im leaving (for real this time)
ive had my status as “on hiatus” for months now, but i recently took time to really evaluate my life, and ive decided that i dont want to come back. my overall mental health has improved wildly since ive been gone, and im at a point in my life where i can actually have good days, and i largely attribute that to quitting tumblr.
i am grateful for everything i learned about myself and others during the roughly five years ive been on this site, and i probably would not be who i am today, but its time for me to move on. i want to thank everyone here who was kind and supportive to me, past and present. i hope you all do well in the future.
id also like to adress someone specifically; to veronica (who probably wont see this), i know its not good to focus on the past, but recently i was thinking about how although our friendship ended particularly badly, and im not proud of how i acted towards you or adam near the end, im grateful for the time we had together and all i learned about myself in the process. our friendship was really important to me and who i am now, and i just wish i could’ve been in a more stable mindset when we met. im really glad we met, even if we parted on pretty bad terms.
anyways, thank you to everyone who i was lucky enough to call my friends, i love you guys a lot!!!!!!!! thanks for the memories and im sorry for such a sappy post i am a sappy person
