You layed in Emily's bed unsure of what to do the minute she would walk in through the door, you couldn't sleep so you decided to wear her FBI hoodie on and a pair of shorts you left there months ago, you didn't mean to overhear the conversation but you're glad you kind of it.
"Honey, honey it's me" Emily whispered as she took her off shoes and made her way into your room, you faced away from the door curled up hoping she wouldn't see your face "It's late Y/N I'm sorry about that" she said getting into bed and brushing the hair from your face tucking it behind your ears
You turned to face her, she leaned down to kiss your forehead "What's wrong? What happened Y/N" Emily pushed your shoulders out so she could see your face.
"Nothing it's fine just go to sleep" you huffed.
"No Y/N tell me" Emily started to raise her voice a little bit.
"I know about you and Tara" your voice started shaking "I know you cheated on me" you sobs were uncontrollable at this point.
"It was a one time thing and I didn't even mean for it to happen Y/N I swear" Emily promised.
"Oh so you're not only a cheater but you're also a liar, brilliant" you said sarcastically.
"Y/N that's not fair" Emily started.
"No Emily, you know what isn't fair? you cheating on me with Tara every single weekend.. for the past 6 months. God how could I be so stupid" you groaned.
"I can explain if you calm down and-" Emily started
"Calm down?" you shouted.
"Don't you dare raise your voice at me in my own home" Emily screamed.
"And don't you dare make me out to be the 'bad guy' in this scenario Emily" you scoffed.
You were thinking all night about how you were going to leave and this argument was a staple moment for you.
"Where the hell are you going?" Emily screamed.
"Out of here" You screamed back.
"Give me my clothes back" Emily shouted.
"Fine" you ripped her FBI hoodie off your head and crumpled it up and threw it at her, her barely catching it, leaving you in your underwear, scrambling to find your own tshirt and bottoms.
"This is ridiculous. You are being ridiculous" Emily sneered as you pulled a tshirt over your head and put a pair of joggers on.
"I'm not the one who cheated Emily" you smirked "Oh and tell Tara I said hey, I know she'll be over here tomorrow" you said barging past Emily and bumping into her shoulder.
"Where are you going?" She stopped you by grabbing your wrist.
"Let me go" you scoffed, Emily's grip grew tighter, a very slightly smirk growing on her face "Emily this isn't funny please let me go" you begged.
"Fine" Emily dropped your hand, you stood there with a shaky breath not saying anything and just staring at her.
"But seriously Emily I am going, this is my final straw, you and me, we're done, this" you gestured between you and Emily "is entirely over, i'm breaking up with you don't bother texting me or calling me, okay?" You nodded.
Emily stood there defeated knowing she couldn't do anything and she made up her mind agreed "yeah okay" she breathed out.
"Can I ask where your going?" she whispered as you placed your hand on the door handle.
"To a friends house" you said not even looking back at Emily.
You stayed as calm as you possibly could and drove until you were just too tired to.
You checked the time on your car only for it to be 2:37am, you rolled your eyes and sighed out loud, you really didn't fancy sleeping in your car.
"Fuck it" you walked up to your friends house and turned back before she answered the door
"Y/N?" she said rubbing her eyes
You turned around to see her, she had a jumper and shorts on, you had to say well she looked extremely attractive, you also took a mental note of how she slept with socks on and her hair up.
"I'm sorry it's late I shouldn't have come here, I'll just leave" You sighed.
"No Y/N come in please" she sighed.
"Jay I'm-" you sidled up to her front porch.
"Are you crying?" JJ whispered "come here" she said grabbing you and pulling you into a hug.
"I'll make us some tea how does that sound" JJ smiled wiping tears that you didn't even realize came back.
"Mhmm" you smiled gently, you followed JJ into her house by her grabbing your hand, occasionally putting her thumb over yours.
"Are you ready to talk about?" JJ wanted to make sure you were comfortable first.
"Yeah I'm ready" you smiled up at her as she handed you your tea.
"I didn't mean to but I found out Emily was cheating on me with Tara" you looked away from JJ's gaze, you knew that if you looked at her you would break down.
"How lo-" she started to ask.
"About 6 months" you scoffed.
"Y/N I'm so sorry" she said playing with the ends of your hair.
"Jay please you're fine you're not the one who cheated on me" you laughed making JJ laugh slightly too "I didn't know who else to come too I know it's late I'm sorry"
"Y/N if you are going to say sorry to me one more time" JJ smiled.
"What's gonna happen you'll cheat on me?" you laughed JJ playfully pushing into your shoulder.
"Why... did you come to me actually?" JJ said genuinely confused.
"I'm not sure, you're like the glue who holds the BAU together, I knew you'd know what to do" you smiled, she smiled back.
"Come here" JJ smiled pulling you into a hug by putting your arm around your shoulder, you put your arm around her waist.
