I’m so not ready for this...
I’ve been keeping to myself lately -- only really re-posting things -- I’m still a little in shock over Arrow ending and then the announcement that Emily is leaving Arrow. It was a gut-punch and one which I probably would have taken better if I hadn’t already been grieving over Luke Perry.
That being said, tomorrow will be Emily’s last episode as a series regular and I went straight into mourning the impending loss of Felicity and Emily. I needed to get my thoughts together and wanted to post something before the finale though for Emily. To thank her.
The character of Felicity Smoak, and more importantly Emily’s portrayal of her, changed my life. I see so much of myself in Felicity from wanting to do something with my life that helps others, to being the smart one and not feeling that I was as pretty as others -- that someone would never choose me over the popular, beautiful girls around me. Felicity, however, proved that you could be nice and smart and get the guy all while saving the world and helping others.To be selfless and truly have a purpose. That everyone matters -- it doesn’t matter who you are, and that one person can change the world if they try.
Emily/Felicity is the heart of Arrow and I just don’t know how they’ll be able to the last season without her -- it just won’t be the same. I’ve got my fingers crossed that tomorrow won’t be the last we see of Felicity, but I’m so worried based on some of the articles I’ve seen about the end of the episode.
Arrow changed my life. It brought me so many new friends and it’s an escape from my everyday life. It’s the one thing I look forward to, and more often than not the one thing that gets me through the week. I don’t know how I’m going to live without it -- knowing that eventually there won’t be a new episode to look forward to... and to be honest tomorrow just might be that last day. Sure I’ll most likely watch season 8, but it won’t be the same.
So thanks Emily for everything you have brought to Arrow and bringing Felicity Smoak to life. To being the role model I didn’t know I was looking for and showing the world that it doesn’t matter who you are, if you want something you can have it if you just work on it and believe.