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ind. betty cooper from cw's riverdale. semi-sel. as penned & loved by alexa! est. june 2017
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partially based on things i’ve said.  heavily based on mental illness, esp depression. contains a bunch of soft interactions relating to and about helping and communicating about it.

❝  Please  don’t  talk  to  me  like  that .  ❞   ❝  I  know  it  may  sound  dumb,  but  are  we  okay   ??   ❞   ❝  Could  you  make  me  some  [food  item]   ??   It  makes  me  feel  better .   ❞ ❝  Can  we  go  on  a  little  walk   ??  ❞   ❝  I’m  sorry  for  being  away  for  a  while .  ❞ ❝  Please  just  tell  me  you  still  love  me .  ❞   ❝  I’m  down,  I  need  cuddles .  ❞   ❝  I  bought  it  the  other  day .  It’s  dumb  but  it  makes  me  feel  nice .  ❞   ❝  I  just  cleaned  my  entire  room   !!  ❞   ❝  I  decided  to  make  some  [food  item],  I  even  got  my  [parent]’s  recipe .  ❞   ❝  I’m  sorry,  I  only  now  got  the  energy  to  reply .  ❞   ❝  I’m  trying  out  [pronouns/name]  from  now  on .  ❞   ❝  Are  you  busy   ??   Can  we  talk  for  a  while   ??  ❞   ❝  Could  you  brush  my  hair/paint  my  nails   ??  ❞   ❝  When  you  do  [thing]  it  makes  me  sad/anxious .  ❞   ❝  Do  you  think  I’m  pretty   ??  ❞   ❝  I  think  a  pet  would  be  good  for  me .  ❞ ❝  You  don’t  think  I’m  a  burden  do  you   ??  ❞       ❝  There’s  nothing  wrong  with  me  being  sad  sometimes.  ❞ ❝  Today  I’m  not  doing  anything  big,  I  need  a  soft  day.  ❞ ❝  Let’s  watch  [show]  together,  please.  ❞ ❝  No  grimdark  things  today.  ❞ ❝  I  could  use  a  little  bit  of  attention,  if  you’re  not  busy.  ❞ ❝  Please  stop  making  loud  sounds.  ❞ ❝  I  didn’t  do  anything  wrong,  did  I   ??  ❞ ❝  Don’t  touch  me  please.  ❞

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@riverdalered // cont. from here
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             ❛ –but , have you even tried , arch ? have you even thought that maybe we could be something ? ❜ as she heard the words leave his lips , a tear rolled down her rosy cheek . there was definitely no CONVINCING him to love her . that wouldn't be fair to the both of them . but , she at least wanted to state her case . 

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———-i know i haven’t been on here in wEEKS but, i miss everyone and want to start writing again ! so , give this post a heart and i’ll message you ! :-)

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              PSA : so , tomorrow i leave for new jersey for two weeks ! i’m attending a musical theatre intensive woo ! i’m not bringing my laptop so i’m not sure how active i’ll be . but , feel free to hit up my ims and my discord ! ( lex#4423 ) i’m open to writing on discord or just talking ! love all of you guys !! <3

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              PSA : so , tomorrow i leave for new jersey for two weeks ! i’m attending a musical theatre intensive woo ! i’m not bringing my laptop so i’m not sure how active i’ll be . but , feel free to hit up my ims and my discord ! ( lex#4423 ) i’m open to writing on discord or just talking ! love all of you guys !! <3

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‘  so casually cruel in the name of being honest.  ’

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✰ * º ❛   taylor swift lyric starters   ❜
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            ❛ -- i’m sorry , jug . but , i just can’t keep PRETENDING like nothing happened . ❜  although , the blonde was known for being kind hearted , she cared too much about her friends to actively lie to them and just tell them what they wanted to hear . that wasn’t like her. 

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✰ * º ❛   taylor swift lyric starters   ❜

          * these are mainly sad / angsty lyrics – some of which have been changed for clarity / to better the perspective of the meme.   as always, feel free to change ‘em up however you need to!!

