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no actual writing, only elaborate fantasies

@bigboldgold / bigboldgold.tumblr.com

Gold - they/them - enfp - currently writing Memories of Belladonna (Tested is shoved to the side atm) - asks/DMs are always open!
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Official WIP Intro- Memories of Belladonna

Genre // Fantasy-adjacent, mystery-adjacent, romance

Status // drafting

Themes // Found family, acceptance, secret systems, racing against the clock, gaining trust, losing trust, rivals -> reluctant partners -> friends -> … lovers?

~Synopsis

Elena Carter lives in content. At Bell Dean Academy, she and her friends are the highest on the food chain. She’s at the top, and when you’re in the Wisteria dorm, you can’t fall. Anything she says, goes. Students and teachers alike want to answer her beck and call. It’s her junior year, and she intends to live it out to the fullest. 
Until she gets randomly relocated to the Calendula dorms. Calendula: the dorms that, until now, only held four of the worst kids in school. Calendula: where you’re sent after doing only the worst deeds you can do at the Academy. Calendula: code for social suicide.
Things are looking bleak. No one talks to her anymore. She gets off on the wrong foot with her dorm mates (not that she cares). Her only chance to stay on top is a party in the woods where, if she were caught, she’d be out of the school for good. But she’s Elena Carter. What’s the worst that can happen?
Your annoying dorm mate comes to rescue you. You get lost in the woods with them. And you stumble into one of the most powerful secrets Bell Dean Academy has ever had. A secret that could make or break the modern world as we know it.
Elena now has the fate of the Academy (and possibly her life) in her hands. Oh yeah, and in the hands of the most annoying person you could ask for. 

~Characters

Elena Carter, she/her- Ex-Wisteria, now Calendula resident. Hold herself to such a high pedestal that she doesn’t know what to do when she gets knocked down.
Lake Walker, they/them- Proud Member of Calendula for almost 3 years. Still a stickler for the rules, even if the rules are what got them in Calendula in the first place.
Nadia Zogby, she/her- Proud Member of Calendula for 2 years. The most aggressively affectionate person you will ever meet, and I love her for it.
Skyler Zhou, she/her- Proud Member of Calendula for 2 years. Every little move, every word, is so carefully thought through that sometimes it’s better not to say anything at all. 
Willow Young, she/her- Proud Member of Calendula for almost 3 years. Huge plant lover and will support her friends through anything. 
Kennedy Jackson, she/her- Proud Member of Wisteria for 3 years. One look from her could make you wish you never left your bed that morning. 
Paisley Hall, she/her- Proud Member of Wisteria for 3 years. Holds information on everyone, even you. She won’t hesitate to use it.
Andrew Moreau, he/him- Proud Member of Adonis (the male dorms) for 3 years. Willing to do whatever it takes to get his way, or to weasel out of whatever he wants.
Amelia Dean, she/her- The current of headmaster or Bell Dean Academy. Always a little off. More than a little off. 

Extra Notes // I really wanted to do a more official intro for this one, so here it is. I promise, no more intros after this. Here is the sillier comic sans intro I did a while ago. This is most likely going to be the story I focus on during NanoWriMo (hopefully to finish it) but I am slowly drafting now as well. I’m always open to asks and DMs about anything Memories of Belladonna related!  

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Update!

Here’s a two week update (you could say) about my writeblr! How exciting!

Hey all! Here’s what I’ve been up to, and also my plan:

- I don’t know how active I’ll be, because I’m both planning my new Nano story and going through personal stuff, so who knows.
- Speaking of, my new Nano story is in the works! I have absolutely now clue how much I’ll be sharing during the actual NanoWriMo, but rest assured I will be committing hard to it (and letting you know what’s happening).
- MemOB will still be in the works, of course! Tested might officially be moved to a personal project, but who knows. 

I’m going to try to be more ACTIVE, both on writeblr and in my own wips. I really don’t know what I’ll do from here, but I will always keep y’all updated!