"You can stay here if you want" JJ smiled.
"That would be so great actually, I kinda don't live anywhere for the minute" you laughed but then cried as reality hit you.
"Hey hey no" JJ wiped your eyes "It's okay, you're okay, you can stay here as long as you need too" JJ said "There's a spare bedroom I'll show you where in a second but if you want to stay here for a while like this then that's okay too" you looked up at her you both smiled.
"Thank you" your eyes started to become heavy.
"You can go to sleep it's okay" JJ whispered into your ear.
You nodded as you fell asleep with your arms around JJ.
An hour later JJ received a text from Emily "Did she come to you?"
"Yeah she did, she told me what happened Emily I can't believe you would do something like that, and to her as well? she did so much for you and you treated her like that? and for 6 months??"
"Please Jennifer you have to believe that I didn't mean it"
JJ scoffed " You didn't mean for it to be a 6 month long thing? you sound ridiculous"
"I ended things with Tara I messed up"
"Just because you ended things with Tara doesn't mean Y/N wants you back, it might take her months for her to even consider talking to you again never mind going back to the way things were" JJ scoffed out loud making you stir a little bit.
"Everything okay?" you said sleepily.
"What- oh everything is fine, go back to sleep" JJ played with your hair in her one hand and continued to text with Emily.
"I understand" Emily replied
JJ turned her phone off and focused her attention back to you.
"How are you feeling?" JJ asked calmly.
"Tired" you sleepily laughed.
"Do you wanna go to bed?" JJ suggested.
"Do you still want to cuddle or your own bed?" JJ asked.
"Okay come on" JJ grabbed your hand and took you to her bedroom, you fell asleep straight away not even giving JJ a chance to lift the covers back up which made her laugh a little bit.
You woke up the next day to an empty bed, remembering where you were you shouted to her "JJ" you called out "Jay?" you said after no answer.
"I'm in the kitchen" she called out.
"Bacon and coffee my favourite breakfast ever thank you" you smiled hugging her again.
You sat down on her kitchen bar stools and smiled as she handed you the bacon on your plate.
"Did you mean what you said?" you said looking down not even looking up at her.
"What?" she said walking around the table and squatting infront of you, her hands balancing on your legs.
"Last night you said I could stay here for as long as I needed to? Is that offer still available" you smiled almost choking on your sobs.
"Yeah, yeah I did" she said standing up and tucking your hair behind your ears "for as long as you need, no one else lives here so between you and me it gets kinda lonely anyway" JJ laughed but you could tell there was a hidden truth that lay underneath it.
You smiled too, and took a deep breath "Do we have work today" you rolled your head back at JJ's answer.
"We do and if you don't hurry your cute little but up I'd say we're gonna be late" JJ laughed "Come on" JJ gently hurried you up.
You and JJ took separate cars but you ended up walking in at the same time.
"You okay?" JJ said whispering before the doors opened to the BAU bullpen.
You walked to the coffee station and started making your coffee.
"You finished with that?" Emily said bluntly.
You weren't but you really didn't feel like talking to Emily right now "Yeah sure" you left your coffee there and walked away, you figured that you would get more coffee when she finished.
You were about to go and get some when Hotch called you into the briefing room for a case.
You walked in and the only seat available with between Tara and Emily "great" you thought, JJ shot you a sorry look.
20 excruciatingly long minutes later he let you go, this was a local case so you could actually go home today rather than a hotel.
"Agent Y/L/N my office please" JJ called out, you complicity nodded as you made your way up to her office.
"Am I in trouble?" you closed the door and shut the blinds.
"God no" JJ laughed "you couldn't be trouble if you tried ... I got you a coffee I know you didn't get a a chance to make one eariler" JJ smiled offering you a coffee by sliding the mug over.
"Jennifer Jareau you are the best ever" you laughed.
"So I've heard" you both laughed.
"I just wanted to see how you were doing, must've been tough going back today" JJ said sincerely.
"Yeah it was definitely interesting" you laughed. "If I don't laugh I 100% will cry"
"Awww shame, your makeup was real cute today too" JJ laughed making you laugh too.
You finished your coffee and got back to work.
"What did Jareau want?" Derek asked curiously.
"Oh"'you looked back up to her office "She wanted second eyes on a file" you nodded hoping he would let it go.
He nodded slowly but let it go in the end, after he was out of sight you let out a deep breath you didn't even realise you were holding.
You and JJ managed to finish work around the same time, you followed JJ in your car.
You got home and changed into more comfortable clothes, you both changed into pajamas and sat infront of the TV, you found yourself in the same position as you were in last night, her arm around your shoulder and your arm around her waist.
A 90's romcom played in the background while you and JJ talked about random things all night, you wrapped your legs around each other and now your head was on her chest, you both, however, were content with where you were, she kissed your head before both of you fell asleep on the couch, your first of many nights like this.