Hi buy me things and make me smile 🥰😚
I lost my baby, my best friend. I lost a part of myself. It feels like someone took my eyes, and I’m expected to just carry on as normal, but I can’t see anything anymore. My heart is gone, how can i live without a heart? I’m quite convinced that you weren’t even a cat, but some spiritual creature sent to watch over me. You saved my life, quite literally. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t save yours. That you had to fight cancer this long. That all of the treatments and medications couldn’t help you anymore. You are, and have always been, my guiding light and my true north. I don’t really want to be here without you. I’m not sure how I can be. I can barely exist at this point.
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Mental health break down number 2000898
I’ll be off here for a bit
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I have reached yet more profound conclusions on my walks. Would blow your mind . None of your business what it is
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“In order to understand, I destroyed myself.”
— Fernando Pessoa, from The Book of Disquiet
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if i’m sharing it on tumblr it’s still privacy sorry u can’t convince me otherwise this is my house
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2:50pm, June 2014
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if you need to hear it, then this is for you: forgive yourself for your regrets. you have grown since then, changed since then, and learned from your mistakes. you’re not the same person anymore, so here is your signal. it’s time to let the pain go.
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okay girls let’s go to therapy
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i am a serene and lovely person. yes absolutely everything bothers me & i go through life in a state of constant aggravation and annoyance & have to physically restrain myself from breaking down in tears over how utterly irritated i am sometimes. but i am serene and lovely nonetheless
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"you have mental illness" actually i don't, those are just unfortunate side effects from using the powers from my amulet to often. such power deranges a man.
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being in your 20s is just going through everyday wondering is this a defining moment? is this a defining moment? is this a defining moment? is this a defining mo