You’re really cool and I’m glad you exist 💙💙
Hi Julie! Thank you, I'm glad you exist too. You make the world a better place. ❤️❤️❤️
3/15/19
I'm taking a break from this site for a while.
It's unlikely that more than two or three people would have noticed anyway.
People here really did help me, I love you for that.
Thank you. Goodbye.
Mewtwo supports trans, non-binary, and GNC rights!
miku has some important messages for you!
3/13/19
Ten months of HRT today!
This month has brought some epic highs and some real kick in the teeth lows. I've been debating for a while on the direction to go with in this post, it's still undecided. I'm sorry if this one gets a little darker than usual but sometimes it's not all rainbows and unicorns. However, there is a new stuffed unicorn in my life, they joined me in the grocery store on Valentine's day. I bought them because alone turned into lonely that day and I needed a little giggle. If you haven't walked through a store with a giant unicorn smiling back at you from the cart seat, you should. It's stupid and fun and the best time I've had buying salad and bread flour ever. They were originally going to be a gift for a close friend, they're still in my kitchen, we might just keep hanging out together for a while, unicorns have a way of becoming a good friend too.
I know part of what's been going on in my head is a change in my HRT, I'm taking 2mg less estrogen and on a different anti-androgen. Maybe my body and brain chemistry will adjust in time, it's been tough to adapt though. I miss the blissful enjoyment of everything that was going on before. The appreciation of positive events is still there, the love is still there it just seems like there was more glitter, more sparkle. I know the glitter and sparkle are still there and the beauty is still there, the volume has just been turned down a bit. I'll talk to the doc, my liver is less important than being ridiculously happy.
The weather could be another mood crusher for me this past month. Last time I was cold, then the snow showed up, yay... Nebraska... yay. At first it was fun being a Jilldozer clearing the driveway, that fun went away when I ran out of room to shovel anything, we set a new record for snow... yay. Thankfully I have sympathetic neighbors with a snow blower who helped me for the last one, very appreciative for that. Next year I'm getting a snow blower so I can be a fully automated Jilldozer.
Some other not so great stuff happened too, curled up under blankets bawling my eyes out kind of stuff. I'm not going into detail, I experienced it, you shouldn't have to as well. But somehow all of that negative became more of an inspiration for me to keep pushing through. It was a direction that was a little unexpected at the time, it was one realization that I'm not going to let negative events or negative situations prevent me from living my authentic life. I'm doing me, the actions, words or phobias of others aren't going to stop that, not anymore. This is the real me, it always was, it always will be, I always will be.
Know that you are strong enough to get through anything even when you think you can't. You can, you have to.
I love you all.
If you needed a little extra love today, here it is. You are special and worthy and unbelievably loved. You can do it. You are conquering today. Tomorrow is going to be even better. You’ve got this. Love you.
#GavinMessage
I hope this message will spread and reach out to those people who need supports! Gavin has a little message to share with you and he is here to cheer you up. ;3
He really hopes that he can make you feel better and brighten up your day at least a little
“Be kind to people, Be kind to everyone, be kind to your friends, and be kind to yourself” ♥
have a nice day everyone^^
Previously, I’d only seen the first two panels and assumed it was the complete comic.
This version is much better.
omg it’s so much better with the conclusion
“The systemic barrier has been removed.”
*cough* public school *cough cough*
For the closeted people of the world
It gets better, much better than you can ever imagine. And you’re going to come out a stronger, more caring and intellectual person for it. The wait is the hardest, as is dealing with people who may not accept you. I won’t lie, that kind of rejection is a hurt that cuts you down to the core. But when you learn / have the ability to prioritise yourself, and distance yourself from the negativity, the weight gets lifted off your shoulders and the feeling of freedom and comfort is practically tangible. Stay safe, your time will come, be true to yourselves. Good luck
❤️shoutout to gay people who used to think they were bi 💛shoutout to bi people who used to think they were gay 💚sexuality is complicated, there’s nothing wrong with taking time to figure yourself out 💙you aren’t “adhering to stereotypes” or anything like that. 💜there is nothing wrong with your identity!
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I can’t believe I got tagged. I’m cry.
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thank you friend right back at you
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BLESS! Ugh, you make my heart so happy!
Passing along
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Awwww right back at you @fandermom !!!❤️❤️❤️
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Oh my god! Thank you so much! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
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That’s so darn sweet! Right back at ya @so-many-ships-i-have-a-fleet !!! 💖💛💖💛
@that-one-wolf-in-the-bookshop omg you are a sweet and cute and adorable person!!! I love you so much for even thinking of me??? <3
@denimnerdboi you are such a sweetheart! Thank you so much!! I love you too! <me spinning around saying "Love! Love! Love!">
To trans people reading this: the next person who uses your dead name or old pronouns will get a very, very hard glare from me. Virtually. From thousands of miles away. Over the internet. With my gay powers. Point is I love you and support you and I hope you have a good day.
“Often, it’s not about becoming a new person, but becoming the person you were meant to be, and already are, but don’t know how to be.”
— Heath L. Buckmaster (via quotemadness)