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Fictober Day 9

Short and sweet.

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He felt stupid.

It had only been two weeks.

14 days, 6 hours, 37 minutes and 29... 30... 31 seconds since he’d last seen Scully. He knew because he had counted. He missed her that badly.

When Mulder came to the airport to pick her up, he was excited. Of course, she couldn’t know that... he wouldn’t tell her, but he was excited nonetheless to greet her when she came walking out of the gate.

“Mulder...” Scully said, her expression softening. “You came to get me...”

He rubbed the back of his head and spoke:

“Figured you’d be too tired to drive. Did you eat yet?”

“No, I haven’t. Why are you being so kind to me?”

Her question was a fair one to ask. In the past, he hadn’t been particularly helpful with dinner, or driving her places. But back then, they weren’t seeing a counselor for their issues. They were now.

“Because I missed you, that’s why. I care about you and... I’m hungry too. So let’s go.”

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leiascully

OctoberFicFest Day 8: First Meeting

When Mulder remembered Melissa later, he remembered a flame: the fierce glow of her soul, the flicker of her hair and eyes.  Melissa was a candle in the darkness.  Melissa had led him out of the underworld and never looked back.

She was steadfast.  She kept the faith, and her vigil had not been in vain.

He missed her, though he had no right to.  He would have liked to see what she would have made of the world.  Melissa would never have let them linger in the dark, fumbling blind.  She would have brought them home.

He hoped she was starlight now, shimmering across the universe.

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Fictober - Day 6

A/N: will update for formatting, links, etc (currently on mobile)

ficlet || msr, fluff || post-Small Potatoes

prompt: “that was impressive”

“I don’t imagine you need to be told this Mulder but you’re not a loser.”

“Yeah but I’m no Eddie Van Blundht either, am I?” He finished signing the log and they walked down the hall. She absentmindedly brushed her fingers against his and squeezed his hand. They got back out to the car and there was a strange awkwardness that settled between them. Scully looked over and saw that he was pouting as he fiddled with the keys.

“Mulder, what is it?” she asked, trying to cut the tension.

“I’m sorry I haven’t tried to...talk more.”

“Oh.”

“Scully, with everything that’s gone on recently, I just think I can do better. I want to try and do better.” He started the car but waited to pull out of the garage.

“We can fix that.” Scully said tenderly. “Though I’ll tell you, my small talk leaves a lot to be desired. I ended up telling Van Blundht about my senior prom.”

Mulder gave her a look before shifting into gear and exiting the parking garage.

“That’s impressive. I might need to hear this story.”

“The fact that I even remembered it, that was impressive.”

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prompt: early relationship and scully’s the first to properly say i love you and mulders mind explodes

Short and fluffy. A post-ep for “Hollywood A.D.” Tagging @today-in-fic and @xffictober

The ocean serenades them as they stroll along the beach, hand in hand, toes sinking into cool sand with every step. A gentle breeze plays around them, mussing up their hair. There’s a balled-up pair of nylons in his coat pocket, mingling with his own socks. It’s okay; their garments are as intimately familiar these days as Mulder and Scully themselves. He couldn’t keep his grin in check earlier when Scully used his shoulder for support as she expertly took off her pantyhose and handed it to him, trusting him with her delicates.

“I love the beach,” she muses, her eyes closing. She takes a deep breath, and a small, secretive smile appears on her face. The pang of jealousy he feels deep in his stomach passes quickly. As entangled as they are, in day and now night, she’s led a life before him, has known happiness and joy before she stepped into their basement office. 

“I do, too,” he says and she opens one eye to glance at him.

“Have you ever gone skinny dipping?”

“Have you?”

“I asked you first.”

“Maybe,” he says. “So? What about you?”

“Mulder, I grew up in San Diego.” Is all she says, as if that answered his question. She lets go of his hand and walks closer to where the waves kiss the sand. 

“I hope you’re not thinking about skinny dipping now,” he says with a soft chuckle.

“Come here,” she says, holding out her hand.

“Are you going to throw me to the fishes?” He asks, pressing his lips against the ocean-kissed, salty skin of her cheek.

“Why would I do that?” She looks up at him with big eyes. 

“So you can get it on with Assistant Director Skinner.”

She laughs softly. “Hmmm, I’ll pass. And Mulder? I love you.”

