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frcgilehearts

Hey, it’s been a while. I kinda feel like I need to explain a few things. I know I don’t really but I guess it’s nice to get it off my chest. I really did have the full intention of coming back. I miss it, I miss roleplaying. I miss my friends. I had everything planned even got ready to finish off my blog. 

Long story short, shock of the century, life got in the way. Work has been stressful, I’ve been trying to move and save up to do so. My mental health took a hit and the biggest hit I can recall since god knows when. I don’t know what started it but what was already bad got a thousand times worse.

I’m in pain nearly all the time and no one can seem to figure out what’s going on. I’ve recently been back and forward to the doctors because of frequent dizzy spells and headaches.  Physiotherapy, MRI Scans, blood tests, ECGs, tablets on top of tablets. Yet nothing. Nada. Zilch. 

I’m now starting counselling. Which is also fun. I haven’t been one on one yet just over the phone my first one on one is the 28th. But still, I knew I needed it but I was always worried about paying for it. Though, this time it was a doctor’s recommendation. And it’s been said that I have Agoraphobia. Which makes sense, and can also explain the dizzy spells. But until I see them in person I don’t know.

Needless to say, I’ve been going through some shit. 😂 Honestly, I just wanted to pop by and say, to whoever is still following me (and to be fair if you are I give you mad props for), I’m sorry. I miss you. I really do hope I come back I really want to. Right now though, I have no motivation for anything and that’s not just roleplaying it’s everything. So, I’m sorry again and I hope that explains my disappearing act at least a little without going into too much detail. Hopefully, when I get my headspace back on track I’ll be back. With new babies, old babies you name it. I want to come back. I just don’t know when I’ll be ready. 

I’m sorry again. And thank you all for everything. I know it’s probably a bit late for that now but I am still thankful of everyone here. So, yeah, thank you. 

P.S: I do still pop up on discord for those who want to talk to me there. I never really left, I just can’t get myself to be active.
#q#tw: mental health
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Hey, it’s been a while. I kinda feel like I need to explain a few things. I know I don’t really but I guess it’s nice to get it off my chest. I really did have the full intention of coming back. I miss it, I miss roleplaying. I miss my friends. I had everything planned even got ready to finish off my blog. 

Long story short, shock of the century, life got in the way. Work has been stressful, I’ve been trying to move and save up to do so. My mental health took a hit and the biggest hit I can recall since god knows when. I don’t know what started it but what was already bad got a thousand times worse.

I’m in pain nearly all the time and no one can seem to figure out what’s going on. I’ve recently been back and forward to the doctors because of frequent dizzy spells and headaches.  Physiotherapy, MRI Scans, blood tests, ECGs, tablets on top of tablets. Yet nothing. Nada. Zilch. 

I’m now starting counselling. Which is also fun. I haven’t been one on one yet just over the phone my first one on one is the 28th. But still, I knew I needed it but I was always worried about paying for it. Though, this time it was a doctor's recommendation. And it’s been said that I have Agoraphobia. Which makes sense, and can also explain the dizzy spells. But until I see them in person I don’t know.

Needless to say, I’ve been going through some shit. 😂 Honestly, I just wanted to pop by and say, to whoever is still following me (and to be fair if you are I give you mad props for), I’m sorry. I miss you. I really do hope I come back I really want to. Right now though, I have no motivation for anything and that’s not just roleplaying it’s everything. So, I’m sorry again and I hope that explains my disappearing act at least a little without going into too much detail. Hopefully, when I get my headspace back on track I’ll be back. With new babies, old babies you name it. I want to come back. I just don’t know when I’ll be ready. 

I'm sorry again. And thank you all for everything. I know it’s probably a bit late for that now but I am still thankful of everyone here. So, yeah, thank you. 

P.S: I do still pop up on discord for those who want to talk to me there. I never really left, I just can’t get myself to be active.
#tw: mental health
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iironbled‌:

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Of course she was going to ignore it, because that’s what she did and that wasn’t a bad thing, especially since it worked every time. He turned his head to look at her and to the cup of coffee. Going back to bed didn’t sound like such a bad thing now it was cold. “ I wouldn’t want you to get cold. ” He smiled. “ I’ll drink it and then I’ll be up. ”
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Tia shrugged simply offering a small smile. “ I don’t mind it. ” She rested her palm on his cheek gently as she nodded in response. “ I’m here if you need me. I always am. ” She couldn’t help but worry about him. Even if they had an argument or something went wrong causing them both to be agitated. She still worried. 

#iironbled#tia: replies#wow im rusty haha
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OPEN RP.
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“I want to be alone. Was that not obvious?”
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“It was, but you know full damn well I’m not going to pay attention to it.” Her eyebrows creased slightly as she frowned placing a newly brewed cup of coffee next to him. “At least drink this. -- And when you’re finished being alone please come back to bed.” After a small moment placed a kiss to his forehead before wrapping her arms around herself. “Besides... it’s cold.”

#tia: replies#iironbled#fgyhujkfoihlg i missed them i couldnt wait anymore#and regardless im still gonna reply to old threads when i fix my theme cause tumblr is an ass
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xstillsane

xstillsane‌:

ur so cute i missed you plenty !! i’m so sad to hear you’re in pain, let me know if there is anything i can do for you, i’ll jump on the next train :) very excited to have you back, miss you and writing with youuuu ahh i hope you feel better my love !!

Psshhh no I’m not. 💙💙💙💙 I’m okay I’ve been dealing with it for a while now just waiting for physiotherapy really been waiting a stupid amount of time though 😂 I won’t say no to cuddles though. I’m excited too. I’ve missed being here in general and writing with you and everyone else and just yes... i’m glad to be back. Thank you 💙

#xstillsane#replies#. ﹕・✫☽ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇ ;; { tink talks }
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ahhhh i’ve missed u !! i hope ur happy <333

I’ve missed you too!! I’m okay just been really busy been dealing with pains that are annoying but otherwise im good. just same shit different day really haha, i hope youre happy too. 💙💙 I’m hoping to get my blog all sorted in the next upcoming weeks so i can get back on properly. just a few bits i need to do first though.... when i get time xD 

#xstillsane#replies#wow rambling sorry i just missed you#. ﹕・✫☽ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇ ;; { tink talks }
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laarne

no offense but the soft uncertain kiss followed by a pause where the people look each other in the eyes and then fucking pull eachother back into a more passionate kiss will always be the most soul destroying trope , catch me lying on the fucking ground sobbing and rewatching The Scene™✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼

#wishlist#pb#urgh yes i need it all#q
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frcgilehearts
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so like…. i wanna rp…. but, i dont really fancy being on tumblr right now. the amount of drafts i have is stressing me out more than i like to admit (only have myself to blame there) and with … all the life shit going on right now im just….. grr…. so if anyone wants to rp on d*cord for the time being? id be down for it. (just make sure to let me know who you are and then ill create us a server for our rps and such.)
#just in case people missed it#only for the time being#. ﹕・✫☽ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇ ;; { tink talks }#psa#kinda
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