goodnight-sammy reblogged
"john loved sam more" "john loved dean more" no he loved them differently and chose to be really obvious about it stay toxic king ✌️
#realest take ever#John loved Dean but it wasn't a soft love. He trusted him. relied on him. He kept Dean around and treated him like a partner.#John loved Dean to the point of relying on him... to not seeing him as a child. A favorite pair of jeans. Well loved being well used.#John loved Sam but he always saw Sam as a child. Something to protect. he didn't bring Sam along because it was 'safer' to keep sam away.#John loved Sam to the point of neglecting him. Keeping him away from the danger. Like something delicate you keep in its box.#Dean longed to be treated as something valuable or precious. Something his Dad wanted to protect.#Sam longed to be treated as a part of the family. Something his Dad wanted to take along with him... to trust.#spn meta
