Okay.
You fucked up.
But look on the bright side.
At least you didn't "youtube essayist releases a 4-hour video on plagiarism and half of it is dedicated to exposing your channel, followed a day later by another youtuber releasing a 1-hour-40 minute video about the lies you just made up, and there's almost no overlap between the two" level fuck up.
This post is like a Geiger counter. Every once in awhile it suddenly gets a new burst of notes and I know James Somerton has gone and broken through into some fresh new hell.