“You should leave me, Dean. We’ll never grow old together, I’ll just watch you die.” {Hi!!! Soph for Dean}
"You know I can't do that. Leave you. I can't. I care about you too much."
If she could actually cry, Sophia would be sobbing. It wasn’t fair that a terrible thing had happened to her over a hundred years ago (could it really have been that long?) and now she couldn’t be with the man she loved and his children. “And when I have to watch you die? When I watch Jay and Em and Alex and everyone in our family die? What then? I walk into the sun?”
she could say something, tease him about being a sentimental sap, but instead of doing anything, lydia just lets herself settle into an easy quiet for a few moments. letting him do exactly as he asked, as her own gaze moves across his own being.
the blonde reaches for his hand, linking her fingers with his before letting him direct where to rest their hands. no comment for the few minutes that he lets the silence settle over them, only a small smile tugging at her lips.
who would have guessed that this is where life would lead her, when she'd been assigned to come to new york, and make sure the institute was running to the clave's orders? she certainly hadn't.
"i know," lydia replies, bringing his hand up to her mouth, where she presses a quick kiss against the back of his knuckles. "and i do too, you know. no matter how unconventional and complicated things may have started off as, i'm glad that i have you in my life."
Gideon gently draws his hand from hers and lets it trail down her jaw to her neck, from her neck to her collarbones to rest just above her breast. He leans forward for a kiss and feels his blood ignite. "Can I touch you?" The words are murmured against her lips, soft enough not to break the moment.
"I would really like to touch you." (He might implode if he doesn't get to touch her).
Gideon had expected love to feel like a lot of things, pain, numbness, contentment, but this? This burning feeling of connection? He hadn't expected that. Everything Lydia did set his body on fire. She'd turned over in her sleep the night before and he'd nearly combusted in lust. Was this what love was? Did everyone feel this way about their partners? He was certain his parents didn't feel anything but cool resentment towards each other. Could they ever have felt this?
"My beautiful, beautiful Lydia."
“careful, cowboy. you would have been chasing down a long dead demon that’s been sent to edom where it belongs.” lydia teases with a small laugh, her gaze tilting to focus on gideon’s. her brow arches in response, surprise feigned on her features. “oh, you do, do you?” the blonde hardly waits for a response before she’s shifting so that she can roll them over, him splayed on his back with her on top, sheets tangled around her legs.
he may be the insatiable one, but the honeymoon phase of the relationship is still all too real, and it takes lydia less than a few touches to feel like her skin is tight across her bones, her pulse thrumming loudly in her ears. and when it comes to teasing him in reply to the way his mind constantly wanders to closed door activities, she’s not shy at all about how much she reaps the benefits of it.
“i’m sure i can come up with a few of my own, but … ” she smirks as she sits herself up, letting her own fingers tease a path down his chest, grazing lower towards his stomach. “why don’t you tell me what you have in mind? i always enjoy hearing your fun ideas.”
As his back hits the mattress, Gideon settle his hands on his wife's hips. He's struck by her beauty as he gazes at her above him. Her soft hair and curves, her smile and the glint in her eyes.
"Hold on a moment, I just want to look at you."
Gideon reaches up and traces his fingers over the marriage rune where it sits over her heart. He remembers pressing the tip of the stele to her skin and tracing the strokes of the binding rune. His hands were shaking and his brain screaming that this wasn't right, that he shouldn't link himself to this woman he couldn't love.
How wrong he'd been.
This beautiful, smart, brave woman who had given him a life worth living. How could he do anything but love her? His hand drifts downward to rest on her lower belly, the place where their children would some day grow. "I love you."
"that one's from when a demon caught me with its claws," lydia explains, letting out a sigh as his fingers trace down her back gently, the raised skin on the inside of her shoulder blade still just sensitive enough to send tingles down her spine. "it was one of my first missions, and i was, well, a bit cocky back then." she laughs around the words, letting her head sink into the pillow underneath her, the sheets pooled at her lower back to expose the flesh in question. it's been a long time since she's been in this position with anyone, not since john has she really let someone see - much less touch - the scars that pepper her body, but gideon's touch is a gentle caress that makes her sigh. "not nearly as much as jace, mind you, but i still thought i was fairly invincible. turns out it really does take your first demon encounter outside of training for the reality of what we do really hit home."
