when you're ready for love

hyungwon for star1 magazine

based on one of my fav harringrove fics, a baby shows up on yohan's doorstep with big brown eyes and wispy hair. concerned, he takes the child in and does his own digging for the parents. but with no luck, the baby stays under yohan's care. elijah thinks he's so adorable, and gaon isn't not himself, per se, but yohan does notice a quieter difference in him.

yohan takes to the baby so easily. after all, he helped raised elijah. giving them a bottle and changing diapers is second nature at this point. but it sticks in his head that gaon's hesitantly, so very unlike him. he interacts with the child, cautiously. and maybe it's a product of gaon never having grown up around children - an only child, after all.

but yohan also knows there's something else. something gaon isn't telling him. he doesn't prod like he normally would. instead, gives gaon the space he needs to adapt. yohan's not quite sure if the baby should stay under his care. it's quite the predicament, and even further suspicious when he starts noticing the baby's characteristics and personality, very much like baby elijah, even more so like isaac. but definitely that of gaon and himself.

the baby has an identical mole on his neck as yohan. the color of his eyes are the same rich, dark brown shade that regards yohan with curiosity, caution and love. yohan has his suspicions, as absurd as they are. until gaon confesses in the midst of a baby's wail, unable to calm him down and overwhelmed with the prospect of this new life.

on an accidental whim, gaon might've wished for a family. unbeknownst to him that yohan promised himself he'd keep gaon forever. and instead of the universe granting the normalcy that is their family, it extended it by one - a blend of yohan and gaon in a tiny human who showed up on yohan's doorstep just as perfect as the day gaon did, too.

okay so update on the outfits bc i found a few cheaper options!! i think this is what im gonna go for. i went ahead and ordered everything in two sizes so i can try them on and then return what doesn't fit. fingers crossed!!!

okay so here are the possible outfits for my work trip. are these okay maybe? i gotta order them and try them on tbh.

and i'll only choose one shoe. i'm leaning toward the plain one without the metal on it?? that seems more neutral to me idk.

also the top long sleeve shirt and pants are the same color.

the other beige dress, jacket and pants are also the same color. i tried to match it and reuse items like the short sleeve shirt to cut cost.

the color palette btw is brown, tan, white, cream or gray. they're linen bc we'll be in a hot climate and most linen is this color.

if i made an outfit collage of the fits i think i might buy for my work trip, would yall help me decide if they look okay? bc i have no one else to ask.

also while we did get a gift card to help out with our outfits, i'm gonna have to spend over it just bc ofc the site suggestions they had were 1. super expensive but 2. not really plus size friendly.

hello ppl who are more well traveled than me via plane. bc of my work trip next month, is there anything yall think is important to take?

for example, i just bought a mini portable steamer/iron to take w/ me bc this is Professional, and i gotta look put together lmao.

OH he’s serving CUNT!!!

yeah yohan's a brotherfucker, what about it