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just felt like posting an update: sorry for not being active! I’ve taken a break from writing/writeblr in general because of school, mental health, etc. I’ll either be back by next week OR by Nano, either one might happen. I think I’ll be developing a new wip for November, but who knows.

Thanks guys!

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Happy Tender Tuesday! Let's talk family. Do your OCs SOs get along with their family? Is there any point of tension? If so, how do they handle it? Are there hints dropped about grandkids? Horribly embarrassing baby pictures?

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Happy TT! Thank you for the ask!

Elena’s family isn’t exactly “out of the picture”, but both due to [redacted] events at the end of the story and the fact that they’d no doubt disapprove of Lake in many respects, Elena doesn’t think she’s going to interact with her parents any time soon.
Lake’s parents are different. There’s always been a sort of awkward relationship (especially since Lake had come out), but not bad or anything. There’s a reasonable amount of tension between everyone. Both of Lake’s parents try their best to respect their pronouns and respect Elena as well, especially now that they have to trust both of them with... well, [redacted]. Regardless, I like to think that the parent-couple relationship ends up being pretty sweet. Elena sort of gets the parents she didn’t think she’d ever have.
To answer, yes there are baby pictures. Yes they are embarrassing. Yes Elena loves them. 
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Anonymous asked:

time is NOT real. late storyteller saturday!! what do your characters love most about themselves? hate most about themselves? ~crystallized-ink

You’re so right, time is NOT real. That why I’m answering even FURTHER away from STS. To spite the passage of time. 

Elena loves her confidence. She doesn’t think it’s “egotistical” or anything (sometimes it is, but don’t tell her), but mostly it’s just this reassurance that she knows what she’s about. She knows herself. 
She hates when her feelings get the best of her. It’s not a priority.
Lake, on the other hand, loves their empathy. How much they care about everyone all the time, and how people love to depend on them. 
But sometimes, they hate that they care so much. They maybe even that they don’t have anyone to depend on.
Nadia loves to defend the people she loves. Whether that be verbally or... physically.
She hates when it ends up being physically. 
Skyler loves her mind. She’s always succeeded in environments like school, but her mind works wonders in other ways. Most of the time, they’re wonderfully logical. 
It’s not always beneficial. She doesn’t like some of the ways her mind tends to work. 
Willow loves her understanding. She loves understanding everything and everyone in the world around her. 
She hates that it makes her want to know everything.
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do any of us WANT to write a novel for nanowrimo or do we just want to disguise the crushing anxiety of november with an insane goal that we can blame for our stress levels

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bigboldgold

whatever do you mean... I have no stress... in november as time of year specifically... in america... right now... and I don’t need an escapism tactic........... 

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OPERATION SILVER VERNIRON (CHARACTER INTRO)

Basics ↠ Silver Estre Verniron. Human. 22. Cis man (he/him). Bisexual. Lives in Blessing, Vallera. Aspiring musician currently working as a vet receptionist.

Magic ↠ Silver possesses the ability to directly connect with the energy of spirits, and is able to use magic to piece together new “spirits” (personified magic). These spirits do not last for long but are strong and are capable of holding meaningful interactions with living beings. Silver had no need for imaginary friends as a child.

Appearance ↠ 5’9”. White skin. Green eyes. Very dark brown hair that reaches just past his shoulders. Various scars on arms. Plenty of freckles. Right eyebrow is pierced. Wardrobe varies but often includes hoodies, t-shirts, jeans, etc.

Personality ↠ Alert, brave, more protective than he cares to admit, honors his commitments, always there, trustworthy, intelligent, pretends to be aloof, pessimistic, temperamental, self-destructive.