‘  something about it felt like home somehow.  ’ ‘  i might be okay, but i’m not fine at all.  ’ ‘  i remember it all too well.  ’ ‘  i forget about you long enough to forget why i needed to.  ’ ‘  maybe i asked for too much.  ’ ‘  this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up.  ’ ‘  you call me up again just to break me like a promise.  ’ ‘  so casually cruel in the name of being honest.  ’ ‘  time won’t fly, it’s like i’m paralyzed by it.  ’ ‘  i’d like to be my old self again, but i’m still trying to find it.  ’ ‘  i’m so glad you made time to see me.  ’ ‘  how’s life?  ’ ‘  your guard is up and i know why.  ’ ‘  you gave me roses and i left them there to die.  ’ ‘  this is me swallowing my pride.  ’ ‘  i’m sorry for that night.  ’ ‘  turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you.  ’ ‘  these days i haven’t been sleeping.  ’ ‘  you gave me all your love and all i gave you was ‘goodbye.’  ’ ‘  maybe this is wishful thinking.  ’ ‘  if we loved again, i swear i’d love you right.  ’ ‘  i’d go back in time and change it, but i can’t.  ’ ‘  wishing i’d realized what i had when you were mine.  ’ ‘  in a box beneath my bed is a letter that you never read from three summers back.  ’ ‘  it’s hard not to find it all a little bittersweet.  ’ ‘  all this time i was wasting, hoping you would come around.  ’ ‘  i’ve been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down.  ’ ‘  you’re thinking we’ll be fine, but not this time around.  ’ ‘  you don’t have to call anymore. i won’t pick up the phone.  ’ ‘  you can tell me you’re sorry, but i don’t believe you like i did before.  ’ ‘  you got your share of secrets and i’m tired of being last to know.  ’ ‘  i should have known.  ’ ‘  i was a dreamer before you went and let me down.  ’ ‘  now it’s too late for you and your white horse to come around.  ’ ‘  maybe i was naïve, got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance.  ’ ‘  my mistake, i didn’t know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.  ’ ‘  i had so many dreams about you and me.  ’ ‘  and there you are on your knees, begging for forgiveness, begging for me, just like i always wanted.  ’ ‘  i’m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well.  ’ ‘  my mother accused me of losing my mind, but i swore i was fine.  ’ ‘  you paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain.  ’ ‘  i see it all now that you’re gone.  ’ ‘  don’t you think i was too young to be messed with?  ’ ‘  maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame.  ’ ‘  maybe it’s you and your sick need to give love then take it away.  ’ ‘  you’ll add my name to your long list of traitors who don’t understand.  ’ ‘  run as fast as you can.  ’ ‘  you’re an expert at ‘sorry’ and keeping lines blurry.  ’ ‘  all the girls that you’ve run dry have tired, lifeless eyes cause you’ve burned them out.  ’ ‘  people like you always want back the love they gave away.  ’ ‘  the more i think about it now, the less i know.  ’ ‘  all you had to do is stay.  ’ ‘  now that it’s just too late.  ’ ‘  i’ve been picking up the pieces of the mess you made.  ’ ‘  people like you always want back the love they pushed aside.  ’ ‘  people like me are gone forever when you say goodbye.  ’ ‘  why’d you have to go and lock me out when i let you in?  ’ ‘  let me remind you, this is what you wanted.  ’ ‘  you ended it.  ’ ‘  you were all i wanted, but not like this.  ’ ‘  loving you was blue like i’d never known.  ’ ‘  missing you was dark grey all alone.  ’ ‘  forgetting you was like trying to know somebody you never met.  ’ ‘  but loving you was red.  ’ ‘  touching you was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you.  ’ ‘  fighting with you was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer.  ’ ‘  regretting you was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong.  ’ ‘  moving on from you is impossible when i still see it all in my head.  ’ ‘  this is it, i’ve had enough.  ’ ‘  we called it off again last night.  ’ ‘  we are never, ever, ever getting back together.  ’ ‘  i’m really gonna miss you picking fight and falling for it screaming that i’m right.  ’ ‘  it’s been awhile since i have even heard from you.  ’ ‘  i should just tell you to leave ‘cause i know exactly where it leads.  ’ ‘  you got that james dean daydream look in your eyes.  ’ ‘  i got that red lip classic thing that you like.  ’ ‘  when we go crashing down, we come back every time.  ’ ‘  we never go out of style.  ’ ‘  i heard that you’ve been out and about with some other girl.  ’ ‘  what you heard is true.  ’ ‘  i can’t stop thinking about you.  ’ ‘  just take me home.  ’ ‘  when you take, you take the very best of me.  ’ ‘  i’m not what you wanted.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been anywhere cold as you.  ’ ‘  you put up walls and paint them all shades of gray and i stood there loving you and wished them all away.  ’ ‘  you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer and the nerve to adore you.  ’ ‘  you never did give a damn thing, honey, but i cried for you.  ’ ‘  i know you wouldn’t have told nobody if i died for you.  ’ ‘  you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me. were you just kidding?  ’ ‘  this thing is breaking down.  ’ ‘  we almost never speak.  ’ ‘  i don’t feel welcome anymore.  ’ ‘  one second it was perfect, now you’re halfway out the door.  ’ ‘  it rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i was there when you said forever and always.  ’ ‘  was i out of line?  ’ ‘  did i say something way too honest?  ’ ‘  thought i knew you for a minute, but now i’m not so sure.  ’ ‘  put my name at the top of your list.  ’ ‘  you break my heart in the blink of an eye.  ’ ‘  you wear your best apology, but i was there to watch you leave.  ’ ‘  all the times i let you in just for you to go again disappear when you come back.  ’ ‘  this is the last time you tell me i’ve got it wrong.  ’ ‘  this is the last time i say it’s been you all along.  ’ ‘  this is the last time i let you in my door.  ’ ‘  this is the last time, i won’t hurt you anymore.  ’ ‘  you told me you loved me, so why did you go away?  ’ ‘  all that i know is i don’t know how to be something you miss.  ’ ‘  i never thought we’d have a last kiss.  ’ ‘  never imagined we’d end like this.  ’ ‘  there’s not a day i don’t miss those rude interruptions.  ’ ‘  i hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day and something reminds you you wish you had stayed.  ’ ‘  i hope something reminds you you wish you had stayed.  ’ ‘  i’ll watch your life in pictures like i used to watch you sleep.  ’ ‘  i feel you forget me like i used to feel you breathe.  ’ ‘  i keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are.  ’ ‘  i never planned on you changing your mind.  ’ ‘  none of us thought it was gonna end that way.  ’ ‘  it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.  ’ ‘  i don’t know what to be without you around.  ’ ‘  i can’t breathe without you, but i have to.  ’ ‘  i never wanna see you hurt.  ’ ‘  nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.  ’ ‘  come on, don’t leave me like this.  ’ ‘  you’re all i wanted.  ’ ‘  i thought i had you figured out.  ’ ‘  i still mean every word i said to you.  ’ ‘  the whole time i’m wishing he was you instead.  ’ ‘  i just wanna tell you it takes everything in me not to call you.  ’ ‘  i wish i could run to you and i hope you know that every time i don’t, i almost do.  ’ ‘  i bet you think i either moved on or hate you.  ’ ‘  i bet it never occurred to you that i can’t say hello to you and risk another goodbye.  ’ ‘  we made quite a mess, babe.  ’ ‘  it’s probably better off this way.  ’ ‘  i hope sometimes you wonder about me.  ’ ‘  nothing lasts forever, but this is gonna take me down.  ’ ‘  say you’ll remember me.  ’ ‘  say you’ll see me again.  ’

