play and just in general to think maybe he can get through not pretending to be heterosexual after his exy career survived all that so he responds, “I put the bi in ambidextrous.”

Kevin plays it off all cool and casual and confident and then collapses to the floor having a panic attack the second he’s away from the cameras while Nicky freaks out in a whole other way because how did he not know this and Kevin just did that 🙌

rainy morning tokyo.