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"Je ne comprends que l'amour et la liberté." mimi - 16 - toronto - infp hello! this is a side blog, so I follow as plantpanty or porcelait! I love jehan prouvaire, E/R, and suffering. all blog art is by the lovely elvishness links for mobile
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dohu

captive prince has only been in my life for a solid week and a half but i feel like ive loved it my entire life

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les amis as dramatic things i've done

enjolras: told my mom i wanted to "ruin my life rather than be controlled by my father forever" just because i didn't want to make a professional phone call out of anxiety
combeferre: livetexted a friend while watching the narnia movies all the reasons why i have beef with the general consensus of the pevensie siblings' hogwarts house sortings
courfeyrac: on our year 11 field trip i was talking with my friend whom i had a crush on but had repressed and his mom called and he was talking to her so sweetly and before he hung up he said "take care, i love you mom" and i literally only then realised i was in love with him so i got up and said "ok gotta go" in a really strangled voice and started running away, stormed into my room and faceplanted onto the bed groaning before my best friend said "what happened, u realise ur in love with him or what?" and i shot up screaming
grantaire: made an entire groupchat for me and my friends to vent about our crushes which was basically a thinly veiled excuse for me to whine about my crush
bossuet: was running late to my lesson and the bus wasn't due for another 30 mins so i made the mistake and decided to walk all the way to the lesson and because i severely underestimate time and distance i walked for 1hr straight in harsh sunlight beating down and nearly passed out until my teacher called me and told me he had another appointment and we had to reschedule
joly: had a bit of a breakdown bc of a plot twist in a movie i'd forgotten about and instead of being reasonable i started googling and convinced myself i had had a very traumatising childhood experience which i likely did not have
eponine: painted runes all over my room to help me and my cat communicate better because i clearly thought magic was the best way to stop my cat from pissing everywhere
cosette: left the fucking groupchat because my girlfriend sent a selfie that was too hot for me to handle my own feelings about it
musichetta: befriended my crush's crush and tried to get them together and then cried after watching them make out
jehan: had a plant that was slowly dying bc i kept forgetting to water it so i put it next to my bed and slept with it next to me for days to transfer my lively positive energy by us hanging out
bahorel: took up an awful bet suggested by my best friend when i was 14 to touch my crush's butt (of course with his consent) and that was legitimately our first interaction. six months later he and my best friend started dating.
feuilly: made brownies and left some batter on the side for my mom before remembering she would be staying at her bf's for the night and i started crying and called her to tell her i missed her
marius: had over 10,000 songs in my pc music library and started thinking how stressed i'd be if they all got accidentally deleted and realised i could not allow myself to be so dependent on this obsessive possession so i deadass deleted them all myself
valjean: started crying because the only bread we had in the house was stale
javert: got called on to read my essay aloud, which i hadn't done, so i stared at an empty notebook page and started to recite a made up essay that i hadn't written but was literally winging right then and there, my friend thought i was possessed and the teacher thought my essay was so good she told the whole class
fantine: was in terrific menstrual pain so i asked my mom to "please stab me i'm not even joking at least knock me out if i could choose death right now i would"
montparnasse: was feeling ignored by a friend so i walked alone to the beach at night and sat on a sunbed under the starry sky thinking before that friend came to ask me what was wrong and i: "you're the person i want to talk to about this but also the one person i absolutely cannot confess this to"
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damen-no

remember that time damen just started fantasizing about his own fluffy teen!AU for him and laurent and when he mentioned it to laurent ages later laurent was just like ‘oh yeah i know exactly what you mean, here are all my headcanons for us: you’d be bffs with my brother and …’

?? like???

they are honestly made for each other

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Personally my favorite Les Mis AU is the one where Jean Valjean picks up the barricade and walks away

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Combeferre: alright i'm about to leave i'll miss you
Courfeyrac: miss me? miss me with that gay shit
Combeferre: courf we've been married four years
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Do you ever think about how Erasmus had been burned and raped and neglected and mocked and devalued since he left Akeilos, and then in comes Torveld who is immediately smitten with him, who takes Erasmus home but literally just sleeps cuddled up with him because he thinks Erasmus might be traumatized by what was done to him and doesn’t want to make that worse ?

Torveld is so soft and caring with him and that is so magical especially after Erasmus has been through so so much. My b a b i e s.

