“When she runs into a difficulty, she stops and gives herself to it. She doesn’t cling to her own comfort; thus problems are no problem for her.”
— Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching (tr. Stephen Mitchell)
LIFE’S LACK OF APPETITE
I’m not hungry, I don’t hurt I don’t stink
perhaps deep inside I suffer and I don’t know it
I pretend I laugh
I don’t seek the impossible
nor the possible, bodies
forbidden to me don’t please my eyes.
Sometimes I gaze the sky
with a yearning glance
when the sun lessens its gleam and
the blue lover surrenders
to the beauty of the night.
My only involvement
with the going around of the world
is my steady breath.
But I also feel another
strange involvement:
the agony I suddenly feel
for the human pain.
It spreads on earth
like a drenched in blood
liturgical tablecloth
that shrouds myths and gods
it renews itself endlessly
and becomes one with life.
Yes, I want to cry now
but even the fountain of my tears
has turned dry.
Katerina Aggelaki—Rouk, translated by Manolis Aligizakis
"Whacher,
Emily’s habitual spelling of this word,
has caused confusion.
For example
in the first line of the poem printed Tell me, whether, is it winter?
in the Shakespeare Head edition.
But whacher is what she wrote.
Whacher is what she was.
She whached God and humans and moor wind and open night.
She whached eyes, stars, inside, outside, actual weather.
She whached the bars of time, which broke.
She whached the poor core of the world,
wide open.
To be a whacher is not a choice.
There is nowhere to get away from it,
no ledge to climb up to—like a swimmer
who walks out of the water at sunset
shaking the drops off, it just flies open.
To be a whacher is not in itself sad or happy,
although she uses these words in her verse
as she uses the emotions of sexual union in her novel,
grazing with euphemism the work of whaching.
But it has no name.
It is transparent.
Sometimes she calls it Thou."
Anne Carson.
Child, Sister, think how sweet to go out there and live together! To love at leisure, love and die in that land that resembles you! For me, damp suns in disturbed skies share mysterious charms with your treacherous eyes as they shine through tears.
There, there’s only order, beauty: abundant, calm, voluptuous.
Gleaming furniture, polished by years passing, would ornament our bedroom; rarest flowers, their odors vaguely mixed with amber; rich ceilings; deep mirrors; an Oriental splendor—everything there would address our souls, privately, in their sweet native tongue.
There, there’s only order, beauty: abundant, calm, voluptuous.
See on these canals those sleeping boats whose mood is vagabond; it’s to satisfy your least desire that they come from the world’s end. —Setting suns reclothe fields, the canals, the whole town, in hyacinth and gold; the world falling asleep in a warm light.
There, there’s only order, beauty: abundant, calm, voluptuous
Invitation to the Voyage by Baudelaire Charles
“I woke up in the morning and I didn’t want anything, didn’t do anything, couldn’t do it anyway, just lay there listening to the blood rush through me and it never made any sense, anything.”
— Richard Siken
The Paris
I know a gentleman very strange
that words he always speaks strangely
for Paris
to our company when he comes to sit down.
They say about him
how from his student years they had defined,
unique
in his life ideal
to go to Paris.
He had been drunk for years
for this dream trip
that he longed for.
He talked about it everywhere;
in his dreams it was shielding;
so much so that his lust over time
became an ornament in his existence
brilliant.
To go to Paris ...
For this dream trip
he killed fleeting desires
and made bloody savings
to make it happen.
To go to Paris ...
And yes,
that one day in the cisterns
he succeeds.
And one morning in the train a wagon
for Paris drunk begins.
- But,
just looked away at the Eiffel Tower
fade into the background of the sky,
a horrible thought rushed into the arch
of the mind:
"And then? And then what would happen?
How could he live anymore
without that longing for Paris? "
Because he felt good now that
in a little while he would be in Paris.
- And then
made a huge decision
who so far has not been found to forgive his
action.
Instead of moving to Paris
went down to a suburb,
in St. Denis.
And in the morning from the same street
he come back here again.
- And now, as then before he leaves, again,
with a longing like before,
he speaks and says everywhere, that he has defined
unique
in his life ideal
t o g o t o P a r i s.
The Paris by Laskos Orestis
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“The ancient Greeks were connoisseurs of fear. The Greek language offered wide-ranging terminology to calibrate different shades and effects: déos, straightforward terror, fear, or apprehension; phóbos, fear that impels panic and battle rout; ekplektos, shock that strikes one dumb. Fear can be krúoeis, chilling, freezing, numbing; or smerdaléos, a huge and terrifying adjective—in origin it appears to have been a dreadful sound, such as the crushing of bones or gnashing of teeth, and is used of the thunder of Zeus. Fear turns warriors green, jabbers their teeth, trembles their limbs. It can be deinós, dread or awe-inspiring, a term used frequently of gods, and a feeble echo of which is captured in our dinosaur—the dread lizard. One terrible object, however, conjured every attribute of fear and every shade of meaning, and this was the head of the monstrous Gorgon, a mere glance at which turned men to stone. […] In a wide-ranging study of the Gorgon head, scholar Stephen Wilk was riveted by a forensic textbook’s description of the physical transformation undergone by a dead human body over the course of several days. Gases cause tissues to swell, “the eyes bulge and the tongue protrudes.” Forensic photographs reveal that even hair undergoes a change, rising in strange coils and rings around the bloated face. From all the manifold images traditionally marshaled, none so dreadfully resembles the Gorgon head as the face of human death. […] If the Gorgoneion originally and unambiguously represented a severed human head, not only are its peculiar physical features convincingly explained, but also its striking presence on Athena’s war gear. Above all, this conjecture conjures the dread object’s power to petrify—to turn to stone—all who gaze upon it. Mythology and ritual often preserve, and even honor, the potency of dark acts that a historical people themselves repudiate. The most terrifying conceivable object, the Greeks well knew, was not a snake-haired monster of imagination, but the concrete work of human hands.”
— Caroline Alexander, ‘The Dread Gorgon’ (via vfollia)
Fontaine de Medicis*
I know a secluded corner in a large park
where even loving couples never dare go,
for darksome waters lie there chockablock with rotted leaves,
and deep-green shadows droop in their acqueous veils.
There stand stone benches, ivy-trellised,
and naked statues, moss-clad,
and a deadly quiet but for the murmurous
lamentation of mysterious waters that goes on and on.
There I’ve always seen unknown and sallow women
as though without age, with no life in their eyes,
spread on their knees their eternal embroideries,
and pallid youths holding books in their hands:
yet those never embroidered and these never read,
but lost in thought gazed on the dark, stagnant waters.
Fontaine de Medicis* by Ouranis Kostas
*In the Luxembourg Gardens, Paris.
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Hera Retells The Story Of Olympus (An Excerpt from Maidens, Myths and Monsters)
"It's unbearable... It's bitter
To reach slowly to the shore
Without being a castaway
Nor a savior
Just a wreck."
Menelaos Lountemis
Coronet of laurel leaves and berries
Greek, Asia Minor, end fifth - fourth century BC.