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take me back to eden *

@paddyfeet / paddyfeet.tumblr.com

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( very ) canon divergent \ SIRIUS BLACK / of the harry potter universe. independent. oc supportive. 18+. cst. loved since 2012. bio. verses. memes. info. ask.

ALSO I AM OBSESSED WITH READING CURRENTLY SO..

Books I've read recently: ACOTAR series, Fourth Wing / Iron Flame, From Blood and Ash, Into The Skies, A Fate Inked in Blood, Lightlark / Nightbane, Gothikana, Heartless Hunter, Divine Rivals / Ruthless Vows.

CURRENTLY READING: A Kingdom of Flesh and Fire 

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I will do some replies soon !! It’s finally nice enough outside to clean out my mini horse’s shed so that’s what I’m doing. I’m halfway done!

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If I don’t reply, Wednesday nights are busy for me. I volunteer — I help lead a youth group.

They just informed me that I’m old. So there’s that.

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Leg day was two days ago and I’m still dying. Is this what nesta felt like

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&. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  an  assortment  of  smut  /  nsfw  implied  dialogue  prompts  with  not  so  explicit  language.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

  • ❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜
  • ❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜
  • ❛ how badly do you want me? ❜
  • ❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜
  • ❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜
  • ❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜
  • ❛ you look good like this. ❜
  • ❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜
  • ❛ i’m not jealous. ❜
  • ❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜
  • ❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜ 
  • ❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜
  • ❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜
  • ❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜
  • ❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜
  • ❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜
  • ❛ take off your clothes. ❜
  • ❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜
  • ❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜
  • ❛ is this okay? ❜
  • ❛ you know you love me. ❜
  • ❛ i want you to feel good. ❜
  • ❛ i want this. ❜
  • ❛ come back to bed. ❜
  • ❛ you’re such a tease. ❜
  • ❛ want me to model these for you? ❜
  • ❛ we have to make this quick. ❜
  • ❛ what are you looking at? ❜
  • ❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜
  • ❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜
  • ❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜
  • ❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜
  • ❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. ❜
  • ❛ this is a one time thing. ❜
  • ❛ you know where to find me. ❜
  • ❛ did i say you could stop? ❜
  • ❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜
  • ❛ i want to see you. ❜
  • ❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜
  • ❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜
  • ❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜
  • ❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜
  • ❛ you’re really good at that. ❜
  • ❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜
  • ❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜
  • ❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜
  • ❛ tell me what you want. ❜
  • ❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜
  • ❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜
  • ❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜
  • ❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜
  • ❛ what if i hurt you? ❜
  • ❛ you won’t hurt me. ❜
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❛  do you think we're gonna survive this?  ❜ (from Lily for her Lily Survives AU where they are family living together in Grimmuald place as a family with Harry!)

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Normally, he'd say yes. Any other day, any other time, he'd have said yes. Sirius would have given her this elaborate, decorated, moving speech about how of course they'd survive all of this and be stronger for it. Together.

But that was not what he felt anymore. They'd survive this, but barely. They'd lost their rock ages ago, it felt like, yet wasn't more than a span of a year - James was more than that. He was Lily's everything. He was Sirius' whole life - the best friend he'd ever have.

And yes, they'd move on, they'd repair.. they'd never be the same. They'd live a full but fractured life without James.. and it would never truly feel whole. But it would be good. It could be good. They could make it so. They could make it whole again. The three of them - four with Remus - would form some sort of makeshift family.

" I think -- I think we will this time. " He said softly, tucking a strand of Lily's hair behind her ear. " I will make sure you survive this. I promise. "

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' hey padfoot! oh can i call you that?'

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Sirius turned, greeting the other, " Sure. I don't see why not. "

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THE WEREWOLF BOY KING

an indie selective fandomless werewolf original character written by clare / her & she . this muse has multiple verses from different fandoms.

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paddyfeet
                                   ‘       Blood, sweat, I’ll break my bones                                              Till all my scars bleed golden                                                My name’s forever known                                                     Woah-oh, woah-oh

                     BANG BANG, WON’T STOP TIL WE’RE LEGENDS.   ‘

                                                                    © 
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sometimes i want to apologize for sirius but lets be real here.. you all know what you signed up for

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Lark rolled her eyes as she kept walking. How was she to train someone who was so casual about everything? Irritation ebbed its way to her mood, and her brows furrowed upon hearing her name being called. The second time sent her blood boiling.

