I’m retracing my steps
through this love we shared
all the moments we felt free
to just be alive
side by side —
and laughing at the air
I would have loved
to linger in that magic
for awhile.
—M.Rubino November 19, 2022
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I’m retracing my steps
through this love we shared
all the moments we felt free
to just be alive
side by side —
and laughing at the air
I would have loved
to linger in that magic
for awhile.
—M.Rubino November 19, 2022
How long will this remain in my veins,
the feeling of you? the moon has already
come and gone in her phases
and I’m still left here
feeling your pulse while I’m barely alive —
just tell me did you know all this time
that you loved me or was it simply
a lie?
— M.Rubino November 19, 2022
I’m retracing my steps
through this love we shared
all the moments we felt free
to just be alive
side by side —
and laughing at the air
I would have loved
to linger in that magic
for awhile.
—M.Rubino November 19, 2022
I was thinking about how
when we see each other in our dreams
the hurt we feel won’t matter
because only love lives there
and has no room for selfish ways
or partial goodbyes
left at the front door.
— M.Rubino December 29, 2022
Limerence
Do you know how my world crumbles when your eyes meet mine
The sidelong glances and the searching stares that surely reveal too much
I fear what you see inside, the feelings I dare not speak
Tell me, do you notice the hurricane in my chest if you gaze long enough
Do your fleeting glances reveal the jagged cracks overtaking my being
Or how my heart comes to a standstill in the presence of something right and holy
In my faltering gaze, do you see the restraint wearing thin
Can you tell that I’m burning with the desire to be close and and show you all that I am
That my hands so long to be against your skin and to know the guarded truths etched upon
I'm too heavy a
Burden to carry; I want
To lay myself down
How long will this remain in my veins,
the feeling of you? the moon has already
come and gone in her phases
and I’m still left here
feeling your pulse while I’m barely alive —
just tell me did you know all this time
that you loved me or was it simply
a lie?
— M.Rubino November 19, 2022
It takes everything in me
To remain in the present here with you
To stop myself from slipping
Into my desires & daydreams
You
In all your tender devouring beauty
Your bold alluring charm
I gravitate to your touch
As you coax novel feelings from my chest
Hope stumbles forward like a newborn fawn
& I must confess
I yearn to unfold for you
To soften my shoulders
To release myself from an endless burden of vigilance
I want to lay my reckless heart in your lap
So that you might caress my broken pieces
With warm circling fingers
& gently whispered praise.
Instead of all the eggs in one basket,
Don’t put all your love into a single soul,
Because if they go, you’ll never know
And who can live with an empty heart
Without falling apart and into the same one
That ran away with all your love from the start
S.a
True depth unspoken
A karmic awakening
Souls bound from the start
Remember me on rainy days,
And let yourself soak in, cause each drop says
What I feel for you- all the ways.
The rain falls the same way I fall for you,
Unapologetically over and over
every surface they hit
My feelings like raindrops they hover,
Drenching me in you, with the desire to leap closer and closer.
Remember me on rainy days,
The scent of rain, the sound of rain
When every drop keeps crashing,
I hope you feel it as a touch of me against your skin like soft caressing.
It’s the chance for you to feel me,
On rainy days,
Cause somewhere along it hidden, my love stays
Hoping to make you feel what my heart conveys.
-v⃨i⃨a⃨ h⃨y⃨o⃨u⃨k⃨a⃨-⃨m⃨ o⃨n⃨ t⃨u⃨m⃨b⃨l⃨r⃨/⃨/⃨
I’m retracing my steps
through this love we shared
all the moments we felt free
to just be alive
side by side —
and laughing at the air
I would have loved
to linger in that magic
for awhile.
—M.Rubino November 19, 2022
I’ll never know how to carry you
without caring about
the way you smile
or how your lungs breathe
in new air —
even when I’m not there
even if you no longer care,
because that’s the love
I promised you.
—M.Rubino October 30, 2022
How long will this remain in my veins,
the feeling of you? the moon has already
come and gone in her phases
and I’m still left here
feeling your pulse while I’m barely alive —
just tell me did you know all this time
that you loved me or was it simply
a lie?
— M.Rubino November 19, 2022
I heard your love in vines that grew wild,
they whispered softly in my ear
as if you placed a gentle flower there
tucked behind it,
and I remembered the way
you used to say you loved me,
now all I have is the vines and trees
to remind me.
–M.R.
Wild self,
breathe life
like a fire dazzles.
—M.R.