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cho iris. original character. nsfw.
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unrequited love/infidelity starter sentences

“I’ve been fucking the neighbour, okay?!” “We haven’t been intimate in weeks. That must say something about how I make you feel.” “I was only ever here because I pitied you… and then it escalated and I didn’t know how to get out.” “To me you’re nothing more than a mercy fuck.” “I can’t believe you were lying to me all this time.” “There is nothing I want more than to be with you, but I can’t.” “You’re nothing but a warm mouth to me.” “You can’t just lead me on for weeks and expect me to be okay with that all being made up!” “No, I’m not okay! You hurt me and now you expect me to feel sorry for you? You can’t blame your mistakes on your ‘problems’ all the time, okay?! I thought you loved me!” “I can’t believe you actually thought I was in love with you.” “I knew you were cheating on me. Well, guess what: last night I cheated on you too. I wanted you to know what it felt like.” “I had no idea you felt like that about me. I thought you were just interested in me as a friend. I’m sorry.” “I wasn’t leading you on! We were just having fun, right? It’s not my fault you got your hopes up.” “Woah, it was a one night stand, nothing more, okay?” “You mean this as a sex only thing, right? I don’t do relationships.” “No, you can’t come over. I’m married and have kids. Wrap your head around that.” “If you thought I could ever be into you like that, you thought wrong.” “You’re not my type.” “So, who is it that you’re fucking? Is he/she hotter than me? Younger? What is it?” “Oh my god, you’re in love with me, aren’t you?” “I’ve met someone.” “You’re getting too clingy. I don’t like them when they get clingy.” “You just don’t make me happy anymore. It’s as simple as that.” “Do you even still love me? Or have you just grown bored with me? What is it? I can’t go on not knowing anymore.” “So now you want me to believe that you didn’t want to fuck him/her?! Like that sort of thing happens as a mistake– Or, you mean…?” “We fell in love too quickly for me to realise what I was getting myself into. This wasn’t a good idea.” “Please just kiss me one last time?”

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“And how long have you had this headache?” She asked, a brow quirking up as she tapped her pen against the table, her leg crossed over the other. “Having a headache this long is a bad sign, you know. If you still have any more headaches tomorrow or if it gets worse before that, go to the hospital, please.” A sigh followed her words as her shoulders dropped a little, lips pursed together. “I wouldn’t want you to drop dead somewhere.”

          Rubbing her temples with her eyes closed, she then let out a soft sigh before she spoke again, “Uh, it’s been like … A week?” This wasn’t really unusual for her, it happened from time to time. Especially around winter time. Could’ve been the cold or whatever, but she knew that it would get better … eventually, “It’s okay, I’m kinda immortal. Nothing can kill me, apparently.” A small chuckle slipped past her lips as she finally opened her eyes again to look at the other, “Anyway, I want some tea.” 