Family ↠ Marin Estre (father), Iria Verniron (mother; status unknown), Cyan Estre (half-sister), Mattie Glaze (half-brother)

Girlfriend ↠ Thera Gyrhuia

Excerpt ↠ “ “What does it look like I’m doing?!” he spits, and the guilt hits immediately this time. He looks away, clenching his fists as he trembles with both anger and shame. He can feel Faeldil’s stern eyes on him.

“Silver,” she says, voice firm, “I know you’re angry, but that’s not my fault.”

“I know,” he mutters, screwing his eyes shut. Angry tears prick at his eyes. He should apologize, shouldn’t he? He’s trying to be better, isn’t he? He should apologize. Apologize. Apologize. “I’m sorry,” he forces out, peeling his eyes back open and looking anywhere but at her. “I didn’t mean to snap.”

“Apology accepted,” she says, gentler this time. “I know you’re trying.”

“Yeah,” he mumbles, still looking down at the paper, avoiding her gaze.

“…What triggered you, hon?”

He swipes the pen across the paper, hard enough to rip it a bit. “I’m trying to write.” He grits his teeth, starting to tremble again. “It won’t fucking work.”

“Ah.” She pauses. “Hon, I think you should take a break. You don’t look too hot.”

He snaps the journal shut, putting it on his lap and rubbing at his face. “Having anger issues is so great,” he bites out, the taste of unpleasant memories at the back of his tongue. Aysie, he feels terrible. ”

Operation Get It Right taglist:

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So i was GOING to make a joke in my last line tag that went like “wow already ___ words in and I’m info dumping like crazy wOaH!!!” so i went to check my word count......

I’m over 10,000 words already??? and it’s getting close to the act 1 end I had planned??? and basically I can do a one month + over 10k + end of act 1 celebration all in one day on the 13th if I wanted to??? and all of this hit me just now???

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Last Line Tag!

Thank you to @crystallized-ink for the tag! I’m very VERY happy with where the story is right now and I can’t wait to share.

There’s a little more silence. 
“And thanks.”
“For what?” Lake asks. 
“Standing up to Andrew for me. I was in a really uncomfortable situation, and while you definitely shouldn’t have even been there in the first place, it kinda worked out.”
“A lot of things worked out tonight.”
I roll the crystal in my hands. I hold it close. I can’t help but laugh. 
“I guess they did.”

Them. Both of them.

I want this to just be an open tag because 1) I’m tired and 2) I’m very tired! Feel free to do this tag is you feel like it!

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Official WIP Intro- Memories of Belladonna

Genre // Fantasy-adjacent, mystery-adjacent, romance

Status // drafting

Themes // Found family, acceptance, secret systems, racing against the clock, gaining trust, losing trust, rivals -> reluctant partners -> friends -> … lovers?

~Synopsis

Elena Carter lives in content. At Bell Dean Academy, she and her friends are the highest on the food chain. She’s at the top, and when you’re in the Wisteria dorm, you can’t fall. Anything she says, goes. Students and teachers alike want to answer her beck and call. It’s her junior year, and she intends to live it out to the fullest. 
Until she gets randomly relocated to the Calendula dorms. Calendula: the dorms that, until now, only held four of the worst kids in school. Calendula: where you’re sent after doing only the worst deeds you can do at the Academy. Calendula: code for social suicide.
Things are looking bleak. No one talks to her anymore. She gets off on the wrong foot with her dorm mates (not that she cares). Her only chance to stay on top is a party in the woods where, if she were caught, she’d be out of the school for good. But she’s Elena Carter. What’s the worst that can happen?
Your annoying dorm mate comes to rescue you. You get lost in the woods with them. And you stumble into one of the most powerful secrets Bell Dean Academy has ever had. A secret that could make or break the modern world as we know it.
Elena now has the fate of the Academy (and possibly her life) in her hands. Oh yeah, and in the hands of the most annoying person you could ask for. 

