“J’irai jusqu’où tu m’aimes”

Summary:   "I'll go as far as you love me" is an AU story where Ladybug is being akumatized after dicovering the real identity of Chat Noir. WARNING: Tragic Ending. ANGST

WR: 3292 (2 Chapters for now)

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Disclaimer: I wrote this for fun years ago. It was in French at first, but I decided to rewrite it in English this time. Sorry for my English, I’m super not used to it.

Hope you guys enjoy it !

~~~ "I'LL GO AS FAR AS YOU LOVE ME" CHAPITRE I - The beginning of our end. My name is Adrien. Adrien Agreste. I'm a man like many others. Well, almost. This one of a kind story is mine. I share this story with the one who was most dear to me. The most wonderful and coureagous person I knew. She was the one who saved me from the darkest parts of my life. It's our story that we had secretly shared. It's a hilarious but sad story at the same time. It's a out of tune story. A broken one. A love story about two forever shattered hearts. It's our perfectly imperfect story. I will never forget the pages we wrote together. Even in my falling and after my last breathe, I will never forget it. I promise bugaboo, I will not. Our story will be engraved in my head like your lovely smile and your dreamy bluebell eyes. It's our story Marinette and I want to write it for you. Maybe I do it for myself too, to bury myself with the sorrowful memories I have of you. Maybe I write it for us, to fix all the promises we haven't accomplished. And we will never see the end of this story, unfortunatly. Perfect ending don't exist. I would have liked to believe otherwise. So I write it for you, for me, for us, Marinette. I write it to make our story lasts in time like all the love I had for you. I loved, I love and I will always love you. Adrien Agreste ~ Each day was the same for almost 4 years now. Nothing had changed. Time had passed quickly but it was always the miraculous Ladybug and Chat Noir, our two favorite super heros of Paris! Even if they were now adults, their relationship didn't change that much. Chat Noir was the big charismatic dork he always was. He continued to flirt with his Lady and to fill her with a dead amount of cat puns. Ladybug ended up losing count on how many time she rolled her eyes at her partner for his puns. But she was always laughing at his jokes and obviously was here for him in his rough times. They didn't know each other real identity for the moment. They didn't know when this amazing journey will come to an end. Yet, something was very clear between the two young adults: They were more than partners, more than best friends, more than lovers. They were simply soulmates. Nobody could have told them otherwise because it's what they felt in the depth of their hearts when they were looking at each other. Marinette couldn't dream of a better life than the one she had. Being the superhero of Paris wasn't a easy job, but she had everything she dreamed of. She had an extraordinary secret life that was keeping her busy. She had amazing friends. She had a loving family. She had a partner that truly cared about her. She had a life full of love and unforgettable moments. These memories contained a lot of times spent with Chat Noir to patrol in the city, to fight with Akumas or to simply talk in the night about anything and everything. She couldn't dream of a better life. Actually, she could. She could have imagined a love life with Adrien Agreste. The one she has been in love with for many years. Regretfully for her, she decided to move on after she was rejected by him when she confessed her love 1 year ago. Time got the better of her feelings. You know, flame of love sometimes die when it's not maintained. Friendship was still there at least and she accepted it. For her partner, Chat noir, she was always saying: "If Adrien wasn't here, I would have fallen in love with Chat." The only thing was their identities needed to stay safe. So she couldn't imagine a relationship with a man she didn't even know the name. Adrien and Chat was two important souls for her. She loved them. Not in the same way of course, but they were two people she cared a lot about. It was all that mattered for her. She was happy to have them in her life after all. On his side, Adrien was still head-over-heels in love with his Lady. Everyday, he was giving his best for her. He was always here when she needed him. What he loved the most was seeing her sweet smile after something dumb he said. He loved when she was calling him "His dork". When she was rolling her eyes at his puns. The way she was running, climbing, fighting with her -FUCKING HOLY ILLEGAL- astonishing body that made him melt inside everytime. The way she was looking at him with her gorgeous bluebell eyes. Her stubborn and coureagous personality. How her hair was floating in the wind when she was thinking. All her galaxy of freckles of her face. He loved, he loved, he loved. He loved her a little bit more everyday. And the only words he had on his tongue when his nose was full of her delicate parfume was: "Je t'aime." Whoever was under the mask, he was loving her with all he had. He was loving her unconditionaly and his feelings was pure. But Ladybug was not answering his flirting and always kept saying he was her best friend. He didn't complain about it because he respected her. Even if he was accepting his place, he felt his heart broke everytime she was rejecting him. The only thing he wanted was to love her like she never was before. Adrien had a secret he was keeping for himself. Even if he loved Ladybug, he had a little crush on someone else for almost 1 year after. Marinette. One of his first friend. All his heart was for his Lady, but shortly after he rejected her for his Lady, Marinette had his heart skip a beat of two. She was kind, smart, sweet, selfless, beautiful... Like Ladybug. He wasn't comparing Marinette to his Lady. He thought he had a type he guessed. Often at night, he was secretly wishing that Marinette was Ladybug. It would have been so much easier for him that way. Unluckily, she wanted to keep their identities secret to protect their cilivian selves. She had a point and he respected that. Althought, he wanted her to change her mind soon cause he was tired to wait. He wanted to know who was the love of his life. He was a man now. He was able to protect her. He wanted to offer her the life she dreamed of and be at her side. She was worth every little fragment of love and happiness in this world. He wanted to build his own loving family with her. He kept hoping that one day she would open her heart to him. Everything was fine and for the best. Until the day where their lifes were turned upside down. "C-Chat…"  processed hardly Ladybug with a surprised but unsure look on her face. She was in shock. Her hands and shoulders was shaking consistently as she was looking at Chat Noir with dread. She couldn't believe it.

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