"I know you killed it, or I would find it and kill it myself for putting a mark on you." Gideon's lips follow his fingers. His lips brush across the raised skin, pressing soft kisses to the length of the scars. "Nobody's as cocky as Jace." In the whirlwind after their wedding, they'd had very little time to themselves. But now things had calmed down enough for them to spend a lazy morning (or day) in bed. His lips move from kissing her back to kissing her stomach. He looks up at his wife, his eyes dark. "Do you really want to talk about my brothers right now? I have a few ideas of other things we can do..." He was insatiable. Even a second long view of his wife's skin could send his blood south at concerning rates.
❝ You're not the only one who thinks that, ❞ Sookie was sure to assure her friend. Anyone who was anyone thought that Eric was hot. She'd seen it for herself the first time she ever walked into Fangtasia and people were getting on their knees in front of him and worshipping him like he was some kind of God. For the sake of being with Bill, she never admitted to herself that she was attracted to him, and like hell she was going to now. She just scoffed. ❝ Eric's not in love with me. He just wants to use me like every other person in this town who knows what I can do. ❞
Emma rolled her eyes. "Please, every eligible man in this town is in love with you. Except maybe Hoyt, but we all know who he's in love with." She thought for another moment. "Maybe every eligible man in the Parish."
❝ You do remember I can hear your thoughts, right? ❞
✞ ───── open starter !
“Yes, I know. Look it’s not my fault that I think the Swedish vampire king that’s in love with you is crazy hot.” Emma grinned at her friend. “I’ll behave my thoughts.”
Dare I say…starter call?
is it a blessing from the angel that this level of the institute is nearly empty at this time of day, or simply the fact that their fellow shadowhunters have gotten tired of walking on eggshells around the couple and finally got the idea of staying clear of them when they head to the training rooms? it's not like she means for things to end in this way, but there's always been something erotic about sparring that's never not left her wanting. sweaty bodies pressed together, panting into each other's breathing space as they try to gain the upper hand on the other, constantly moving. it's a dance, one that often ends up just like this.
lydia takes a second to catch her breath, back pressed against the wall before she's spinning them around, her dagger pressed flat against his collarbone while her hand sneaks under @occxltis's shirt to dig her nails into his chest. " looks like i win. "
Before Lydia can even get out the words, Gideon's surging forward to kiss her. Forget air, Lydia's lips against his are all he needs. He'd gladly never breathe again to have her kissing him for eternity. His arm slips around her waist and pulls her tight against his body. Between her body pressed against him, her nails on his chest, and the dagger at this throat, he's already hardening against her.
"By the Angel, Lyds, how have you gotten hotter?" Gideon knows that some men lose attraction to their wives as they age. Somehow, his attraction to her has only grown. He's fairly certain that he could be on his deathbed and still wildly attracted to the woman pressed against him. "Here or...?" It wouldn't be the first time he'd taken her on the floor of the training room, but they'd been far younger then.
❛ you make the prettiest sounds . ❜ / u already know who
Gideon's pressed into their mattress, desperately trying to keep from rutting into it. He's really trying to be good for Lydia, trying to behave himself. "Fuck Lyds, your cock feels so good. Jus', jus' keep fucking me like that." It's not often they get to indulge in sex like this. But the feeling of Lydia dominating him, making choices for him, and praising him is like nothing else.
"Can I---can I," his hard to think with the drag of her hips inside him, "can I please--" the words aren't coming out, but hopefully she'd know what he's asking for.
𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 . ( a series of nsfw prompts , separated by quotes & acts . ‘ my ’ muse belongs to the one who posted the meme . send “ + REVERSE ” to reverse the prompts )
→ WORDS .
