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HI HERES PATRICK

kinda feel like I need to go outside and be absorbed by fog or somethin. become one with the creatures in the mist. become the physical manifestation of the sound the highway makes in the distance. be my own liminal space. self care, yknow

if anyone can get ahold of ricky  /  @mulcibere  or knows his phone number or knows him in real life, please send someone to his house to make sure he’s okay. he is posting about committing suicide.

“is that the neibolt house” “no drake it’s the retirement home-OF COURSE IT’S THE NEIBOLT HOUSE!”

● —— stand by me sentence starters.

’ alright, mickey’s a mouse, donald’s a duck, pluto’s a dog. what’s goofy? ’ ’ goofy’s a dog. he’s definitely a dog. ’ ’ if i could only have one food for the rest of my life? ’ ’ there’s no way anybody could know that much about opera! ’ ’ does the word “retarded” mean anything to you? ’ ’ i don’t shut up. i grow up. and when i look at you, i throw up. ’ ’ don’t call me any of your mother’s pet names. ’ ’ fuck writing, i don’t want to be a writer. ’ ’ god gave you something, man, all those stories you can make up. ’ ’ kids lose everything unless there’s someone there to look out for them. ’ ’ this is what we got for ya, kid. try not to lose it. ’ ’ if your parents are too fucked up to do it, then maybe i should. ’ ’ i’m in the prime of my youth, and i’ll only be young once! ’ ’ yeah, but you’re gonna be stupid for the rest of your life. ’ ’ how do you know if a frenchman has been in your backyard? ’ ’ your garbage cans are empty and your dog’s pregnant. ’ ’ didn’t i just say i was french? ’ ’ do you think i’m weird? ’ ’ no man, seriously. am i weird? ’ ’ so what? everyone’s weird. ’ ’ suck my fat one, you cheap dime store hood. ’ ’ this isn’t funny! what am i supposed to eat? ’ ’ come on you guys. let’s get moving. ’ ’ by the time we get there, the kid won’t even be dead anymore. ’ ’ you four-eyed pile of shit! ’ ’ a pile of shit has a thousand eyes. ’ ’ do you think mighty mouse could beat up superman? ’ ’ he/she was carrying five elephants in one hand! ’ ’ boy, you don’t know nothing! ’ ’ there’s no way a cartoon could beat up a real guy. ’ ’ maybe you’re right. it’d be a good fight, though. ’ ’ i’m never gonna get out of this town am i? ’ ’ you can do anything you want, man. ’ ’ the main guy of the story is a fat kid that nobody likes. ’ ’ friends come in and out of our lives, like busboys in a restaurant. ’ ’ come on, choppy! bite my ass, choppy! bite my ass! ’ ’ stop teasing that dog, you hear me! stop teasing him! ’ ’ i’m gonna beat your ass, teasing my dog like that! ’ ’ i’d like to see you climb over this fence and get me, fat ass! ’ ’ don’t you call me that, you little tin weasel peckerwood looney’s son. ’ ’ what did you call me? ’ ’ i’m gonna rip your head off and shit down your neck! ’ ’ i never had any friends later on like the ones i had when I was twelve. ’ ’ nothing like a smoke after a meal. ’ ’ yeah… i cherish these moments. ’ ’ “suck my fat one”? whoever told you that you had a fat one? ’ ’ i was twelve going on thirteen the first time i saw a dead human being. ’ ’ what are you gonna do? shoot us all? ’ ’ you guys wanna go see a dead body? ’ ’ you wanna be the lone ranger, or the cisco kid? ’ ’ shit no! what do you think i am? ’ ’ is it loaded? ’ ’ if you wanna get laid, you gotta get yourself a protestant. ’ ’ did your mother have any kids that lived? ’ ’ maybe you will, maybe you won’t. ’ ’ i wasn’t that scared. i wasn’t. sincerely. ’ ’ don’t pay any attention to those fools. ’ ’ are you all right, young man/lady? ’ ’ hey lardass, how was your trip? ’ ’ that was the all-time train dodge! ’ ’ you were so scared you looked like that fat guy. ’ ’ you come on and try it, you slimy bastard. ’ ’ you watch your mouth, smart guy! let him do his own fighting. ’ ’ from the racks and stacks, it’s the best on wax! ’ ’ we’re just here to take a couple steelhead out of the river. ’ ’ come on, man, we’re gonna be famous! ’ ’ we’re gonna be on every radio and tv show in the country! ’ ’ now i’m gonna state mine: get in the fucking car, now! ’ ’ okay… you’ve stated your position clearly. ’ ’ when they gonna give up? the kid’s gone. ’ ’ they ain’t never gonna find him/her. ’ ’ would you hold still? you’re making me fuck up the snake part. ’ ’ some hunter’s gonna go in the woods to take a leak, wind up pissing on his bones. ’ ’ i bet you a thousand bucks they’ll find him/her before then. ’ ’ hey, what’s the big deal? who cares? ’ ’ will you two just shut the fuck up? ’ ’ if either of you assholes had two-thousand dollars, i’d kill you both. ’ ’ why couldn’t you have gotten breakfast stuff? ’ ’ i guess a more experienced shopper could have gotten more for your seven cents. ’ ’ the train had knocked him/her out of his/her keds. ’ ’ you’re gonna be a great writer someday. ’ ’ i’ll be waiting on the other side, relaxing with my thoughts. ’ ’ you use your left hand or right hand to do that? ’ ’ you let him/her beat you, you cock-knocker! ’ ’ what am i supposed to do, think of everything? ’ ’ what did you bring a comb for? you don’t even have any hair! ’ ’ i’m sorry if i’m spoiling everybody’s good time. ’ ’ we’re going to see a dead kid… maybe it shouldn’t be a party. ’ ’ you know what that means. next year we’ll all be split up. ’ ’ what are you talking about? why would that happen? ’ ’ no, man. don’t say that. don’t even think that. ’ ’ i told you we should of stuck to the tracks. ’ ’ is it me, or are you the world’s biggest pussy? ’ ’ i suppose this is fun for you? ’ ’ i still think we should call the cops. ’ ’ it’s best we just keep our mouths shut. ’ ’ we could make a ‘nonymous call. ’ ’ they trace those calls, stupid. ’ ’ you’re a real asshole, you know that? ’ ’ i know you didn’t mean to insult my friend. ’ ’ why don’t you tell me something i don’t know, asshole? ’ ’ any of you guys know when the next train is due? ’ ’ the kid wasn’t sick. the kid wasn’t sleeping. the kid was dead. ’