The dream I had earlier was quite weird, centered around my boyfriend and his girl best friend. While I wouldn't consider myself a jealous person, the emotions stirred by this dream left me questioning that belief. Waking up with a heaviness in my chest, I couldn't shake off the discomfort it had brought.
Let me be clear; I harbor no ill feelings towards the girl. In fact, I genuinely admire their friendship, recognizing the value of having girl companions.
In the dream, it felt like a regular day in class, with the usual setup, but this time his friend was there. Although my boyfriend and I typically don't interact much during classes, in this dream, it was as if we were concealing our relationship. Strangely, everyone seemed aware of it, and our separation felt oddly natural to them.
After class, during lunchtime, I awaited his text about where to eat, but instead, he walked past me with his friend, disregarding my presence entirely. The sting of being ignored cut deep, yet I tried to dismiss it and ate alone. Opting for a place off-campus, I walked, feeling a growing unease about my relationship with him.
When my phone finally buzzed with his message asking about my whereabouts, and if I had eaten alone, I replied with a simple 'yes,' adding after that I was upset with him.
Upon returning to the campus, we crossed paths in the hallway but chose not to acknowledge each other, adding to the tension. As I inadvertently eavesdropped, I overheard his friend, who was aware of my presence, mentioning that his girl best friend was waiting for him in the classrooms
Waking up, I felt a familiar sadness, like the aftermath of crying over him. I couldn't help but wonder what the dream meant.
Strange dreams sow seeds of unnecessary worry in my mind, unsettling me despite there being no reason for concern.