❛ i’m sorry , you don’t enjoy being teased ? . ❜ ❛ you know what i’m waiting for . ❜ ❛ keep your hands where they are . ❜ ❛ i want you to ride [ me / my fingers ] . ❜ ❛ you make the prettiest sounds . ❜ ❛ say please . ❜ ❛ i want to make this last . ❜ ❛ look at me . ❜ ❛ i’m yours , only yours - ❜ ❛ yeah , just like that - ❜ ❛ i’ve barely even started . ❜ ❛ i need you . ❜ ❛ god , shut up and fuck me already ! ❜ ❛ god , yes , [ name ] , don’t stop . ❜ ❛ you have no idea how long i’ve wanted to do this . ❜ ❛ who gets to touch you like this ? ❜ ❛ come for me . ❜ ❛ ah , ah - don’t touch . ❜ ❛ brace your hands on the wall . ❜ ❛ could you come like this ? ❜ ❛ please , let me come - ❜ ❛ god , you’re beautiful - ❜ ❛ i’ve been waiting for this all night . ❜ ❛ you’re such a tease . ❜ ❛ take these off . ❜ ❛ i want to feel your [ mouth / fingers ] . ❜ ❛ do you have any idea how good you taste ? ❜ ❛ tell me what you want . ❜ ❛ we shouldn’t - ah , we shouldn’t be doing this . ❜ ❛ faster , [ name ] , i need more . ❜ ❛ is this good ? ❜ ❛ keep your eyes open . ❜ ❛ i can’t wait to find out what else you can do . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to be so gentle . ❜ ❛ i want to hear you beg . ❜ ❛ can i take this off ? ❜ ❛ please , please , please - ❜ ❛ you’re doing so well for me . ❜ ❛ please touch me . ❜ ❛ keep reading , i want to see how long you last . ❜ ❛ i’ll buy you another one . ❜ ❛ say my name . louder . ❜ ❛ i can’t wait any longer . ❜ ❛ you feel so good . ❜ ❛ you’re going to leave a mark - ❜ ❛ touch yourself for me . ❜ ❛ do you deserve it ? ❜ ❛ did i say you could come ? ❜ ❛ i’m so close - ❜ ❛ they’re going to catch us - ❜ ❛ i want you right here . ❜ ❛ we have to be quiet . ❜
→ ACTIONS .
❛ pin . to restrain my muse’s hands during intimacy . ❛ mirror . to have sex with my muse in front of a mirror . ❛ deny . to deny my muse an orgasm . ❛ distance . to have [ phone / video ] sex with my muse . ❛ playlist . to have sex with my muse while music is playing . ❛ paw . to fondle my muse’s [ chest / ass ] . ❛ wall . to pin my muse against a wall . ❛ table . to hoist my muse onto a [ table / counter ] . ❛ clothed . to make my muse come while fully dressed . ❛ finger . to finger my muse . ❛ oral . to give my muse oral . ❛ fervent . to have sex with my muse after a fight . ❛ distraction . to rile my muse up during a film . ❛ mark . to leave marks on my muse [ optional : specify where ] . ❛ tie . to use restraints on my muse during intimacy . ❛ throat . to choke my muse during intimacy . ❛ sparring . for sparring to turn into sex . ❛ toys . to use toys [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ] on my muse . ❛ imagery . to send my muse a risque photo . ❛ drag . to pull my muse closer by a piece of clothing . ❛ tear . to tear a piece of clothing from my muse’s body . ❛ shower . to have sex with my muse in the [ shower / bath ] . ❛ sneaky . to sneak away from a gathering to have sex with my muse . ❛ beg . to make my muse beg . ❛ carnal . to [ scratch / bite ] my muse during intimacy . ❛ preoccupied . to rile my muse up as they [ read / work ] . ❛ jealous . to purposefully make my muse react possessively . ❛ dare . to have sex with my muse based off a dare . ❛ read . to re-enact something from a [ book / show / porn ] with my muse . ❛ collapse . to break a bed during sex with my muse . ❛ caught . to get caught with my muse during sex .
* subtle romance starters
- i wish i could control myself around you
- you look amazing
- in that dress you could have anyone you want
- it’s difficult to be around you
- i’ve dreamt about being with you
- i’ve wanted to kiss you since the moment we met
- we could be together for tonight
- no one needs to know
- you could do it, i wouldn’t stop you
- i can’t control myself around you
- i can’t stop thinking about you
- i want everyone to know that you’re mine
- i can’t just be your friend
- of course i was jealous
- have i told you recently that you’re completely gorgeous?
- you’re under my skin
- i’ve thought about this nonstop
- i can’t wait to see every inch of you
- has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?
- you have to see what i see in you
- you’re the most interesting person i’ve ever met
- you have so much to offer
- you’re a work of art
- let me be yours
- i think about you, like this, all the time
- my lips were made to meet yours
- you are, of course, my every thought
- i want to know you fully
- together, we’d be a force
- once wasn’t enough for me
- i can’t wait until i can kiss you again
- you look better out of your clothes than you do in them
- your perfect face is the least beautiful thing about you
- have you been thinking about me?
- do you want me as i want you?
- how long have you wanted this?
SOFT DETAILS FOR SMUT & INTIMATE MOMENTS
- [ TRUST ] sender gently telling the receiver “just let go” as they get them to finish.
- [ TRUSTED ] receiver gently telling sender “just let go” as they get them to finish.
- [ GRATIFY ] sender asking “is that better?” after finally penetrating receiver after teasing them.
- [ GRATIFYING ] receiver asking “is that better?” after finally penetrating sender after teasing them.
