so here you are too FOREIGN for home
too FOREIGN for h e r e
never enough for both
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thank you so much for a wonderful couple of days, and here’s to many many more! —-halley♡
望月金鳳 Kinpou Mochizuki (1946 - 1915) 金閣寺 Golden Pavilion (Ginkakuji), 1903
SO COLD , SO LONESOME – feels it from weight of such concave response : alone . how haunting it was to feel this burden , to mutter it ‘neath breath & wish for a new day , only to repeat , repeat . wants to make it better , have it go ‘way , butbared teethbring more hurt ‘ver heal . they are wild animals ( * UNWANTED , UNWANTED ) , unloved by man ‘like , though they swear they would bring no harm . fingers twist , worry ‘round one ‘nother as she hums reply ; melancholy . i’ll stay . promise .
DRIFTS INTO THE LATTICEWORK of tree and thicket, ( away, away ) to an unknown route. a gown of void lost to their thorns, blacker than the shadows dancing across the wet earth. he hums back. it was the same hymnal as before, distant and interminable as an echo. the theatre mask bows as her eyes descend, it is their silent pact as monsters lost in this world. trembling, aimless, empty --- but not alone. he ebbs, farther now, without leaving the small creature’s sight. a spirit’s soft beckon, ❛ ah, ah. ❜ come this way.
where will she go ? past land & sea maybe, clean out of sight where dewdrops still hang from her tongue. she will leave naught but rosy morn in her wake, a sign of cleansing, the world rejuvenated by the subtle kiss of her paws. where life goes she must follow ; it is an intricate existence that goes hang-in-hand with the all-mother’s soul, etched into the very confines of her now aging heart. he wishes to follow her, he does not want to be alone anymore, not when the sun settled so close near his cheek.
wherever the wind may take me.
she is always coming & going as though she were spring itself, the first day of spring that still clings onto its winter sheen. blossoms blush to flourish yet they do not last — they never last. she never stays & perhaps he knew that all too well. her whiskers tremble, her breath shimmers outward into the open, free air.
you may come with me if you like.
THE WEARINESS OF HER HEART still sends a ( dim, dim ) ache roiling through the darkle. bloats him heavy with sorrows he does not know. he fears this will promise rejection; of his shadow, of his presence in this world, perhaps even the next. only now that cycle isn’t a mundanity, it’s a painful thought. to see the sun part from the horizon when he has grown to love her light. wherever the wind may take me --- not us.
slowly his mask would turn a cheek. expression fails him; it did not melt with frowning chasms. he grows distant, as frigid in thought as the vacuum of space. it was the anticipation of denial that deepens the ache, one absorbed now his own. black and squirming within him. again he is overcome with the desire to disappear, to fade into the nothing that he is. he nearly draws a trembled moan, a cry of recurring defeat.
her utterance tempers his, like a dark room abrupt with radiance. with eyeless gaze ‘pon her again, trance is lifted and the mask nods ( up and down, up and down ) with the elation of a child. ❛ e-ehh... ❜
i thought ... you were going to say no.
IF SHE CAN DO THESE THINGS WITH HER MIND —— WHAT CAN SHE DO TO ME ?
NO LIGHT , NO LIGHT ; all dark . obscure . vague . shuddering to life from ink & ash , clay molding to copy raw emotion – her timidity : how will he mirror that ‘fore disappearing ‘to smoke ? ( * CANNOT , CANNOT , CANNOT . )
doe blinks , shifts forward at the sound of his faint humming —— lips quiver as if to speak , soft tone but an echoe of imitation . ❛ mmmm . . . ❜
THE BLACK CHASM DEEPENS ‘pon his mask, shaping tiers into a wide smile. an expression vacant now visibly delighted with her response, the void is eager to carry their toneless song. another hum; soft, haunting, hollow. an echo of the night bereft of its stars. light did not thrive in deep, dark places --- did not reflect through the thin sockets of his mask. he is a spirit of old hungers, he is an unending pause in the present. how lonely it was. his teeth unseen would grit and chatter, but there is only silence 'tween their broken notes. please stay.
Waves , Kojima Island ,1890
Colour woodcut20.9 x 27.1 cm.
❛ JUST A SECOND! i’ll be right with you. ❜ the little witch rushed behind the counter, her robes billowing behind her with a slight TRIP in her step. once at the register, she opened up the little notepad to see if Osono had left her any messages regarding her side-business. ❛ ok! sorry about the wait. but everything here is baked fresh daily. what can i get you? ❜
THE SYNCOPATED BEAT OF rain against the panes, the rattle of chimes above the door; he bids them farewell with a soft hum as he moves further into the space. it emits with a powerful odour of confections, of fresh breads he has never seen before. he approaches the front counter, arms materializing from his tenebrous gown. he looks to the child, watching patiently as she tends to a notepad, then averts his attention back to the display of foods. an arm is raised, a slow beckon to slices of castella. he grunts, ❛ auh! ❜ this!
if ur having a bad day pls remember kao drinking tea & eating cake with his tiny arms.
Another day, another demon. It was routine to her now – resisting the urge to roll her eyes at the villagers’s panic, swiftly grabbing her bow and arrows, positioning herself, aiming, shooting and that was… wait, what? Kikyo became as taut as her bowstring when the arrow passed through the youkai, like it just… wasn’t there. Her surprise lasted only seconds, however, so that her display ofweaknessmight’ve been only an illusion.
❝ … What do you seek? ❞ She chose to ask, a second arrow ready and surrounded by deathly light.❝ Answer me, if you are able – if you value your cursed existence at all. ❞
THE PIERCING BLOW OF AN ARROW is lost to diminishing aspect, to his impenetrable shadow. he perceives the sound of its head collide with earth, he turns his attention to the arrow adorned in white feathers. it stands as resolute as its master. the mask is raised to look upon the priestess who wields the yumi, why is she aiming it this way? perhaps he has crossed the intended path; the spirit curves, reaching with stubby smoke arms to retrieve her arrow.
tension bubbles within him as he straightens. she exudes it, he devours it without will. he breaks out in jitters when faced with a harsh light to combat his shadow. he is unable to answer, unable to reason. in his confusion, he merely extends his arms, imploring she take the arrow from his open palms. ❛ a-ah, ah! ❜ please, take it!