Each one of these three words carves itself into his heart. It’s been Scully’s for so long anyway and now she’s finally claiming it. He stares at her, his mouth open, his mind empty. But she’s smiling. Smiling at him, understanding him even in this. She cups his cheek, strokes it gently.

“I love you, too,” he says after half an eternity, stumbling over his words and his emotions. “I love you so much.” He takes her into his arms, holding her as close to him as possible.

“I know,” she whispers against the side of his neck, and the ocean carries it away, right into its own heart. “And I wanted you to know, too. I love you, Mulder.”

There’s nothing else he needs. 

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Fictober Day 4: Prompt #17: “give me a minute or an hour”

“Happy birthday, Mulder,” Scully says, letting herself into his apartment and smiling at him. He stands to greet her and presses a kiss to her lips.

“Are you my present?” he asks, taking in her low-cut top and short skirt. He licks his lips. “Because if so, you are simply too good to me.”

Scully rolls her eyes affectionately. “Not quite, but thank you.” From her purse, she produces a slim box, wrapped in gold paper. Scully hands it to Mulder and sits on the couch, kicking off her heels and tucking her feet up under her. “Open it, I want to see your reaction.”

Mulder weighs the gift in his hands as he sits next to her, trying to tell what’s inside without opening it, a game he’s played since he was a child. At Scully’s excited look, he sits and tears at the wrapping paper and unearths a slender glasses case. Mulder looks at her bemusedly.

“Look inside,” Scully urges him, watching his face with a small smile on her lips.

Mulder does as he is told and opens the case to find a pair of glasses with square frames and off-color lenses. They don’t look like sunglasses, but they don’t look quite like normal reading glasses, either. Despite the anticipation written across Scully’s features, Mulder frankly has no idea what she’s given him or how to act.

“Scully?” He asks hesitantly, picking up the glasses and looking at her. She nods and squeezes his knee.

“Put them on, you’ll understand once you do,”

Trusting her, and wondering what that could possibly mean, Mulder lifts the glasses up and positions them on his nose. He turns to look at Scully and-

And Scully.

Is it Scully?

It is. It’s definitely his Scully…just different. The whole room is different, new colors jumping out at him and shocking his optic nerve. There’s so much to take in, but he’s transfixed on her.

Mulder feels like he is looking at Scully for the first time. He’s frozen in place, in awe of the woman before him. At his silence, Scully bites her bottom lip (pink, luscious, new) in worry.

“They’re meant to correct red-green colorblindness. I heard about them from an old colleague and they offered to send me a pair of prototype lenses. Are they working?”

Mulder nods slowly. “I think so,”

Scully grins. “What do you think? What’s it like?”

Mulder blinks a few times, still processing the signals being sent to his brain from all around him. He should look around, take in the world with a new set of colors, maybe contemplate the beauty of the tropical fish in his aquarium. Still, despite his knowledge that there are paintings and movies and meadows full of flowers he could be marveling at right now, his gaze stays fixed on Scully.

Mulder doesn’t quite have the words to describe what he’s seeing. Scully’s hair is vibrant, awakening the cones in his eyes from a long slumber. The locks that curl a little around her face and stop a few inches under her chin are no longer the brownish-yellow that Mulder has become accustomed to over the years. He still thinks that the dirty blonde color is beautiful on her, the way it catches the sunlight. More often than not, he finds himself stealing glances at the shine of her hair as they drive down empty country roads at dusk, when the sun hits it just right. The term golden hour was named after Scully’s hair, he’d decided.

Still, no matter how much he loves the way he sees her hair every day, seeing it the way the rest of the world does makes his heart clench and shocks him into silence.

Instead of responding to her question verbally, Mulder reaches out with one hand, fingers splayed. He places his hand at the crown of her hand and slowly threads his fingers through her hair. He smiles as the brightness of her hair parts around his fingers, surprised that it feels the same as it always feels. Mulder thinks hair that looks like Scully’s should burn him, leave a mark on his flesh.

“Wow,” he murmurs, playing with her hair with one hand and picking up one of her hands to press gentle kisses along her knuckles.

“Mulder,” she says, sounding amused and a little embarrassed under the intensity of his stare. And oh, the contrast of the pink blush on her porcelain cheeks combined with her hair and lips is almost too much. She looks undeniably warm, comforting and striking at once. “We’re going to miss our dinner reservation,”

He shakes his head, committed to taking in every inch of her through his new eyes. He’s well aware that there is more of Scully to see than just her hair (lovely as it may be), and he’s nothing if not thorough.