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Tbh, Erasmus deserves the world. That boy is such a tender, gentle soul. He only wanted to please his future master, wanted to be shown affection and love and that he is needed. He is literally the purest, most innocent character in the whole series and I love him. I hope he lives a long, happy life alongside Torveld in Patras.

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boydbaeulieu

sometimes I think about Laurent coming to talk to Erasmus and warning him about what was going to happen. how soft and kind he was with Erasmus. I bet he spoke to him quietly and gently, and “he said that if I was brave, something good might come at the end of it” !! Laurent, encouraging young boys to be brave. Laurent, doing everything he can to protect the innocent from abuse. and “I told you he was kind”, “he’s even nicer in person” - Laurent, being a kind-hearted, good prince that he is, but only when no one can see, when no one will know  

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mutatng

WHY ARENT WE TALKING ABOUT KALLIAS AND ERASMUS??

These two boys who lived together their whole lives, experiencing everything together, promising to see eachother again when they were forced to be separated and being just as loyal three years later when they were finally reunited. Who were formed to be the slaves of Kings, the highest honour of all, and yearned to finally access that status, who were the best at it, the most promising of the castle – but who fell in love with eachother on the way?

Kallias, who would have rather bedded Erasmus than Kastor of Akielos? Or Erasmus, who would have probably preferred Kallias to the soon-to-be King if only he knew how Kallias loved him back ? They loved eachother so much, it was all forbidden, but they loved eachother so much, yet their duty was to stay away from eachother, to be given entirely to others.

Then Kallas was declared ready for his First Night, to be given to Kastor, and it was time for goodbyes, heart-wrenching, impossible goodbyes. That was it, they would never see the world, they would only maybe ever see eachother again.

But one night, months later, Kastor came back in the night, his impassive face having probably seen first-hand the awful reality of a court. And he kissed Erasmus : the greatest dishonour, effectively soiling him and keeping him from ever being able to be presented to Damen. Accusing Erasmus of molesting him. Ruinning his hard-won reputation. His eyes were cold, his lips tight when he did that, ruined Erasmus’ life and dream, coldly, mercilessly, hurt the boy who loved him so much in the worst possible way – his kiss wasn’t even real.

ARENT WE GOING TO TALK ABOUT WHAT WE’RE ALL WONDERING????

Because you know that by doing so, Kallias saved Erasmus’ life. When Erasmus was waiting to be shipped to Vere, the only thought that came to his mind was that he should ask Kallias what was going on, because the man bedded Kastor, so he would know about this. And it was true; he would. He would have known, maybe, what Kastor was planning on doing. He would have known that every single one of Damen’s personal slaves were to be executed, while the others simply shipped away.

If he didn’t know, he would have at least felt it. The anonimosity, the hunger for power in his lover. The hatred and resentment of everything Damen-related. He would know that being Damen’s personal slave would be a dangerous thing for someone as loyal as Erasmus.

DID HE KNOW?

Was he a selfish man so in love he couldn’t stand the thought of letting Erasmus be with another, preferring to break and soil him instead ? Was he trying to keep sweet, docile Erasmus away from the court’s hungry teeth? Was he saving his life ? Was he arrogantly sending him away because the sight of him without being able to have more was to much ? Was he allowing him to get away from Ios’ walls and see the world????? Was he betraying him ?

I NEED TO K N O W

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Torveld/Erasmus concepts

Erasmus breaking into tears over being spoiled with presents and Torveld panicking, trying to figure out if he wronged him somehow until he’s told they’re happy tears.  Torveld not lighting a fire on cold nights but wrapping Erasmus in his cloak and cuddling up to him under warm furs.  Erasmus being curious and fascinated by Torveld’s hairy chest.  Erasmus going bright red but feeling strangely relieved whenever Torveld kisses his scars and calls him beautiful.  Torveld putting time and effort into encouraging Erasmus to speak his mind. Torveld laughing and praising Erasmus the first time he dares to talk back at him - then proceeding to soothe and comfort him when he realizes the poor thing is trembling.  Erasmus being allowed to study whatever he pleases and Torveld being eager to supply him with more books on any subject he takes interest in.  Torveld being proud as hell when Erasmus slowly dares to act cheeky or stubborn around him. 

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