- [ CONTROL ] sender stops stimulating receiver and tells them they have to be still if they want to continue.
- [ CONTROLLED ] receiver stops stimulating sender and tells them the have to be still if they want to continue.
- [ GAZE ] sender taking receiver’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.
- [ GAZING ] receiver taking sender’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.
- [ HOLD ] sender holding receiver close during an especially intense moment and whispering “i’ve got you.”
- [ HELD ] receiver holding sender close during an especially intense moment and whispering “i’ve got you”
- [ CLOSE ] sender wrapping their arms around receiver who is on top after they’ve finished, holding them close against their chest with their face hidden in their neck while they recover.
- [ CLOSER ] receiver wrapping their arms around sender who is on top after they’ve finished, holding them close against their chest with their face hidden in their neck while they recover.
- [ JOY ] sender getting louder than usual which makes receiver start laughing affectionately, taking the opportunity to check in.
- [ JOYFUL ] receiver getting louder than usual which makes sender start laughing affectionately, taking the opportunity to check in.
- [ TIMID ] the submissive partner getting self conscious and covering their face, laughing softly at the intensity.
- [ COAX ] the dominant partner gently moving the shy or overwhelmed submissive’s hands from covering their face so they can kiss them, breathing praises against their skin.
- [ ADORE ] sender whispering “you’re perfect” to receiver after undressing them.
- [ ADORED ] receiver whispering “you’re perfect” to sender after undressing them.
“Iz, I swear to the Angel if you move my swords one more time, I’ll tell mom you snuck out.” / @occxltis
❛ oh come on! ❜ she lets the sword clatter from her hand back into it's holder, arms crossing over her chest in annoyance. ❛ they're not all yours! besides, maybe if you didn't just leave your things laying around everywhere, other people might not have to move them. did you ever consider that? ❜
Gideon rolled his eyes at his sister. "That's not the point, Izzy. I'm an adult now, you have to listen to me." They'd only turned 18 yesterday, but that also wasn't the point. "And, I need to focus on my training before Alec and I go on our travel year." Not that that was likely to happen, his brother wasn't going to go without Jace and their father would never let them do it. But again, that wasn't the point. "You're worse than Max."
Sexual Sunday Meme - NSFW
PROMPTS FOR THE BUDDING ROMANCE * assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary
- i never thought something like this could happen to me.
- when they said you were hurt... i've never been so afraid in my whole life.
- i almost lost you.
- you are the most special person i have ever met.
- are you blushing? did i make you blush?
- here, take my jacket. you're shivering.
- i don't know how to function around you. i struggle with words.
- you have an easy way of making me feel breathless.
- you have no idea what you do to me.
- i've never met anyone like you before.
- you've been a great friend to me. better than a friend. someone i can turn to in my darkest times.
- next time, warn me when you pull a stunt like that. i want to be with you.
- i don't know where i'd be without you.
- you came right when i needed you.
- i was just thinking about you, and here you are.
- i had a dream about you.
- i've tried seeing other people... but they're not you. they're not who i want.
- i'll protect you. i promise.
- i haven't taken my eyes off you since you walked in.
- this is new for me. feeling like this.
- i'm sorry. i just had to see you.
- you mean absolutely everything to me.
- is this what happens when you fall in love?
- do you feel the same way about me?
- i thought i could handle seeing you with someone else, but i was wrong.
- i don't know what to say. you make me forget how to speak.
- you make my head spin.
- do that again. that was cute.
- i couldn't wait around anymore. i have to tell you how i feel.
- stop! you're making me blush!
- i've never felt anything like this before.
- go easy on my heart. please.
- my heart has been broken so many times in the past... but you won't hurt me, right? i can trust you.
- you're very distracting, you know.
- was that flirting? were you just flirting with me?
- you're different. you're not what i'm used to.
- you can keep holding my hand, you know. you don't have to let go.
- i like it when you held onto me. that was nice.
- this stopped being a fling a while ago.
- everything changed for me last week.
- when i saw you with someone else... it broke me.
- could you see yourself with me?
- i wish i had the strength to tell you how i feel.
- i could be your date.
- what if i asked you out?
- i've been flirting with you this whole time.
- this doesn't have to be a date if you don't want it to be.
- we could... try. see what happens.
- meeting you was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
- sorry, what did you say? i wasn't listening. i was... distracted.
- i came as fast as i could. they said you needed me.
- just stand behind me. i'll protect you.
- you are... so infuriating. you know that, right?
- i know what i said before... but i was wrong. about everything.
- maybe we could try again?
- you mumbled my name in your sleep again.