“Give me a minute,” He whispers. “Or an hour.”

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Just a little dribbledrabble that I forgot I wrote at 3am the other night… 280 words

‘…and I think we can all agree that the projections for this coming year are…’ Scully was doing her best not to tune the budget meeting out, she really was. But there were so many other things to think about. Dinner with her mother that evening. The god-awful tie Mulder had picked that morning. The journal article she’d been reading over her coffee before the meeting. Mulder’s shower-gel permeating her olfactory senses from where he sat next to her. To remember to buy milk on her way home. 

The knock on the door broke into her reveries. Kimberly, polite as anything, announced a phone call for Mulder that didn’t sound like it could wait. 

He stood up, as eager to leave as she was, but actually being given the chance. ‘Sorry. I’ll be back as soon as possible,’ he mumbled, nodding to the table in general, before bending down and giving Scully a short, sweet peck to the lips.

Nothing major. No tongues. Barely more than a passing brush. An every day gesture. Something that felt as natural as anything.

Except the easy gesture wasn’t natural. Wasn’t a daily occurrence, not unless she had actually slipped to sleep whilst suffering through the budget meeting.

 But no. Because she could feel the heat in her cheeks, and the stares of her colleagues and boss. And everyone around the table was silent, marvelling at the spectacle before them as Mulder sauntered from the room, oblivious. 

Skinner cleared his throat, looked towards the agent who had been interrupted and nodded for him to continue as Scully prayed for the ground to open up right under the Hoover building and swallow her whole.

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Fictober Day 2: Prompt #26: “how about you trust me for once?”

For the tenth time today, Scully is absolutely certain that she’s reached the limit of her patience. 

Her new partner has been breathing down her neck more than usual during this case. He sticks his nose into all of her autopsies, never giving her a moment of peace. Her every movement is observed with a critical eye; and it’s ironic that she is being so closely monitored by the man whose current theory is that aliens showed up and abducted the family they’re investigating.

Scully knows exactly why Mulder is acting like this.

I was under the impression that you were sent to spy on me.

He’d said it during their first meeting, setting the tone for future investigations. She’d thought that she’d gained his trust in Oregon, but apparently not. One shared laughing fit in the rain had not undone the protectiveness he still has over his precious x-files. Today, Mulder has been acting like turning his back on her for a single moment would result in her whisking away all of the evidence and running directly to Blevins to discredit him.

They’re supposed to be partners, for god’s sake, not adversaries. She’s had enough.

As Mulder paces back and forth around her cramped motel room, he questions her incessantly about the precision of her autopsy methods. Had she looked closely enough for damage to the internal organs? What about trace evidence of electric shock? Mulder is grilling her harder than she grills her students at Quantico, which is certainly saying something.

“You read my file before we even met,” she says icily, ignoring his most recent question. “You know I teach-or at least taught- this stuff at the academy every single day. There’s no need to be so paranoid.”

“There’s every need to be paranoid,” he seethes, turning on his heel sharply in his frenetic routine. “You don’t know what you’re looking for, Scully. And even if you did see something relevant to this case, you’d just ignore it.” He murmurs something else to only himself, but Scully hears it. “That’s what they want you to do,”

“Dammit, Mulder,” She snaps at him. “How about you trust me for once?”

He stops pacing and looks at her, arms crossed defensively over his chest.

She takes out her notepad and throws it at him, hitting him squarely in the chest. The small book lands lamely at his feet and he picks it up, looking from it to her.

“You think I’m keeping tabs on you? Take a look. All you’re going to find is field notes from our investigation.”

She storms out of her own room, already feeling around in her blazer pocket for her lighter. When they reconvene tomorrow, the smell of cigarette smoke will still linger in her hair. Mulder won’t realize why this fact makes him trust her even less until years later.

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Fictober Day 2 - THIS

Prompt: “I can’t do this anymore” from this list.

Teen & up || angst, post IWTB / pre season 10 || 285 words

On AO3

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“I can’t do this anymore,” the sum total of her explanation in the end. At the end? More apt—a succinct summary of what she had tried to tell him, in so many ways over the years.

