Indefinite (and possible semi-permanent) Halitus of all R&C muses
This was a post I was holding off for too long now but I can’t ignore the issue any longer being I would have to address it at some point:
Anyways, if you already read the title, you kind of have an idea where this post is going. So yeah: I’m putting my Nefarious, Vorselon and Elaris blogs (@nxfariousdeeds , @terraklonxassassin , and @rangertxchnician) on an Indefinite, if not semi-Permanent, Hiatus
I have various reasons I’m doing this, but the main ones are these:
1) The lack of activity within the Ratchet and Clank fandom.
What it says on the tin. The RPC for the fandom is basically dead and my Mains are basically either busy or vanished off the face of the earth. It’s just not fun when you’re in a dead community.
2) Personal Trauma and Bad Taste in Mouth.
Yeah, I’ve had some personal issues with some people within the Ratchet and Clank RPC that really fucked with me (abuse, manipulation and gaslighting just to name a few) a few years back and while I have moved on for the most part; there are some things that still linger and likely will for a while. Not going to say who or what but there were no innocent parties throughout the ordeal. I’m just as guilty of starting shit but all of it did have me break down so it’s some messy stuff.
That and Ratchet and Clank fandom, in general, is a hot mess of a dumpster fire that I really don’t want much to do with anymore and a lot of my friends jumped ship for the same reasons as mine. Basically, outside of a few select people, I’m really just…done with it with this expectation of some occasional fanart and fanfiction.
Really the deciding factor here. My muse for all three is basically dead. I still enjoy writing these characters but not in a roleplay setting plus with the other points above, It really dampened with my interest in picking them up again.
Does this mean I’ll never touch these blogs again? As of right now: No but I did say ‘semi’ permanent. If my muse ever comes back for any of them and the community ends up becoming active again and isn’t a shit show, I may come back. Right now I’m more active over in the Transformers RPC, with my TFP!Starscream blog (@staarscreamxr) being the most active with me trying to get my Shattered and TFP!Soundwave blogs off the ground with a possible Knock Out blog and Transformers Animated muse sometime in the future. I do plan on trying to get Elora and Wander (@avalarianfaun and @blissfulwxnder) blogs going again being I still have the muse for them I’ve just been…busy I guess?
Anyways, that’s all I wanted to address…