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some plots

  • teacher / student; character a is a student is character b’s class. when character a comes in for help after school, character b takes a liking to character a. soon enough, character a starts staying after for character b’s class daily.
  • brother / sister or sister / sister; character a and character b are the inseparable pair of siblings. being close in age helped the two in getting along. their lives seemed quite perfect until, their mother and father passed, leaving character a and b in a state of distraught. character a seemed to take it harder than character b so, character b vowed to never leave their sibling alone.
  • miscarriage; character a and character b have been trying to get pregnant for months. finally, the pregnancy test read positive. the couple was ecstatic so you can just about imagine how heartbreaking it was to find out you were having a miscarriage.
  • whiskey lullaby; character a fell in love with character b (non playable) faster than anyone could ever imagine. everyone believed the duo would get married someday and have children. that was, until, character b decided to end their life. they put a gun to their head and pulled the trigger on one of their many drunken nights. character a was shattered and left completely alone until they meet character c.
  • coffee shop; character a works at the local coffee shop. one day at work, they meet character b. there was an instant connection that could be felt by nearly everyone. character a starts writing cute little messages on character b’s cappuccinos which soon escalates to a heated relationship.
  • locked up; character a and character b have always had one of those weird relationships that left everyone wondering why they were still together. character b literally drove character a to insanity. now, character a is being locked up in a mental asylum in which, character b visits them everyday. every visit results in arguments due to character a believing character b is the reason for their being locked up.
  • fake relationship; character a is a popular, high class celebrity with tons of publicity. character b, on the other hand, is a not so popular celebrity with lots of bad publicity. putting the two together seemed like a great idea.
  • kidnapping; character b is on the run and their only option of possibly getting out free, in their mind, is kidnapping character a. character a is the mayor’s child and is possibly a great chance for a million dollar ransom.
  • she looks so perfect; character a and character b have an adorable relationship. they’re always together and get along better than anyone could ever imagine. so it’s no surprise when the two move in together. their new home together leads to wearing each other’s clothing, little love notes lying around, and lots and lots of sex.
  • disconnected; character b is going through a hard time. being a celebrity isn’t everything they imagined it would be. their only escape is character a.
  • story of my life; character a and character b are going through a rocky road in their relationship. they are constantly fighting and most of their arguments head toward the direction of breaking up. but, character b won’t let character leave that easily.
  • strong; character b is boxer. they fight each and everyday. each and everyday, there’s one person standing ringside. character a. many people say that character a’s their lucky charm.
  • happily; character b fell in love with character a the second they saw them. the only problem is, character a has a special someone already. all character b has to do is get character a to fall for them and turn the spinning rumors into something real.
  • little white lies; character a is a player and character b is their target. character a is constantly playing games with character b and character b doesn’t mind one little bit. they’ll happily play games with character a.
  • better than words; character a and character b met online. they continuously kept talking until finally, they agreed on meeting. when they finally met, they realized that they were both way better than words on a computer screen could ever possibly describe.
  • does he know; character b has a major crush on character a. the only problem being that character a has a special someone. character b knows that character a isn’t happy in their relationship and is constantly doing everything they can to get character a to end the relationship.
  • miss jackson; character a is top priority in the local nightclub. character b has developed an infatuation toward character a but isn’t quite sure how to go about getting character a’s attention.
  • russian roulette; character a moved away from home and became a hitman. they don’t particularly like their job but, they have no other options at this point. when they are ordered to kill character b, they don’t think anything of it. until they find that character b is a friend from back home.
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A VERY DESCRIPTIVE & DETAILED PROFILE OF YOUR MUSE. Repost with the information of your muse. When you’re done, tag 15 other people to do the same!