It was said through tears, just prior to the screen door slamming behind her, for what he feared was the last time. Slammed, not in emotion, but due to a loose hinge, promised to be fixed long ago.

Had all of her problems been reduce to that simple pronoun? This. Was Mulder this?  

Or was this her whole life? “I can’t do this anymore” —her utter existence. Did it include her too? Was she sick of herself? He knew about that.

Come back and listen.  ‘I can’t do this anymore, either.’  He could grab her hand, and they could disappear, have the door slam shut behind both of them—run away from all of this together.

He knew it was a foolish notion. That ‘this’ was an adjective attached to a long, long list of things inextricably all chained to him.

this lamp on in the office, noticed on the way up to bed

this morning - rising alone and eating cold toast at the kitchen table where they used to make love

this conversation—again

this silence

this obsession

this guilt

this lonely couch

lonely day

night

Christmas

birthday

Tuesday

this shower obscuring the sounds of sobbing

this heartache

this empty home

empty feeling

emptiness

this broken man she can not fix

this broken man it hurts to love

this feeling

anymore

…this, the sound of her car disappearing down the long, long driveway.

This quiet.

Mulder went and fetched his toolbox and set about fixing the hinge.

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scullysexual

FICTOBER 2020 (31 days of prompts)

This list | Fictober | 2/31 | Post Episode: Irresistible | Time Can Heal Universe | Words: 586 | AO3 | Day One |

DAY TWO: Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.

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He’s floating on the surface, dosing off for ten minutes only to wake then dose off again. Any sound will have him awake, alert, ready to push Scully under the bed and fight whatever it is that wants to invade.

But he can’t fight this.

He can just watch the way her eyes dart about, the way her entire body stiffens, muffled cries, and her tiny hand, trying with all the strength it has, to turn into a fist.

It doesn’t take Mulder long to realise what’s happening, what he’s witnessing.

In college, they had touched briefly upon sleep paralysis. It had been apart of the dreams module. One lecture was spent on it, after that, it was time to move on. It was always something that had intrigued Mulder, how the lines between sleep and awake were blurred. It could’ve easily been an X-File.

Scully’s eyes have settled somewhere towards the corner. She’s panicked, a tear slipping out from her eye. There’s a spookiness to it all, a chill running through Mulder’s spine at the thought that she’s seeing something he doesn’t.

And whatever it is, it’s scaring her. Maybe it’s memories from her abduction, or the events of tonight, or some dream-warped version of the two combined.

Whatever it is, Scully’s experiencing it as if it’s real. It is real to her.

He doesn’t know how he can help her, though. Does he wait until it’s over, surely it doesn’t last long. Or does he pull her out now?

He chooses the second option, remembering bits and pieces from his school days. The sleep world is stronger than the wake world and he needs to do something to connect her back to the wake world, actually wake her up. Make a noise? No, that could startle her even more.

Then he remembers her hand, how hard it was trying to make a fist. She knows she needs to bring herself back.

He lies over her, one hand on her arm, the other on over her fist, soothing his thumb over.

“Scully,” he says and her eyes look over to him. Is she seeing him, he wonders? She’s seeing something.

“Scully, I need you to squeeze your fist,” he tells her. “Can you do that? Just squeeze your fist. You’re having a nightmare.” Her eyes float back over to the corner. It’s still there.

“It’s not real, Scully. Whatever it is you’re seeing, it isn’t real.” Her eyes move back to him. Good, keep them on me. “Just squeeze.” He tries to help her, to tighten his hold over her fist, to bring her back.

And it works. Her body relaxes, her hand releases the fist and she falls into his chest, crying, sobbing.

Mulder holds her, taken aback by the force of her body slamming into his.

He embraces her, clutching her to his chest, careful not to touch her hair and rubs his hand over her back.

Why didn’t you tell me, Scully? he thinks but he won’t say it. Now isn’t the time to ask such a question.

“They were…” she splutters out then her words are replaced by even louder sobs.

She’s working herself up.

“Hey, hey,” says Mulder, his lips against her hairline. “Calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.”

Maybe he’s lying to her. They can still hurt her, like this, in her dreams.

“Promise me,” she says, sobs subsiding.

It’s something he shouldn’t promise, can never promise, but he does it anyway because he wants to.

“I promise.”

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Prompt number: 9. “Will you look at this?”