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    —  —  —  BUZZFEED UNSOLVED SENTENCE STARTERS

‘  do you think we’re gonna die here tonight?  ’ ‘  it’s horrifying, chilling… just over all not good.  ’ ‘  should we just get this over with?  ’ ‘  he’s a fucking criminal.  ’ ‘  sharing is caring? meh, go fuck yourself.  ’ ‘  oh god, um… oh my god, i fucking hate this.  ’ ‘  stop banging on the door, you dick.  ’ ‘  what. the fuck. is wrong with you.  ’ ‘  i gotta be honest, this doesn’t really compel me very much.  ’ ‘  that was a joke that i made and then it formed your opinion on it.  ’ ‘  flip that switch. do you think that’s the murder switch?  ’ ‘  this is embarrassing. this is embarrassing for you, i think.  ’ ‘  no one’s ghost-proof.  ’ ‘  i’m ghost-proof.  ’ ‘  you’re not ghost-proof. you’re just an idiot who refuses to see proof.  ’ ‘  i’m ghost-proof, baby!  ’ ‘  that sounded like will smith!  ’ ‘  is will smith dead? has anyone checked the news?!  ’ ‘  the problem is if there’s something that attacks us down here, i’m going to hit my head on the ceiling and my skull will smash.  ’ ‘  alright, buddy. keep your wits about ya.  ’ ‘  let’s get the fuck out of here.  ’ ‘  i kind of just looked into places that would make me wanna die and i think this checks that box.  ’ ‘  did i just blind you? good, good, good. it’ll give you the vision.  ’ ‘  take a drink!  ’ ‘  i’m gonna get you all tanked.  ’ ‘  what do you expect? what insight are you trying to gather from here?  ’ ‘  maybe the noise is a little snake. can you imagine a little snake wrapped around a little pickaxe with a little hat on?  ’ ‘  i’m not trying to do that whole dismissive thing, but… i’m dismissing it.  ’ ‘  alright. alright, man. you just gotta chill.  ’ ‘  i thought ‘glory hole’ used to mean something very innocuous, though.  ’ ‘  it’s where the men fucked the earth hoping to impregnate it with gold.  ’ ‘  a bug flew up my nose.  ’ ‘  i think i’ve swallowed about six tablespoons of bugs at this point.  ’ ‘  it’s so silent aside from the bugs in my ears.  ’ ‘  a bat flew right behind you just now.  ’ ‘  that bat was straight-up going for your ass… it was an ass bat.  ’ ‘  dude, i’m so nervous.  ’ ‘  how can you be nervous with a beautiful sunset like that?  ’ ‘  there’s some pretty shitty things that have happened to people around here.  ’ ‘  can you even look at least a little bit worried?  ’ ‘  yeah, i’m fucking nervous, man. i feel like i’m gonna vomit.  ’ ‘  we’re all assholes here.  ’ ‘  i don’t know why i phrased it ‘lucky for us.’ i think i was feeling brave when i wrote this.  ’ ‘  yeah, this isn’t lucky for you at all.  ’ ‘  i’m gonna try and avoid saying ‘demon’ as much as i can.  ’ ‘  i’m not gonna let you goad me into this, i know what you’re trying to do.  ’ ‘  shut up. we’re moving on.  ’ ‘  you know what? i’m not trying to scare you, but… i got a bad feeling about this one.  ’ ‘  why are you unbuttoning your pants? we’re in public right now.  ’ ‘  oh… you’ve out-dumbed yourself.  ’ ‘  you know, i thought this was gonna be funny, but now i’m actually happy that i have it.  ’ ‘  i’m a whole other coin. just like a chill ass wheat-back penny.  ’ ‘  i’m doing it for the betterment of the science.  ’ ‘  any demons here? you got any demons out tonight? any horn-y boys or whatever they are.  ’ ‘  you may not like this… i’m gonna try to agitate it.  ’ ‘  you do what you gotta do and i’ll do what i gotta do.  ’ ‘  i’m just gonna be as crude as possible here.  ’ ‘  no, no, no. just right out of the gate. why build up?  ’ ‘  if you don’t believe then there’s nothing for you to be afraid of, right?  ’ ‘  you can be is big of a prick as you want, but i’m staying over here.  ’ ‘  if you want me off this bridge, you’re gonna have to kill me.  ’ ‘  nope! don’t loop me into your shit!  ’ ‘  stop looping me. i hate when you do this to me in demon places.  ’ ‘  i’m not part of his little charade.  ’ ‘  children will come here and tell tales about me.  ’ ‘  shut the fuck up – i’m gonna murder you.  ’ ‘  oh what a load of horse shit.  ’ ‘  oh, skip the theatrics and just go into it.  ’ ‘  if you want me off this bridge, you’re gonna have to throw me off.  ’ ‘  you gotta admit, that is an effective technique.  ’ ‘  no, it’s not an effective technique. it’s a way to get killed.  ’ ‘  that’s not how you get them, shut up.  ’ ‘  when’s the last time you ever walked into the dark woods?  ’ ‘  this is so much scarier than hunting fucking sasquatch.  ’ ‘  people usually feel overcome with emotion in here, like a violent emotion.  ’ ‘  give me a heads up if you start to feel murderous. i would appreciate that.  ’ ‘  by the way, these woods are also scary because of the people that might be in there.  ’ ‘  i mean, people are greater threats than demons or ghouls.  ’ ‘  i can’t fight, you can’t fight.  ’ ‘  you’re like one of those carwash floaty things that are out front just wiggling around.  ’ ‘  anyone doing up to no good out here?  ’ ‘  one of these times we’re gonna die.  ’ ‘  oh shit! there’s something over there. i don’t know what it is, but the bushes are moving.   ’ ‘  i just heard a scream.  ’ ‘  well, if we just make it seem like we’re in on it, like… we’re here for the cult stuff.  ’ ‘  we’re here for the cult stuff. we saw the ad on craigslist.  ’ ‘  it feels weird to even joke. i’m so fucking scared right now.  ’ ‘  oh sure they’d be hiding in the bushes. they’re cultists.  ’ ‘  i keep collecting spiderwebs on my face and now i’m just sort of immune to them. i’m just letting them accumulate.  ’ ‘  well, you are just a giant stick walking around.  ’ ‘  oh, this looks fun… an odd collection of branches. looks like a witch lair or something.  ’ ‘  hello? you can’t be doing occult stuff like this. it’s a weeknight.  ’ ‘  dude, wait. you’re fucking crazy.  ’ ‘  you need to chill. you need to chill out.  ’ ‘  hey man, it’s just a plant.  ’ ‘  we kicked goatman off the bridge, it’s ours now.  ’ ‘  goatman, are you out here in the woo– well, he’s out here in the woods ‘cause he’s not tending to his bridge.  ’ ‘  clearly. that’s why finders keepers and all that.  ’ ‘  hey, if there’s cultists out there… i gotta let you know, my pal has a water gun.  ’ ‘  i don’t like this, i don’t like this one bit.  ’ ‘  we are hearing noise from all sides at this point. it’s very blair witch.  ’ ‘  yeah, let’s leave.  ’ ‘  the name ‘steve’ doesn’t really strike fear into the heart.  ’ ‘  i’ll go along with this. fun gimmick.  ’ ‘  well demons, it’s been fun.  ’ ‘  as we snuff these candles so too do we snuff you from this mortal world, you fucking wimp.  ’ ‘  this bridge is officially mine. they’ll tell legends of me here.  ’ ‘  oh god, i feel like i’ve gone to the dark side.  ’ ‘  just gloat a little bit. this is a win for you.  ’

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hey, since i’ve been in the riverdale rpc we used to have extremely boppin’ discord group chats which made it easier to meet new people / find people to write with!! nowadays it’s harder to find members of the community and  i wanted to revive this idea with the help of @riverdalered !! feel free to message me for the link if you’re wanting to join!!! 

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