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NAME: Iris Cho. AGE: 24 (25 in Korea) SPECIES: Human. GENDER: Female. ORIENTATION: Bisexual. PROFESSION: Soon to be a certified aerospace engineer.
— PHYSICAL ASPECTS BODY TYPE: Thin. HAIR: Black. EYES: Dark brown. SKIN: Fair. HEIGHT: 170cm.
— FAMILY SIBLINGS: An older brother (Ivan Cho). PARENTS: Mother (Johanna) & Father (Jaehyun) CHILDREN: n/a. ANY PETS? Yes ( x ) // No ( )
— LIKES COLORS: Black, dark red, yellow, white. SMELLS: Red roses and citrus.   FOOD / DRINKS: Pizza and hamburgers along with Coca-Cola and orange juice. ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?: Yes ( x ) // Rarely ( ) // No (  ) FAVORITES: Creating stuff, eating, going to the gym.
— OTHER DETAILS SMOKES? Yes ( x ) // No (  ) // Occasionally ( ) DRUGS? Yes ( ) // No (  ) // Occasionally ( x ) DRIVER LICENSE? Yes ( x ) // No ( ) EVER BEEN ARRESTED? Yes ( ) // No ( x ) // Almost/Detained ( )
TAGGED BY: @hxnryz TAGGING: @muertev @jooism @sunmichi @obaeli @chiaso @seovlitaire @daphnyx @nightscaped & anyone who would wish to do this!
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Henry isn’t so sure what to respond to her. It’s a dilemma, really. While he’s strictly against any kind of abuse, be it psychological or physical, he does agree that this stranger deserved what he got from her — even though he wouldn’t like to admit it. But at the same time, it got her into even more trouble and he’s not so sure if that was worth it. And he’s also not sure if there would have been any other way for her to stand up for herself — this guy doesn’t really sound like he would have listened, anyway. Yeah … it’s a dilemma. “Maybe they were scared,” Henry says, cringing internally as soon as his words have left his mouth. While some people probably really are scared to interfere in situations like this one, he can’t deny that way too many people just look away merely because they don’t want to get involved. It’s awful, really. Suddenly Henry wishes he would have been there to help her — and maybe even stop her from doing what she did, which he still thinks was a mistake. A mistake with good reasoning. 
“Oops. Sorry.” It’s no big surprise to him that she pushes his hand away, but that doesn’t really impress him in the slightest and so he just continues cleaning her bruises after washing the bit of blood out of the cloth he’s using. “I’m not talking about covering it up. But at least you got medicine,” he adds, though he’s not able to hide the sarcasm in his voice. Not being bothered about getting into regular physical fights is one thing, but she should at least know how to properly take care of herself afterwards. And if she doesn’t, then he will — at least whenever he’s got the chance to, which he does right now. 
Once he finally finished cleaning her up, he drops the wet (and dirty) cloth in the sink and crosses his arms, looking down at her. “Kinda, yeah. But I’m still up, right? And really hungry. Imma warm something up — do you wanna eat something, too?” He doesn’t even wait for her to answer him when he makes his way to the door. “Don’t beat me up, but,” he then says, turning to her with the smallest hint of a grin on his lips, “right now, I only accept a ‘yes’.” 
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          If you asked Iris, being scared was no reason to watch someone being abused. It wasn’t right, it really wasn’t. It didn’t even matter if it was a man or a woman who was getting abused, you just don’t watch anyone reach their limits. Women always got more shit, though, and most men always tried to act machos. Why couldn’t they help her then? God. And people always wonder why some people can kill others so easily. “Henry, are you serious? Scared? Why the hell would they be scared? If I was completely defenseless and couldn’t beat the shit out of that guy, I would probably be in the hospital now. What for? For attempting suicide, probably.” Not every girl out there is like Iris. Well, hopefully, no one was like her. That would be pretty sad -- but at the same time, would it? At least they would be able to defend themselves. “If I didn’t know you, I’d probably strangle every man that showed up in front of me.” And she wasn’t really kidding, although she made it seem that way. 

He really was stubborn and the fact that Iris was too, was no good combination but she gave in and just let him take care of her -- or rather, the bruises on her face. It calmed her down, knowing that was kind of safe now. Not that she was scared but because she couldn’t run back to the asshole who did this to her and kill him. Obviously, if she was alone, her thoughts would convince her to run back and murder him mercilessly. So with a little self-control, she managed to smile a little and shake her head as she looked at the dirt and the crimson that the water washed away.

Snapping out of her own thoughts, after a millisecond, she looked up at the other again. His voice, but mostly his words, made her almost want to hit him -- but of course, she refrained. The kindness that he offered was too much, she wasn’t used to it. Therefore, she always found herself getting lost and speechless. Which was one of the reasons she was ready to leave him, “Henry--” Iris managed to mumble behind the face-mask before she tittered, grabbing the tip of the fabric and pulled to expose part of her face that was covered, “Fine, sure-- I guess I could need something to eat to regain my energy.” 