Fandom: the X-files

Rating: Teen

Warnings/Tags: swearing, bad blood

Unfazed by the corpse in front of her, she begins her initial exam. “Dr. Dana Scully on record performing the initial exam on Daniel Green, aged forty-two...”

“Scully...”

She clicks the tape recorder off, annoyed at being interrupted and looks at her partner, who knows by the look on her face that she isn’t amused. “What Mulder?”

“His toe moved.” He can’t believe he’s saying it, except that he saw it. He saw the victims right toe twitch, clear as day.

“That’s not possible, Mulder. This man has been dead for two days.”

He knows this, oh boy, does he knows this. He cherry-picked this case due to the similarities of the one they had previously in Channey Texas, although he hasn’t clued her in on that piece of information yet. It isn’t as if he hasn’t done that to her in the past...

Deciding to see for herself, she goes to the edge of the slab, and gapes.

It did it again. “I- no,” she shakes her head, in disbelief. “That isn’t possible.”

He shoots her a look, and narrows his eyes, “You saw it Scully!”

“Maybe it was just a trick of the light or...”

“Folie a deux? Come on, we’ve been down that road.”

A knock on the door, startles them. “Hi, I’m... oh, shit. Will you look at this? If it ain’t Agents Dana Scully and Fox Mulder...” the familiar Texan drawls, giving them an evil smile.

“For fucks sake, Mulder....” she glares at him.

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flufftober day 1 - in the shadows

She’d been followed all day.

Someone was behind her at the coffee shop this morning, just out the corner of her eye. And then, she turned, and there was no one. 

She arrived at the Hoover Building, the security guard made eye contact with someone behind her, but when she turned again, there was no one, just the normal throng of people ready to face the morning workload. 

The office was empty, eerily so, the way it always was when Mulder was out of town. But she let it go, busying herself as he never did when it was she who was out of town. 

And then, it started to get strange. 

She could have sworn her coat was on the rack, but when she reached for it, it was over on the lab table. 

She closed the cabinet doors before her meeting with Skinner, but found them wide open when she got back. 

She returned from picking up her lunch order to find the desk was set like a five star restaurant. And after she’d finished, a mysterious call from Kimberly drew her upstairs. When she returned, the desk was set back up for work like normal, her Tupperware washed and dried in her bag, and any trace of white linen and a candelabra was gone. 

She would have almost thought it was sweet, if he didn’t have to piss her off again, by moving her car and making her search the garage for half an hour. 

When she returned home, she knew where he’d be. The only place in her apartment that could fit a man that tall. 

She squatted down by one side of the bed, and pulled up the bedskirt, revealing his playfully guilty face sticking out like a dog that did something bad. 

“Hi, Scully,” he said, like it was normal for him to be down there. “Just checking out your luggage. Matching, huh? Did you buy it all at the same time or just accumulate it?” 

“Your flight was delayed 12 hours was it?” 

He bit his lip, very clearly trying to think of a lie. “It was,” he admitted. “And then I got another one.” 

“And instead of telling me and coming to work today… you just thought of messing with me?” 

“Tis the season, eh? Trick or tre… Hold on.” He started wiggling out from under the bed, as though just now realizing how undignified it was to have a conversation like that. He came out covered in dust balls and lint, as though that was much better. 

“You know, I could have used your help on some of that stuff,” she said. “You know how tedious those forms are.” 

“And I know that my being there would have created double the work for you. With filling them out and checking that I did it correctly. Saved you some work.”  

She was unamused. 

“Did you like your lunch?” he asked. 

She rolled her eyes, which he knew meant yes. Cautiously, he stepped forward, and wrapped his arms around her. 

“Yes,” she mumbled. 

“And did you miss me?” 

“Up until this morning.” 

He let her go, playing up his disappointment. 

She picked some of the lint off his suit. “You need a shower,” she said. 

“Do I?” 

She gave him just as playful a smile, and took his hand, leading him back into the bathroom.

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"Why did you lie to me?" MSR angst with some hurt/comfort?

Post-ep for “Irresistible”. Tagging @today-in-fic

Fictober Day 1

Once she’s stopped gripping him for dear life, with her fingers digging into his skin, and right through his soul, he allows himself to look at her. Her face is ashen; the only color a streaked red where the tears have fallen.