Lark promptly stopped and when she heard the other was close enough, she suddenly pivoted and with a quick, fluid movement, she propelled forward towards Sirius.

Much like a viper, her hand struck out and seized his wrist; grappling him to her. Shifting her weight, she moved to flip him over her shoulder in an attempt to pin him on his back.

Do you think-❞ She seethed, fiery anger glimmering in her eyes, but something else too: resolve.

That you can flirt your way out of a Druskelle ambush? ❞ She snapped, her jaw setting.

You will take this seriously, and you will excel under my tutelage. You will die if you do not.

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When she was on him, his breath caught in his throat. He wasn't as skilled as she was - not nearly as quick in movement or to use his abilities. Sirius knew better but had always had a penchant for mischief. And the fact that he had a hard time controlling his tongue. With his hand at his side, he could do little against her. She was strong, stronger than most females he was used to. Not that he'd ever fought one hand to hand. He also wasn't going to attempt to move and risk losing an appendage he was rather fond of.

Grey-blue eyes focused on the gaze above - his features softened in understanding. Lark wasn't wrong. He would die if he didn't learn from her.. but he was so tired. So tired of rules and regulations - his entire life was spent with his mother screaming. He supposed life was not always meant to be enjoyed.

" I do not, " Sirius began, " I will listen. I will take you seriously. " He took a breath in - would what he said next earn him a punch to the throat, perhaps, but of course, he was always going to risk it,

" You've got to give me a bit more time then -- to be less serious, you know, to flirt with you. "

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The glen was beautiful at this hour. Golden sunlight filtering through spring-dressed leaves. Her home was one of her own making, after years in a home of cruelty the young woman found peace among the plants and trees of the forest where she could practice her craft at her own leisure. She spent her days foraging and crafting potions and poultices to take into town, her evenings by the fire tracking the stars and divining futures for the girls who sought her out. It was the easy life she'd prayed for for far too long and so as she navigated her wood only to stumble upon a stranger, her brows furrowed.

Yesika tracked the man easily, bows of trees she'd befriended obscuring her, cool moss dampening the steps of her bare feet. Truly, she was curious. The only visitors she ever received were those who were ill or giggling school girls wishing to know if the boy they liked returned the sentiment. But this visitor was different. An air of frustration lingered about him like a shroud, weighing his shoulders down and cloaking him.

As he sat perched on the fallen tree, she studied his handsome features. What would've brought him to her wood? He didn't seem hurt, nor did he panic the way those with ill family members would. Was he lost perhaps? Blue eyes shimmered with her questions and it would seem the forest grew tired of her hesitance. As she shifted the snap of a twig beneath her foot left her cursing softly. "I'm sorry for intruding." She offered, her voice clear and carrying a hint of embarrassment at getting caught, "Are you hurt?" The question is asked as she steps from her hidden place among the treeline, "Or do you need help?" // @paddyfeet

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Eyes searching, he knew he heard something. The trees were thick but not thick enough to hide everything. The sunlight littered through and that's when he saw her. His lips parted, unsure of what someone else would be doing out here. Warm hair - red? There were rarely women with red hair in the palace anymore. Waves of brown and occasionally blonde would find its way in through a bloodline.. but red was uncommon.

" I'm not hurt. " Sirius replied, straightening as he took a step forward. Did he need help? Yes - and no. " I'm -- " What exactly was he doing? Running away? He couldn't tell an absolute stranger that he was abandoning everything he'd ever known. This would simply be a break.. a break to be normal. Before the entire court rained down upon him. He'd be forced to marry, he'd be forced to only smile occasionally... it all felt like a nightmare.

The ground seemed to be guiding his steps, as if it welcomed him in. Did it truly know his heart? The magic in his fingertips stayed but stopped tingling. " I'm taking a walk. " At least he was partly honest. A breeze ruffled his dark, curling hair and he closed his eyes momentarily to enjoy it. Maybe she could help him. " There's a small village close to here, yes? "

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