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something lurks

@leviathansuggestion / leviathansuggestion.tumblr.com

fear the open ocean, for I await.
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ssmarian

i've always felt alone

always felt in the dark

hidden away from the tides that pull everyone else

together.

but the world is so full

of light, and sound, and care,

and i've just found one of its desolate corners

without.

everyone i've met

is just as lonely as i

so i pull, i beg, i beckon, like a beacon in the night

hungry

and they find me, grateful,

kneeling, desperate for this

connection for which we've both been starved and

then

i snap, i lunge, i tear, i beg, you won't leave, you won't, i won't let you, please, stay,

and he says it back,

snap, lunge, tear, beg, deny, decry, demand, desire, deride, derivative. destructive. deleterious.

only one of us would leave alive

we knew this from the beginning,

trailing the memories of lovers behind me like

jewelry,

accoutrements of lives before,

dreams of agapé that drain me

the ones that never got away, and he stays there too, saying

"i saw your light

i came

no matter how it ended,

it started."

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Light, commissioned by @serenefig

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mellific

my piece for the @swimonzine! you can get the pdf with over a hundred cool sharks for $1+ here

bull sharks can live in salt and freshwater (growing up in mangroves & salt marshes then migrating upriver or to the ocean), a cool fact i briefly attempted to work into the illustration before giving up and just dumping some weird old tech in there

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