“Let’s go,” he says, his voice thick with raw emotion. He keeps his arm around her, shielding her from questioning eyes. Bocks and his men watch them as they pass but Mulder keeps his attention on Scully, leading her outside. The night air is cold, fresh, and hits him right in the face. He looks down at Scully wondering if she’s always been so small. She’d fit right under his arm. If only he could keep her there, keep her safe from any harm. But he keeps failing, time and again.

“Please stop looking at me like this,” she says and though her voice is soft, he hears the irritation behind it.

“Why did you lie to me?” he asks her, tucking away a strand of her hair to see her face. Part of him knows he should wait to ask her, but he doesn’t have the patience. He could have lost her. Again. How often will they do this? Stand here shaken in the night, the stench of death clinging to them, having barely escaped it. How long until he’s too late again, until it’s only him out here, wondering what he’ll say to her mother. 

“Because of this right here,” she says after a moment. “I didn’t want you to look at me like this. Like it’s your fault. Like you have to protect me.”

“Scully, I’m your partner.” Anger seeps into his voice. “That’s my job.”

She recoils from his voice, but he doesn’t let her get away. “Mulder,” she pleads softly, and he loosens his grip on her. “I need to do this on my own. I need to find my own way back. I can’t just… hide behind you.”

“Why not? I’m big enough.” He cracks a smile and after a second, so does she. It falls from her face way too soon.

“Do you understand, Mulder? After my abduction… after Duane Barry, I need to find my faith again.” His eyes drift to the golden cross around her neck. “I need to find myself again,” she adds quietly as if she were revealing a secret. He will keep it for her.

“I would never think less of you, Scully. I hope you know that.”

She nods, avoiding his eyes. “I’d like to leave now. Please.” Just like that the conversation is over. She won’t let him be her shield and instead tucks away her emotions, hides them and herself behind a wall. 

“Let’s go,” he says, knowing he won’t sleep tonight, knowing he will stay as close to her as she’ll let him. For now, he puts his hand on her back, letting her know he’s there for her.  

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scullysexual

FICTOBER 2020 (31 days of prompts)

This list | Fictober | 31 days | Post Episode: Never Again | Words: 655 | AO3

DAY ONE: That’s starting to get annoying 

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Another crack and it drives her pen into the paper harder than necessary.

From the spot he so elegantly claimed as Her Area she watches as he flicks a shell onto the ground, joining the growing pile at his feet.

If the tension between them wasn’t so palpable right now (she’s still reeling from the Ed Jerse situation) this wouldn’t be bothering her so. Afterall, he’s done this countless times; in this office, in the car, in the motel room. Shells everywhere, crunching on one every second of the day.

But today, it irritates her. Scully knows she’s due her period some point this week, that her irritation levels had been higher than usual- somebody not updating the coffee tub was enough to have her in a foul mood for the rest of the day- but she’s reaching her breaking point with this.

“Stop that,” she tells him, doing nothing to hide how irritable she feels from her voice. “That’s starting to get annoying.”

Mulder looks up at her with mild confusion written on his face. Of course he would be confused, she’s never told him to stop doing anything before, but his look how just causes her to become more annoyed with him.

“Stop what?” he asks.

Scully tuts and rolls her eyes. She can’t be bothered explaining what he’s doing. If anything she just wants to get away from him, or him away from her. She shakes her head, tries to focus on her report.

“You’ve clearly got a problem Scully, so why don’t you just tell me what it is.”

Another crack and he spits the shell out this time.

That,” she says, exasperated and pointing at the shell pile. “Stop doing that.”

Mulder looks down at the floor then back at her.

He has the audacity to shrug.

“Never bothered you before.”

“Well, it’s bothering me now.”

Another crack, another spit. He’s doing it on purpose, she thinks.

Scully slams the file shut, pushes her chair back so it scrapes along the floor, and starts stuffing her things into the bag with more force than needed.

“Where are you going?”

“To find another office.”

She slings the strap on her shoulder and makes her way to the door.

“You know, you do a lot of things that piss me off too, Scully, but you don’t hear me bitching about it.”

She knows she should go, but she can’t resist it. She turns on her heels and crosses her arms over her chest.

“What?” she asks, anger now lacing her voice. “What do I do that annoys you?”

