even

though we never said it to each other

I’m pretty sure we both know

maybe I’m just delirious off the smell of your laundry detergent

lingering on my skin after you lent me a sweater

after I slept in your bed

not thinking twice about it

but I thought I saw a smug smile roll across your lips

when you got a little too close.

It looks like

at the very least

back in time, at one point or another

you knew

I

Don’t want it to change

I want the way I feel about you to keep me on my toes

To send those same happy feelings to me when I think of everything

To feel that extra something into my step just because of you

Something about not knowing makes it seem like infinity is possible

And I haven’t felt that for a long time

Reminds me of the days we dreamt of things being better

Instead of being stuck just trying to sustain

I hope you’re happy now

I hope everything is okay

I just need things to stay that way