~Characters

Elena Carter, she/her- Ex-Wisteria, now Calendula resident. Hold herself to such a high pedestal that she doesn’t know what to do when she gets knocked down.
Lake Walker, they/them- Proud Member of Calendula for almost 3 years. Still a stickler for the rules, even if the rules are what got them in Calendula in the first place.
Nadia Zogby, she/her- Proud Member of Calendula for 2 years. The most aggressively affectionate person you will ever meet, and I love her for it.
Skyler Zhou, she/her- Proud Member of Calendula for 2 years. Every little move, every word, is so carefully thought through that sometimes it’s better not to say anything at all. 
Willow Young, she/her- Proud Member of Calendula for almost 3 years. Huge plant lover and will support her friends through anything. 
Kennedy Jackson, she/her- Proud Member of Wisteria for 3 years. One look from her could make you wish you never left your bed that morning. 
Paisley Hall, she/her- Proud Member of Wisteria for 3 years. Holds information on everyone, even you. She won’t hesitate to use it.
Andrew Moreau, he/him- Proud Member of Adonis (the male dorms) for 3 years. Willing to do whatever it takes to get his way, or to weasel out of whatever he wants.
Amelia Dean, she/her- The current of headmaster or Bell Dean Academy. Always a little off. More than a little off. 

Extra Notes // I really wanted to do a more official intro for this one, so here it is. I promise, no more intros after this. Here is the sillier comic sans intro I did a while ago. This is most likely going to be the story I focus on during NanoWriMo (hopefully to finish it) but I am slowly drafting now as well. I’m always open to asks and DMs about anything Memories of Belladonna related!  

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Willow Young / MemOB Character Intro

Age - 16
Race - Irish
Sexuality - Biromantic Asexual
Birthday/Zodiac - March 18th, Pisces

Bell Dean Alignments

Dorm - Belonging to Calendula since the second semester of Freshman year.
Connections - Only connected to Calendula residents (Lake, Nadia, Skyler, and by association... Elena).
Secrets - Other than the fact that she sneaks plants into Calendula because, well, plants; she’s the secret keeper of the group. She likes knowing everyone, and keeping everything.
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Skyler Zhou / MemOB Character Intro

Age - 16
Race - Chinese-American
Sexuality - Aro/Ace
Birthday/Zodiac - August 25th, Virgo

Bell Dean Alignments

Dorm - Belonging to Calendula since the first semester of Sophmore year.
Connections - Only connected to Calendula residents (Lake, Nadia, Willow, and by association… Elena).
Secrets - Keeps a map of the school with her at all times, ready to add any passage or route that could be useful for… sneaking around.

Taglist, ask to be added/removed! - @cream-and-tea​, @aelenko​, @acatwithmanyfandoms​, @dahladahlabills​, @lend-your-lungs-to-me

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Skyler Zhou / MemOB Character Intro

Age - 16
Race - Chinese-American
Sexuality - Aro/Ace
Birthday/Zodiac - August 25th, Virgo

Bell Dean Alignments

Dorm - Belonging to Calendula since the first semester of Sophmore year.
Connections - Only connected to Calendula residents (Lake, Nadia, Willow, and by association… Elena).
Secrets - Keeps a map of the school with her at all times, ready to add any passage or route that could be useful for… sneaking around.

Taglist, ask to be added/removed! - @cream-and-tea​, @aelenko​, @acatwithmanyfandoms​, @dahladahlabills​, @lend-your-lungs-to-me

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types *how to write a huge exposition scene that needs to carry a huge emotional weight and also set up literally everything else about the plot* into Google

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Skyler Zhou / MemOB Character Intro

Age - 16
Race - Chinese-American
Sexuality - Aro/Ace
Birthday/Zodiac - August 25th, Virgo

Bell Dean Alignments

Dorm - Belonging to Calendula since the first semester of Sophmore year.
Connections - Only connected to Calendula residents (Lake, Nadia, Willow, and by association... Elena).
Secrets - Keeps a map of the school with her at all times, ready to add any passage or route that could be useful for... sneaking around.
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