“Tap the pen when you’re bored, tap your nails against every surface you can find. Whine because I send you on cases you have no interest in.” He smirks then, as if he’s thought of something funny. “Though, you eventually found an interest in the Philly case, didn’t you?”

And this is what it all goes back to. The Philadelphia case, Ed Jerse, the desk, the nameplate. Feeling like she doesn’t exist, that her pain and suffering was just collateral damage. She should have left this office years ago. Left to join another department, one were she would actually be counted as a member and not just something that gets in the way.

“Maybe you should look for a new partner, Mulder,” she suggests with cool anger. “Clearly, we’re not working well together anymore.”

“Maybe I will,” Mulder answers, equally as cool.

There’s nothing more to say. Scully looks down at the pile of shells, watching as another joins the rest. She huffs and rolls her eyes before turning back around and leaving.

Her plan to find another office gets deterred when feels her nose begin to run and a metallic taste on her lip. She touches it, bright red blood now sitting on her thumb and makes a hurried dash for the bathroom.

She still hasn’t told him. She will never tell him.

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Fictober Day 1: Prompt # 9 “will you look at this?”

TW: injury

In a strange way, Scully is reminded of their first case tonight. However, the roles are reversed. Mulder stands in the doorway that adjoins their motel rooms, holding his right side tightly and grimacing.

She is frozen in place, taking in his stiff form and careful breaths. He’s still wearing his slacks from earlier in the day, but his button-down shirt and tie have been discarded, leaving only his white undershirt covering his top half.

“Is everything alright, Mulder?” she asks, eyes traveling down to where his hand grasps at his torso.

He frowns. “Will you look at this?”

She nods, stepping out of the way so he can enter her room. Scully guides him to the foot of her bed with a gentle hand on his left shoulder and he sits.

“Let me see,” she says softly. Mulder complies, lifting the side of his shirt slowly and revealing an angry red gash on his right side, just under his ribs. The injury is approximately five inches from top to bottom and the skin around it is puffy. Scully’s clinical eye detects the infection immediately and she hums in sympathy.

The cut extends farther up than Mulder can lift his shirt, so she steps closer to him. “Here, you need to take your shirt off.” She takes the other side of his shirt in her hand and together, they gingerly work it off of him. With the entire injury exposed, Scully can see that it is long, but not deep. Luckily, he won’t need stitches, but the cut will need to be cleaned and dressed.

“Well, doc, do you think I’ll make it?” he asks, feigning a sense of humor. She smiles wryly, but it’s clear that he’s in pain, sweat glistening on his forehead. She runs her fingers through the hair on the top of his head, trying to comfort him.

“I think you should pull through as long as you do everything I say,” she says lightly and feels his forehead with the back of her hand. No fever, luckily. “How did this happen, Mulder?”

“The suspect I was tailing yesterday stuck me when I cornered him,” he explains. “I thought it would heal on its own, but I must not have cleaned it well enough last night,”

Scully crosses the room, rooting through her carry-on until she finds her organized stash of medical supplies. It’s in a case that’s a bit bigger and much more detailed than the average first aid kit, compiled over the years as she’d learned how often either, or both, of them get injured during cases.

She walks into the bathroom, calling over her shoulder, “Come with me, I need to wash the cut out before I can dress it,” As she’s washing her hands with expert efficiency, counting to 20 in her head, Mulder follows her in and sits on the edge of the bathtub.

If not for the cut that’s oozing on his side, Mulder looks like he could be preparing to take a bath. As a fan of baths herself, Scully’s thoughts drift momentarily to the idea of her body fitting against his in a tub. She leans around him to turn on the tap, forcing her thoughts to remain clinical and professional.

“You’re lucky that they didn’t go deeper with whatever they used to hurt you,” she murmurs, wetting a washcloth under the warm water. She begins dabbing at the cut and Mulder hisses in pain, eyes squinting shut on reflex. “Sorry, sorry,” she apologizes, trying to make her movements more gentle. She offers her free hand to Mulder and he takes it, squeezing it tightly as she cleans out the rest of the infection.

“Son of a bitch…” he mutters, letting go of her hand and shaking his head. “Touching it now hurts more than when it actually happened.”

She nods, pulling gauze pads and antibiotic cream out of her medical bag. “I’m not surprised, it’s pretty infected. You’re lucky it’s not worse.” She applies a bit of the cream to the gauze. “I’m just going to clean it a bit more, and then I’ll dress it.” He nods, taking her hand again.