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     SKEPTICISM was evident in his cool eyes when he watched her tend to the wound on her thigh. Assuming she might have gotten in a fight earlier or something, it made Kris wonder why anyone in the right mind, would have a cigarette lit up when patching up an open wound. He knew how dangerous it would be for them if something happened – but given the fact the other did not seem to care about it, perhaps the archer had overlooked the part. Then again, he was nonchalant about how she felt or how she was doing with her wound. In fact, one would even say he never cared for her well-being from the look he had on his face. At this rate, he was going to let her do whatever she felt comfortable with.
   “– Even with a cigarette in between your lips.” Kris commented indifferently and shifted his gaze away from her to look at their surroundings. The coast was clear, he believed so. Yet, he kept himself alerted in case of any threats coming for them, gripping his bow in his hand before he attached it on his back. “What happened?” 
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          After inhaling a last smoke of the cigarette, she threw it aside and tightened the cloth she wrapped around her thigh. “I got into a fight, obviously. This fucking bitch seemed to be blind so he stabbed my fucking thigh. I have no idea who sent him -- and why they would send him?” A simple chuckle escaped her at the thought of the man who was clumsier than Iris herself, “Anyways, he’s taken care of. All of them are, unless there are more. If they come for me again, I’m going to…” Something stopped her from continuing on that sentence. Yeah, of course, it was her subconscious. Obviously, she had to tone it down a little before anyone else heard her and the other started asking more questions. At this point, she wasn’t really good at coming up with lies on the spot. Not this time. 

“Let’s go now, hm?” And with that, she tried to stand up but as stupid as she was, she had no idea her whole leg would be numb. Well, she knew -- she just didn’t think about it and without a warning, she unwillingly fell against the male. Fingers clutched into his shirt and a rather loud ‘fuck’ escaped her as she tried to stand up properly. Embarrassed over herself, but also mad, she closed her eyes and exhaled the air in her lungs to calm herself down. “Well, never mind. I’ll just stay here. You can go.” 

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Anonymous asked:

You are nothing but a wittering petal occupying space in the universe with its ashes. Useless. The souls of those you have killed will haunt the depths of your mind and drive you to derangement. You are worthless. Give in. Because darkness will consume you in a callous strike straight through the fragile strings of your human heart. And I will be there to watch you from a pedestal as you crumble into a dark hole.

destroy my musestatus: accepting !
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          Why the fuck would she lie to herself? Of course this hurt, this hit her deep and she knew that they were right about everything. Worthless? Yeah, she totally was worthless; she knew that. It still dug deep in her heart and left another scar that would be visible sooner or later. Iris was used to it, though -- but just because you are used to something, doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt anymore. No matter how much pain she was in and how much it hurt her emotionally, she would never show it. Exposing her weakness to the unknown was akin to handing them the dagger of life. Why would one do such stupid thing as showing emotions that one could take advantage of? Without knowing, you would get stabbed in the back. Mercilessly. 

Obviously, this person was out to break her down into pieces right in front of their eyes. But, fuck you, after all of these years, she wasn’t ready to show her real self to anybody. Strong, independent and smart; that was what she was, according to herself. Or at least, that was what she wanted other’s to believe in, too, and see her as such although she was weak and insecure. It wasn’t like she deserved to feel like she was loved, no. Iris deserved more than this -- she deserved to be crushed with God’s own hands and be thrown into the darkness that sucked out the life of anything and anyone.

“If you don’t shut up now, I will make sure you do after I slit your fucking throat.” God, yes, she was quick to throw up these bitter threats, as if they would get scared. Of course, they wouldn’t. They had the balls to come to her, to say these things to her face. Courage -- they had a lot of it; they weren’t afraid of death it seemed. Because with a simple movement, she could kill them. Mercilessly and violently. Why couldn’t she do that now? What was holding her back? Her sober mind. 

Inhale. 

Exhale. 

“You speak as if you have a tongue out of gold and a mind free as a bird. We all sin. I bet you do, too. No one’s safe, not even God himself. Now fuck off and mind your own damn business. If you want to live a life free from people you assume do shit like this, then turn around and walk away. But you should know that Earth is a playground for all the sinners, so if you’re planning to stay, you better start to play because no one gets out safe. No one.” 

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