Scully dabs at the wound as carefully as she can, spreading the cream on it. Mulder sighs in relief when she is done, and is silent as she expertly dresses the cut in a bandage.

“I’ll take a look at it in the morning and clean it again. Hopefully, you’ll be feeling better tomorrow,” She informs him.

Mulder stands slowly, prodding the area around the bandage experimentally. “Thanks, Scully. I don’t know what I’d do without you,” he smiles at her and she returns the look, washing her hands again and drying them.

“Well, despite my best efforts, you still manage to get scraped up every time we leave DC,” she admonishes lightly. They walk over to the adjoining door and Mulder contorts his body to look down at the bandaged wound.

“Hey, do you think this’ll scar? Some women think scars are sexy,” he winks at her.

“Hm,” Scully hums in response but neither confirms nor denies her own opinion. “I guess we’ll have to find out,” She stands on her tiptoes to kiss his cheek. “Goodnight, Mulder,”

“Goodnight, Scully.”

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The Wind By Night (Masterpost)

The Wind By Night (Complete: 68,652 words)   Also on: Teaspoon  |  Ao3 Tentoo/Rose. (Rated M)  An uncalibrated reentry into the parallel universe plays havoc with material space-time in the hours after the arrival in Pete’s World, forcing Rose and the Doctor into some time alone with their reservations, reflections and each other. But things may not be as easily sorted as the Doctor projects, because time is deterministic, and there is no such thing as an accident.  (Also archived under the tag The Wind By Night.)

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OMENS: CHAPTER ONE trigger warnings apply

HORIZON, MONTANA July 21, 1997 - 1:18 AM

The night was furious.

The dome of the firmament churned above the woman in the field, the clouds heavy and ripe as a bruise. The wind was fierce and bitter, and the woman’s nightgown whipped around her quaking body, clinging to her skin, the rain soaking through the white cotton.

She didn’t know how she got out here, with the wheat waist-high and thrashing around her. Wet hair flew into her mouth, into her eyes. The air tasted like tarnished silver, like old iron. Behind her, the door to the farmhouse swung madly on its hinges, hurling itself against the clapboards. She couldn’t make her limbs obey her, couldn’t seem to force herself to turn back to the house, back to safety.

A roar of thunder rolled through the earth, vibrating in her skull. And then she saw it, a black stain against the wide and angry sky.

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122 Days

i. ii. iii. iv. v.

vi. Day 108

The days aren’t all bad.

If he’s honest, he faked it through his first Lamaze class with her, but the deep seated dread he felt when she crumpled against the sofa in pain has been the first thing to shake the nothingness in him since his return.

It knocked something loose in him, her sick like that.

The X-files have never looked less important.

The All-Star Break is about two months away and vaguely, Mulder realizes there is a damn good chance it will be the first time he’s able to watch it with his son.

Or daughter.

Either way, he’s going to make sure they’re Roger Clemens fans. The pitcher hasn’t looked this good in years. But the only jerseys allowed in his house are Jeter and Posada, because pop flies, fast balls, and homeruns steal the show, but infield play wins playoff games.

Scully’s hand is scratching lightly between his pecs and he slides down further into her couch to the serenade of another satisfying whiff of the bat, the ball popping swiftly into Posada’s mitt. Clemens is on fire.

“Kid’s gonna look good in Yankees gear,” he thinks aloud, and tries to eat his words for a second when her hand stops.

There’s a heavy minute of silence shattered by another whap of the bat, and she slowly resumes ruffling her hand across his chest.

“Bill already bought her a Padres onesie...”

“Fuck Bill,” he snorts and pinches her hip at that, threatens to go for that spot he knows that tickles, and she gets in a good slap at him before he relents and goes easy. She did just get out of the hospital.

It’s an alarmingly warm, normal, sunny afternoon. They settle back from the brief scuffle.

“Her?” he asks, tentative.

Scully shrugs with a small grin, swipes her index finger affectionally down his nose, booping him on the end. “Or him.”

The silence is lighter than it’s been since he came back. Maybe since it’s been in years.

“The Padres suck, Scully.”

“Clemens is juicing,” she whispers.

Mulder pokes her again, sighs, and settles back onto the couch to watch the rest of the game.

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